Blind

Hello everone.

I'm like blogging blindly so if there's some error please don't blame me.

What I Can see now are just lines of words HAHAHA.

So let's see.

Didn't post yesterday because I wanted to sleep early.

But in the end still sleep at 12am++

So what did I do?

Went to school.

Lectures and lectures.

Can't really remember anything.

But PW lesson and Study break was damn good because it's like a break time for us.

Oh then during Chemistry the very fierce teacher took usas relief.

So after school went to outside library to find all the atlas cheerleaders.

I was supposed to take charge of this cheerleading session because I choreographed the moves.

^^

HAHa.

So yeah, gathered everyone and blah blah, went to dance studio.

So dance dance dance.

Everyone was damn good.

So from 5.30 - 7+

Went to eat at burger king with Chin Yue, Destin, Alvin Chan, Albertus, Destin's friend, Wei Lun, Joshua and many more HAHAHA.

Lazy.

So ate dinner and then went home!

So spammed MJC ignite wall and then went to sleep.

Woke up, bathed, prepared and then went downstairs.

Dad fetched me to Upper Paya Lebar road to take 22 to Bedok Reservoir.

So went to Bedok Reservoir and then gathered.

Slowly getting excited.

Everyone very happy.

Until Sandeep don't want to take off his shirt to show the singlet.

Damn irritating.

It's like everyone wear already.

Then left him haven't wear then we ask him to take off but he don't want.

Must wait until Chin Yue scream at him then he will "WHATTTT?" then "okay la okay la chill chill"

FEEL LIKE UPPER CUTTING HIM.

THAT ASSHOLE.

Damn annoying.

So after that commotion, we all warm up, get our morale up and then watched the first event.

500m Boat B 10 men.

Not bad leh.

3.14.

I forgot all the timing la.

But I only know we improved quite tremendously from our normal training.

Which means everyone is putting their effort.

Then during the 10 men 500m event, when we warming up, I dropped my spectacles inside because my left hand hit the specs.

DAMN SIAN.

Totally no mood to paddle afterwards.

Then I realised I have a huge responsibility as a pacer.

If I no mood, means the whole boat going to suffer.

And I remembered what I promise "not to let you all down"

So because of this I forgot about my specs and just WHACK.

AND WE CAME IN SECOND LAST BECAUSE OF THIS.

To put this in a nicer term, we came in TOP 3!.

HAHAHA.

AIYA WHATEVER.

I DAMN TIRED ALREADY.

JUST WANT TO SAY A GOOD JOB TO ALL OF YOU.

AND CURSE THE WEATHER AND THE EVENT COORDINATOR FOR NOT LETTING US RACE 250M BECAUSE OF THE STUPID ANG MOH GUEST OF HONOUR.

K that's all.

So after that went to eat at Tampines mall Lepak corner.

Texas chicken.

3 tender.

Damn pissed off with Sandeep again cause he go rub his dirty legs on my back.

Freaking pushed him away and almost punched him.

FREAKING IRRITATING.

Now I understand how tubby felt.

I was like "Wah tubby relax leh, don't punch Sandeep"

NVM.

Learn to keep calm.

So after eating, went to Century square to jubeat and have fun.

Until 9.30 then we left.

Had fun today!

So after that went to pasir ris, bought soya ice cream and then 109-ed home.

I DAMN TIRED DAMN TIRED DAMN TIRED.

I MISS MY SPECTACLES.

R.I.P at the bottom of Bedok Reservoir.

Random fact of the day:

Hui Wen is pervertic LOLOL

PULL AH LAI AH

Today has been a really TIRING day.

Sorry no pictures today because I want sleep HAHAHA.

Let's see.

Woke up at 6.30am.

Breakfast with Chai, Celestine, Li Ying, Joshua, Yi Da, Yi Ren, Eugene and Edwin.

Left early because I had to read school at 8.30am to reach Miss Liu.

So ya da ya da met her and my PI did not improve at all.

So assembly then first lesson, ECON LECTURE.

Lessons lessons lessons.

