It will rain

There'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.
Hahaha.
Damn addicted to this song.
Anyway, forgot to blog yesterday.
Hahahaha.
Yesterday was a good day.
Which weekends ain't good?
Hahaha.
Let's see.
Woke up and then went to change specs?
But apparently the shop at Rivervale was closed.
So went to 600+ there to change.
So got this 150 red specs.
Gonna look the same anyway.
Hahaha.
But right now it's black!
Wooo.
Red specs for step!
Anyway, after that, went home and then took my climbing stuffs and off I go towards Climb Asia!
Met Yong Sheng at Hougang first before going.
Then the 2 of us went to meet MJ at Farrer Park.
Hahaha.
So went to CA.
Level 1 was totally empty.
But they didn't want to climb below.
Sad.
So went up, then super sian.
Cause MJ damn tired, can't set route.
Then YS also damn sian, no mood to boulder.
But in the end the mood was there when Hwee Chiat and Hwee Young came.
Hahaha.
Then John came also.
So got more people to climb.
Yup.
YS left early cause he meeting Daryl they all at Nex.
Then he abit sick also.
Lol.
So continued climbing.
Then later John left for work too at 5.30?
Then left me Hwee Chiat and Hwee Young and Min Jian at CA.
So climbed awhile more with this bunch of NS guys then left with MJ.
Went to IKEA with MJ , Fizzy and Francine.
Went to eat there and then walked around.
Hahaha.
Yup.
After that walked with them all the way to MJ.
Went there to lock my bike even more secure.
Cause I damn scared got matt want steal.
Now it's locked to the fence.
WOOOT.
Okay anyway, cycled one round around the school at around 11.40?
LOL.
Then missed the freaking bus.
So they decided to cab home.
Yup so the 4 of us cabbed home.
Then draw my thing.
Then blah blah.
Hahaha.

TODAY.
Have been super boring.
Stayed at home and dota.
And study at the same time.
I only studied Carboxylic Acid after so long.
SUCKK.
Oh btw, yesterday Min Jian told me something that made me feel not alone.
"I feel like quitting school and climb everyday."
Hahahaha.
I told that to Amsyar before.
Then he say "Siao ah you serious?"
Of course.
Not.

Sadly, you are living in

Singapore

Finally

A good day to end my week.
This morning really cannot wake up.
Like my eyes just close and lie in bed.
Damn lazy to open my eyes.
Then once the thought of going to play bball with John and MJ came, I immediately open my eyes and went to bathe.
Damn exciting lor.
Hahahaha.
When you look forward to this particular day.
No matter what time you wake up you will still feel awake one.
True?
Anyway, I bought bike from Eugene today.
He bought his $298 bike already.
Next time can cycle with him during break.
Anyway, I damn scared my bike kena stolen.
I never lock to the gate or anything.
I just lock the wheel with the centre.
If you get what I mean.
Hahahaha.
Bike's damn fun.
Really hope my bike won't get stolen.
The next time I will lock properly already.
Or maybe I will park outside my house la.
Just damn scared my parents find out.
My first time being so rebellious .
:X
Sian.
Screwed up.
But it's really cool la.

I HAVE PROJECT NOW.
PLANCHE PROJECT RETRAINING.
John motivated me to train together with him.
WOO PLANCE.

Happiness

Wilson Ang

This moment, stop and ask yourself. When was the last time you Smiled and Laughed from your heart?

Mine's almost every saturday.

It never happened in school.

fsa

Wah.
No one knows how pek cek I feel please.
It sucks when you're so looking forward to this thing and you have to give it up for something else.
It sucks sia.
So to conclude today.
I just have to say.
IT SUCKS.
And I was so freaking pissed that I wanted to shout a "FUCK!"
But obviously I didn't because of my new year resolution.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Can't even release my stress.
Not going study econs. Just gonna sleep.
On a side note, I'm getting my bike from Eugene tomorrow!
Happy.
But wait till my parents know.
Then not so happy anymore.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, I saw Adrian Low.
Hahahaha.
If any A2 people reading this, Adrian is my OGL!
And I really like him hahaha.
He damn cute.
Now he's in ns, second book out.
And he told me "Next year you also like that already"
YES I KNOW.
HAHAHAHA.
Blah.
Should just totally forget that today don't exist.

adgsdsa

*Put chalk into chalk bag*
*Clip carabiner to bag*

*Put bag at door*

*Ready for school tomorrow*

Mum: You like no interest in studying.

THOUGHTS:

YES FREAKING HELL. I DON'T LIKE STUDYING.

STOP FORCING ME TO STUDY.

I WILL STILL GET INTO UNI DON'T WORRY.

WHY SO KAN CHIONG ABOUT ME.

I ALSO NOT KAN CHIONG YOU KAN CHIONG FOR WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

YOUR SON IS NOT STUPID.

YOUR SON IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS.

YOUR SON KNOWS WHAT HE WANT IN LIFE.

YOUR SON IS SPECIAL.

DON'T PUT ME TOGETHER WITH ACADEMIC EDUCATION.

Please, can't the two of you put yourselves in my shoes?

Why so sad?

Why so rebellious?

Bad kid.

?????????

I'm sure this is one of the weirdest point in my life.
I really don't know what I want to do man.
Mr Hon asked me why this year I become like that.
I just told him I damn tired of studying already.
Tsk.
I don't know how to say this.
It's like if I talk about how important it is to chase one's passion / dream, adult or very realistic people won't agree with me.
But is it really wrong to dream.
I just feel damn helpless.
That I'm stuck in this society system.
And that if I try to break free, I won't gain support.
There's so much in life other than working and studying man.
We have one life.
Around 80 years?
1/4 life studying.
1/2 life working.
1/4 life in the hospital.
How can money bring about happiness if we don't spend it.
Dying with unused lots of  money in your bank is like climbing to the top of the mountain and blindfolding yourself from the scenery.
Working hard but no happiness.
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BAAAAAAAAAA
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Probably only my secondary school friends have dreams like me.
That's why I love my secondary school friends hahahaha.
So damn tired of the life I'm having now.
It's just bullshit.
9 more months man.
9 more months....

TIRED

Hahaha really nothing much to blog about today.

But enjoyed the company of the climbers today.

Totally brightened up my stressful week.

Going watch movie with climbers on Saturday.

SO COOL HAHAHA.

After climbing go watch movies together.

Okay, less stress now.

Because road race shirt sizes are over.

Now comes announcement and all the other stuffs.

Sleep.