Time

Have got plenty of bus time to blog and think about stuffs.
Wanted to write a post yesterday when I reached home but was so tired.
So what's been up?
I've been climbing for 9 consecutive days and I pulled my left shoulder on the 4th day.
So it feels unstable and really painful when I do gaston and stuffs.
I realised these consecutive days of climbing made me feel alot because honestly, I still care about my papers even though we can say that I'm not going to pursue anything to do with physics.
So when the shoulder was injured, everything felt damn off.
I can't study properly, I can't climb properly.
So it's just damn frustrating cause I'm kinda sacrificing my studies to distract myself from the studies by climbing but the past few days of climbing has just been pure shit cause of the shoulder.
So felt even worse about it cause it's as if I wasted my sacrifice.
Plus the fact that I can't distract myself from finals enough.
But anyway, yesterday I finally did a blue.
When the past few days I've just been scrubbing it out on greens.
So it meant alot for me and I was super happy.
Suddenly all the dark clouds seem to have lifted when I send the blue route.
And the thought in my mind was kinda like 'okay it's still quite worth it in the end.'
If I keep this up all the way to 5th December, then I'll be climbing for 17 days in a row.
Still really excited for Philippines nationals so I really really hope that the recovery could be an upward slope now.
No more injuries please body.
I'll be sure to connect you with my mind properly before I start climbing everyday.
I'm starting to learn more about the connection between the body and mind.
Especially when I warm up and stretch.
It feels so good to feel every single ache / pain in the body when I stretch.
It kinda goes like this :