Today's lecture sucked because I can't catch it.

Then had PW tutorial.

Which was quite productive.

After PW, went to get food because it was GP.

OMG then we got caught by Miss Liu for sneaking out of class to the canteen.

LOL I wonder will we still go and buy food next time.

So after lessons, went to find Wei Lun at the library.

Used the computer to play HAHAHA.

Played bejeweled and finger frenzy.

Then while playing bejeweled, the librarian came in and asked me to stop playing.

OMG I TOTALLY DAOED HER FOR 10 SECONDS WHILE TALKING TO ME.

Kinda feel like my mum talking to me.

LOLOL.

I'm like that when I play game.

So after Wei Lun finished his PI, went to meet Paddlers at atrium.

The Meridian Canoeist (girls) joined us too.

So we went to bedok reservoir.

Was late by 5 minutes or so.

Warmed up, briefed by jian sen and then we started training.

Training today was really tough.

Didn't like my performance today.

Was good at the start I supposed.

But at the back it sucked.

Couldn't even pace properly.

NEVERMIND.

It's Friday that is most important.

PADDLERS LET'S WIN!

AND SHAVE.

hAHAHAHa.

I think there would be a 70% chance we will shave.

Excited hahaha.

So after training, debrief and then sat at the bench while waiting for them to bathe.

So Leon, Wei Lun, Tubby, Chin Yue and I went to eat at 85.

EPIC MEAL TIME.

$4 Ba Chor Mee and $3 Hokkien Mee.

It's really damn power already.

Then still have sugar cane drink.

By the time we finish, we laugh also stomach pain.

Then we became like "drunksters"

Yes I know it's drunkards.

LOL.

So yeah, it was damn funny la.

Enjoyed my dinner time today.

Worth the time!

So went back home by taking train to Pasir Ris with Leon.

Leon alighted at Tampines of course.

So saw Xin Minn at Pasir Ris and again my ezlink couldn't walk.

Like dejavu.

Hahaha.

So after that, sprinted for 109 after the traffic turned green man.

Then I reached beside the door and ran with the bus for 3 seconds BUT THE UNCLE NEVER SEE.

So I sian.

Smsed iris to realise that next bus 20 minutes.

So spent the time to walk to school from White Sands.

Reached school and then waited for another 5 minutes before bus came.

So 109-ed back and tadah, I'm here.

TIRED TIRED.

Random fact of the day:

I'm learning not to swear :)

AHHHHH

LIKKA SIAN 12345.

Today was kinda fun.

Especially during lesson.

Pictures speak louder than words.

HAHAHA.

Felt damn bad though.

But oh well, that's the cruel part of life.

When we have to choose to befriend who.

Celestine, Chai, Wilfred and Li Ying would understand what I mean.

HAHA.

Oh, though today was fun, this morning SUCKED.

BECAUSE I HAVE

HAHAHA it's so exciting to find picture and just put here.

Likka fun.

Oh during PW lecture Zanelle and I texted each other.

Because you know, I know, we know!

HAHAHA.

Damn funny can.

Like winking across the LT.

LOLOL.

During GP lessons, watched Dr Chee's protest against the Singapore government in 2006.

It was quite a meaningful video.

This guy above is damn GL.

His protest kinda made logic but no sense.

It's like all the facts are right but it's just bull shitting together.

But he and his party members managed to win an argue with the police in singapore in 2006.

Felt like slapping the woman especially.

SUPER SUPER GL.

But the video was kinda funny too.

So after GP, it was chemistry SPA.

Played with magnesium powder and HCl and got caught by the teacher.

HAHA.

But nothing la.

Then later Eugene dropped his beaker of potassium manganate.

The purple one!

THIS

YEAH then it almost splashed onto my pants.

Heng.

Oh but he got it all over his pants.

Then the lab technician used some magic liquid and cleaned his pants for him.

MAGIC

Yup so after chem spa, went for track trials.

Took damn long.

Like 20 minutes of wait.

Ahhhh.

But in the end we still managed to run with a 56 seconds.

