Wednesday, August 26, 2015

As an introvert

sometimes, I find it very hard to find good friends.
Because I don't feel the need to know more people sometimes.
But recently I felt that it's good to have connections here and there.
So sometimes I'm like "Okay, I need to make some friends."
And end up in an awkward short friendship which is one sided.
It's really not easy for an introvert to make friend.
Or if you want to make it sound nastier, a socially awkward person.
Hahaha.
Some introverts are deeper than you think you are.
Being friend with one can be very special.
I mean, for example, introverts are generally better listeners than extroverts.
Because thoughts are going through their mind almost all the times.
And they are able to analyse and consolidate thoughts better than others.
And this is probably why when you tell an introvert your problems, he/she would understand more and.
I know I may sound like I'm trying to advertise myself as an introvert, but I'm just thinking, how many of you would actually try to understand what's going through an introvert's mind.
When I see an introvert, I know he/she is an introvert.
Because he/she acts like me.
As much as sometimes I want more introverted friends, because of the fact that we have common characters, I feel that it's hard for introverts to click.
And I guess this is why most of my friends are extroverts.
This kind of makes sense now hahaha.

Anyway, I don't know whether I've said it before BUT I've made it into the NUS CLIMBING TEAM!
Woooo.
A team of 48 guys / girls.
And there would be a climbing camp soon.
And a rock trip that will be at the end of the year.
I'm really looking forward to training with the team.
With Hilman as my official coach now.
Feels so weird HAHA.
He sat in today's briefing and seeing him give a speech to us feels quite funny.

School has been fine.
But I'm starting to feel the feeling of mundane and tiring.
But hopefully things go well.
A little stress now probably cause I haven't gotten used to how there are tutorials and labs and assignments and this thing called IVLE to find your own stuff inside.
And how uni life is so much about self-learning instead of looking for tutors for help.
Very very different.
Hopefully this stress will die down soon as I get used to it.
Thinking back on my holidays, it was so carefree.
So carefree that I think so much.
But right now, so busy that I don't even have time to think about things.
Hahaha.
Dk what I'm thinking now tho.
Like nothing to look forward to.
Feels all like JC all over again.
The thing to look forward to is climbing.
But I will stay STRONG.
CAUSE GCC NEVER ENDS.
ALWAYS READY
READY TO STRIKE.



Lol....

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