But I realised whether or not something is boring, relates to one's perception.
If you think it's boring, you won't do anything, and therefore it become very boring.
But actually if you try to do something to brighten up, things can actually change.
It's really quite surprising that all the A1 people can click pretty well.
All the different sense of humor, every different people laugh at different thing.
But still, we laugh.
It's really a pleasant feeling when you laugh.
It's like all the sufferings from studies would just be like the gas that come out from your lungs.
And I was saying about just laughters but no warmth.
But today I felt some sort of warmth.
It's a class, a group of people.
Remember Jeremy once told me "Regret for things that happen so late, why no apply it to things that haven't happened"
Why don't I just learn to accept my life here.
And try to make it as exciting as possible.
I don't want to leave MJC telling people how much I've mugged.
I want to leave MJC telling people how fun it is.
And how loving all my classmates are.
Today's OG dinner was just plain awesome.
Really enjoyed it.
"Everyone's trying to find their identity" -Ivan
I guessed I've settle down in this kind of lifestyle.
And I guess I'm getting used to it.
Not saying I'm stress or whatsoever.
But it's the lifestyle of facing strangers everyday.
Now they aren't strangers anymore.
Each day, they open up a little more.
Strangers to friends to brothers.
It's really ain't that bad to study in JC.
As much as I enjoy life in JC, I wouldn't want to forget my second home, Xinmin.
In XMS, we can talk about anything that happen under the sun.
The point is, with anyone.
Literally anyone.
Still remember Mr Ho scolding a lot of people, because 4-5 classes were playing captain's ball together during recess.
We organised this small interclass competition every recess and were late for lessons.
A lot of them got scolded.
And when they were at the parade square, all the Sec 4s 2010 batch just stare and talk bad about Mr Ho.
It's like really can just talk to anyone.
And feel good.
I kinda miss 401.
Especially those days near exam.
Where secrets are shared when we get bored of studies.
Where songs are sung, jokes are said, soccer are played in class.
Anything can happen.
Or captain's ball randomly just by going up to the 4th floor to ask 403/404 to play.
Really miss those laughter.
Miss those ROFL feeling.
I don't really miss 203 though.
Because we still get in contact.
Which is a good thing!
Memories would always be kept as memories.
Those happy memories, it's hard to bring them back again.
Everyone's going their own way.
Let those happy memories stay as memories.
XMS rocked my life.
It's really somewhere I can call it my second home.
Because everyone is like my family member, and everyone makes up the family.
And 2 years down, I hope I will say the same thing to MJC.
Though I have some doubts.
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