SLOWW.

We aimed 50 seconds.

Aww.

Too bad.

Michael's fault HAHAHA.

So after that went for CCA.

GYM-ED and then CCA ended at around 7?

Waited for Chin Yue at the bus stop with Leon, Wilfred, Wei Lun and Joshua.

Wilfred went back to school to take something.

Chin Yue came and then all of us went to White Sands.

Donated the 20 cents we hid at the flower pot to the street busker.

Hahaha.

So Chin Yue, Joshua and I went to eat at Subway!

THIS WAS MY AWESOME DINNER.

SUPER NICE.

HAHAHA.

Govind came and the 4 of us ate at subway.

Just that Govind bought his fries there.

So after eating, went home.

Chin Yue sent me off the bus stop and while we were waiting for the bus, we talked about dimensions!

Tried to explain the 4th dimension but I don't understand anything.

LOLOL.

Okay shall go do my PI.

GOOD NIGHT!

Random fact of the day:

I CAN SPRINT

RAWR

Maybe I should start blogging with picture.

So much more exciting.

Than listening to my rants about my life.

Today has been a fine day.

PE was 2.4

Did a 9.56.

Best record.

But Eugene got 9.18

WTFAAAAAAAAAAALING

Got back my maths test.

6/20.

FAILLLLLL.

But that's okay.

I make sure I pass the next time.

So after school, did some 100m trial thing and gravity ball trial.

OMG I freaking set up the whole area for gravity ball.

Likka pro.

So yeah, helped Denise for the gravity ball.

After that went walking around school.

Went to time this J2 guy's 100m timing.

12.5!

Not bad not bad.

Faster than Michael.

Then Paddler's ended training so I went home with Rui Guang!

He went to compass to meet up with Nicholas since it's his birthday!

So ya dah ya dah, I went home and then ate my awesome dinner.

And I PROCRASTINATE.

BECAUSE OF

It JUST KEEP SUCKING ME BACK WHEN I WANT TO DO HOMEWORK.

I spent 1 hour ++ deciding whether to go bathe or facebook.

But the 1 hour ++ was spent on facebook of course.

NO TIME FOR WORK.

HOW HOW

SUCK.

Random fact of the day:

I had abalone for dinner.

39.16689005

These few days, I've been trying to find my old days.

Hanged out with secondary school friends and doing the usual stuffs.

Swimming, lan, arcade.

Felt very good.

I really enjoyed the accompany of all of you though I don't really show it.

Really want to thank Ivan, Fizzy, Ming, Kelvin, Zong Han and Kenny for making my weekend enjoyable.

XIE XIE NI MEN.

Made my day even though we lost the last dota match LOL.

Damn tiring la today.

Dota suck

HAHAHA.

So let's see.

Woke up at 12pm today.

Keep tossing and turning on the bed.

It's like very uncomfortable but then I don't feel like waking up.

So this dragged from 11am to 12 pm.

So after waking up, used computer.

Stoned here and there.

Dota one round with low and ho then zh came in between.

So after that round, went to my room and study.

Kenny came afterwards.

LOL Kenny's laughter damn cock.

Like you press one button (poke him) then will have sound (gay laughter)

Oh then I remembered he go comment on Dwayne's post on Wan Yong's wall.

He go write "aww" but haven't enter.

Then I go pressed enter and we laugh like siao.

Damn funny.

Then later the fat ass came.

He like going die like that.

Likka zombie.

HAHA.

So we "studied" and then decided to go Hougang Green at around 7.20.

So we had our dinner.

Kelvin came and join us.

At first we wanted to go home and play.

But Kelvin came because he thought Kenny was going to play.

Then in the end Kenny don't want go.

So we told Kenny, since you back off at the last moment, you treat all of us a drink.

So he went lan instead.

HAHA.

Then we managed to persuade Ivan to come with us.

So we played.

Supposedly play 1 round.

But in the end we played 3 rounds.

Play until super pek cek.

HAHAHA.

So I went facebook bejeweled instead.

Yeah, but it's fun still!

