Went to look at photos of Qing Dao and Khon Kaen.
Feeling extremely a lot for the team now.
I feel like I'm not doing well enough to revert the team to whatever it was back then.
Everyone was so... pure and genuine.
The warmth I felt from the team when every single person came and visit me after I broke my leg.
All the texts that came in.
Even people who I don't talk to at that point in time like Kim, Mochi texted me to ask me to stay strong.
Fern came with Tiong.
Andy came with Khai and zw.
My batch mates..
Yy who always came and kept me accompany.
Gwen.
Dayna and George.
Ferran..
I don't feel any toxicity from the team in the past.
Even if there was, I'm sure the excos / seniors were doing a really good job.
It's just so different now.
I don't fucking know why I'm feeling so much now.
I'm literally in tears thinking about how different things are right now.
As if I can't ctrl+z this shit.
I can only hope that the juniors are feeling how we all felt when we were juniors.
And that the team will get better from here on.
I'll do my very best for this team.
I will.
It's my last team trip.
I hope all things go well.
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