Elevator

I've totally accepted the fact that life is always like an elevator.

I really hope I can control it carefully.

Friends who don't know me, tend to judge me by my actions.

They thinks I'm weird.

I am indeed.

Unless you really know me.

Everyone's becoming weird in my opinion.

And this means I'm the one being weird.

So I asked myself, what's wrong.

I found the answer.

It's about xinmin.

Sorry if I bore you with xinmin again and again.

I just feel very comfortable with xinmin people.

With my mjc friends, I don't feel that way.

It's like trying to be as good as possible so that I don't lose any awesome friends.

But I tried too hard.

It's really difficult to maintain relationship.

I don't want any fake relationship.

I want real and truthful.

I don't want to bluff you, and I don't want to bluff myself too.

You like me or you hate me, it's your opinion.

As long as I like myself, everything else is good.

Today was considered quite a good day.

Lessons were super tiring.

But I managed to pull through.

Oh and I got to know that I am in the house committee too!

Thanks for the congratulations.

Thanks to the 7 house committee members too and of course Mr Din.

Really hope my life in JC gets more experiential after joining the house committee.

I think it will really shape me.

To become a better person.

But I hope I will still be able to retain my principles.

To be happy, to be truthful, to cherish friends.

Hope I don't forget all these.

Oh during paddler's training today, we all did 200 PUSH UPS!

Beast on!

For the first time.

Do until can cry sia.

Then after the punishments, Wilfred, Wei Lun and I went to canteen to find Uan, Chai and Valerie.

So we started tutting to music.

It was pretty good and sweet.

Chai and I like teachers like that HAHA teach all the students.

But it was fun.

Really hope the two of them get in house comm too.

Tomorrow announcing results.

Wish them luck!

Then the last one, I don't mind any HAHAHA.

But I think it would be Nicole!

Oh well, shall go sleep now.

I will work harder now.

But I will play even harder HAHAHA.

P.S.

Got reminded of those tough times when Shu Qi started singing that song.

Every time I think of those times, I reflect upon my life.

What has happened?

What can be compared to the feelings felt last time?

Nothing

I'm a strong boy