Looking forward to the next outing.

Random fact of the day:

Kenny wore red underwear today.

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CHEOREOGRAPH.

EAT WITH NICOLE AND CONSTANCE.

HOME

SWIMMING WITH CHONG YU AND WEI MING

KFC

ARCADE

PUSHPOP

HOME

DOTA

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Secrets

It's been a long time since I shared.

It's all bottled in me.

Or rather, I hardly have anytime to stop and think.

It's really been quite a long time since the start of JC life.

So many things have changed.

I've lost my somewhat unique personality.

That is quiet and observant.

I've lost the independence too.

I can work by myself in the past.

Now I need my friends.

What for try so hard when no one cares.

I miss those friends that really appreciate me.

Those are the people I love and cherish.

I guess all this thinking started because all the people I've used to confide in are in different schools now.

There's totally no one I can talk to in MJC.

Maybe one or two here and there, but normally they are so busy with their life too.

Why must we study?

Why can't we just stop this useless education.

Why must we depend on diplomas or degrees?

It's not that I'm tired of studying, it's just that I need to have fun.

I don't mind studying you see, if I have fun.

Nothing's really pushing me to study right now.

It's like there's just nothing.

Nothing to spur me on.

And now, watching the rallying process, I'm thinking to myself "What for?"

Same goes to my school mates.

What for the fame?

If you don't earn respect?

Everyone's trying to be famous, everyone's trying to be "cool" in other people's eyes.

Just stop all this crap.

It doesn't bring you happiness does it?

Where are all of you, friends?

I miss you.

And you especially.

asdf

Referee!

Today has been quite a fun day.

Just that in the morning, the bus came late and I were late.

Got reprimanded by Mr Ho and then went back to class.

Then I never do Econs homework.

A lot other people also never do homework but they managed to escape.

So there was only me standing outside the class trying to finish the work.

After econs, maths lecture.

After maths lecture, recess.

During recess today, went to find Miss Liu for consultation for my PI.

I really hope my next draft will be perfect.

So after that went for break.

Went to eat.

Then physics spa for 2 periods.

Lunch.

Made friends with Hui Li from Wei Sheng's class.

Hahaha.

Quite cool.

After lunch, Chrystal programme, Chem tutorial, break.

During break, Wilfred and I made use of the "Every minute is precious" idea to finish our Physics SPA.

AND WE DID.

LOL.

So after that was PW.

Then PE.

PE today was quite hell.

Did suicide (Shuttle run successively)

Damn hardcore.

HAHAH hardcore.

Okay so after PE went to be referee for Atlas' handball match.

So the experience was damn good.

Now I understand the hardship of Soccer Referee.

If you blow the whistle, you may get criticized by one team.

On the other hand if you don't whistle, you might get criticized by another team.

So it's really scary to be the referee.

So after that was OG dinner!

But before OG dinner, 11S103 guys went to play at assembly plaza.

It was dark and fun.

HAHA.

So after playing, went to airport Terminal 1 to eat at Aston.

It was damn good.

Sat with Constance, Destin, Gideon and Alvin.

Then we talked quite a lot.

And some questions were targeted at Constance by Destin.

Shan't mention it.

SENSITIVE.

HAhahaha.

Okay so after that we left.

But at the airport there, we went to help some Bangalas push some heavy wall-like structure.

Then Eugene say imagine we keep pushing until out of the airport.

LOLOL.

Then I tried to imagine their face chasing the wall.

THEN I STARTED LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY.

Then Eugene also laugh until crazy.

Like laugh until the leg like jelly.

Freaking funny.

HAHAHA.

Okay so after that took 27 with Shu Qi, Gideon and Adrian.

50 mins bus ride.

Alighted last with Adrian.

So walked home, reached home and bathed and here I am!

SHALL GO SLEEP NOW.

GOOD NIGHT!!!

Oh yeah.

Random fact of the day:

Today is the first day I complained about tiredness during PE.

9pm

I am very tired.

I need motivation to do things.

Can't find it yet.

Lazy to blog today.

Shall just talk about the main happenings.

I got highest for GP essay but Miss Lim still kept on picking on me.

Tug of war with the 9th.

We got closer to each other!

Captain's ball with random people!

Got to know Julene and Joel.

Ate KFC with Paddlers at TM.

Went home on 27.

Random fact of the day:
I make a wish every time I see 11:11!

GOOD NIGHT.

Tired

Today is a super tiring day.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAQUIN!!!

I know you read my blog like every time you on the internet.

LOLL.

So yup, hope you enjoyed your day.

How do I describe today!

It's just damn boring.

Tutorials and tutorials.

Physics was mind blowing.

Spent 2 1/2 hour to get the logic.

I'm someone who won't easily stop doing something if I got my target set.

So I finally got the concept during Econs lesson.

LOL.

Oh and I got scolded by Dr Vaz in the morning for not writing any thing on my notes.

Well, I don't work like that.

I take notes about things I don't know not answers.

So I was quite pissed off by him.

What made it worst he threw the paper back at me.

But things got better after that la.

Blah Blah.

Lessons and lessons.

GP lesson was quite okay.

Did the test.

Sat beside Eugene then we keep judging Miss Lim together.

LOL damn funny.

Err still got what interesting thing.

Oh, I didn't feel sleepy during today's econs lesson.

And I think I was quite attentive.

Next time must sit under the teacher's nose.

HAHA.

But say only la LOL.

So after school Adeline, Chin Yue and Shu Qi came in our class to celebrate Joaquin's birthday.

Ate two slices of cake without paying HAHA.

So after that, went to change and then went for CCA.

YES, my 400m 1:11.

Soon reach sub 70 seconds.

YAYYYY.

Oh right training today was quite tiring.

300 Feroz's special.

60 squats with weight 60 heel raise with weight

60 Crunches with weight.

10 minutes warm up 4 rounds, 400m fartlek, 400m rest, 200m fartlek, 400m rest, 600m fartlek, 400m rest, 800m fartlek and RESTTTTTT.

That's 4.8km in total!!

Okay la actually that's quite little.

LOL.

So after training, went to gym awhile while waiting for exco to end their talk.

So after their talk, Chin Yue and I went to white sands to eat.

Makan makan!

Ate at KFC.

$7.40 Ultimate Roasta Box!

Damn nice.

Quite worth it I think.

Oh ya, I forgot to mentioned I put down my fringe while I was at gym.

HAHA I look likka cool dude.

But it's okay I don't want girls to be attracted to me.

So while eating, Chin Yue mentioned about drinking constantly without breathing.

Or something.

Then we kept trying.

Or rather I kept trying.

HAHAHa.

Damn funny.

Then after that left KFC and then on our way up I saw a 20 cents coin at the escalator.

Then I wanted to take but then a lot people.

So Chin Yue and I went down the escalator and went back again.

Took the 20 cents and then wanted to donate to the busker.

But he was not there.

So we left it at some flower pot outside white sands and hope that no one will take.

So after that, Chin Yue waited for the bus with me.

Went home afterwards and yeah!

Fell asleep as usual but managed to wake up.

Not going to study Chem tonight!

Instead, tomorrow morning! HAHAHA

Super slacker.

I think I'm going to add something new here!

Random fact of the day :

I like to sit on the left of the bus!

GOOD NIGHT.

500th post!

Yeaaaa!

Hello all.

Just when I thought I couldn't reach my previous 2.4km timing, I did it again!

Hope I can reach 9.50 soon.

Anyway today has been quite a okay day.

But it's still damn boring!

Let's see.

PE lesson went to sports gallery.

Then later went to hall because today was PE lectures.

Talking about PE electives.

Quite exciting.

Maybe I want to join the Ubin cycle.

Like what Chin Yue say is like my second home already.

HAHAHA.

Okay 3rd, 2nd = xms :D

So, blah blah.

Recess went to shit.

Then talked to Celestine and Cheryl.

After that went for lecture.

Lecture and more lectures.

Lunch break went to eat Prawn Mee.

Eat until sweat like siao.

Cause super spicy.

Yi Da never add any chilli he sweat more than me LOL.

So after lunch, lectures, lectures and lectures.

Tomorrow got some GP test.

Suck sia.

That's why Miss Lim get kicked out from TJC sia.

LOLL.

So after lessons, wanted to go gym.

But in the end went to help Wei Lun to paste Colosseum posters around school.

Then Nicole called me to go down to study benches.

So we spent the whole time sitting there talking to the 8th and Nicole.

Chin Yue was with Ryan and Deon.

Then later Ryan and Deon left so Chin Yue came and sit with us.

Then we kept playing with blue tac, coins and cards.

Sigh.

Damn lepak.

Helped to find people to join tug of war and stuffs.

So yeah, later Valerie came also after her photog.

Blah.

Aiya then later went to run with Chin Yue.

His timing 9.47.

He run like Eugene sia.

Always last round sprint then I cannot take it.

SIAN.

Nvm, slowly train.

After running, went to find Constance, Nicole and Wei Lun.

So all of us left.

Went towards White Sands.

Everyone left first except for me, Chin Yue and Wei Lun.

So the three of us sat at macs.

Only I ate.

So yeah, went home after eating and on the way home, saw Adam.

Sat bus with him.

He from 115kg become 105kg.

SUPER FAST.

Hope he can be like Ivan.

Reach 2 digits!

JIA YOU ADAM AND IVAN.

WEEEEEEE.

Shall go shit, bathe and then STUDY?

OMG STUDY HAHAHA.

FYD

The other way round is too obvious SO I WON'T DO IT.

THIS IS STRICTLY ONLY FOR THE JOY OF A 6 YEAR OLD GIRL.

IGNORE THIS POST.

GOODNIGHT.

Difference

It's obvious how different guys and girls are.

But it's amazing how they attract each other.

Today has been a freaking boring day.

Stayed at home from 2-7 trying to do my PI.

But I failed horribly because of the computer and the extremely hot sun.

Oh the reason for writing 2-7 is to show that I woke up at 2pm.

HAHAHA.

Damn pig.

I know.

And I'm damn sleepy now?

I've only been awake for 9 hours + and I feel like sleeping.

Oh well, so after dinner and bathing at around 7+, went to Ivan's house to do my PI.

After doing my PI, dota-ed one round with ho and fizzy and then went back home.

LOL really nothing much happened today.

Boringgggggggggg.

Feel like going back to secondary school life.

So much fun despite the stress due to o levels.

Because it's where everyone feels at home.

AHHHHHHHHH

I kept getting reminded of my past.

Today was a good day!

Went to white sands to eat with Wei Lun.

Told him about my second lucid dream I had last night.

It was damn awesome!!!

So let's see, bathed and stuffs and then went to meet Wei Lun.

Meeting time was 12.30pm but I was late by 10 minutes.

But I ran under the rain.

And I was soaked throughout.

But felt damn good.

A long time since I ran under heavy rain.

So went to dry up myself in the toilet first.

Wei Lun reached and then both of us went to eat at Macs.

Ate the mac grillchicken.

FREAKING NICE CAN.

Like nicer than Roasta.

Or comparable.

Like FREAKING nice.

But it's quite a hassle to eat it though.

Cause it's pretty huge.

So went to school after eating.

Met Siti on the way and the 3 of us went to school.

Went to sports gallery and saw Denise.

Then later Nicole, Valerie and Wilfred came.

So we sat around at the gallery.

Then Constance came.

LOL damn late.

So we went down to the dance studio to find Uan.

So we were there from around 3.50 - 7+

It was damn fun dancing though my coordination sucked.

Really enjoyed myself.

Can't wait to work with the 9th again.

Exciting.

So after dancing and all, went to eat at KFC at white sands with Chin Yue and Wei Lun.

Wei Lun didn't eat because he was playing games.

Then later Wei Lun showed us his awesome Mindcraft world.

OMG DAMN NICE.

His house is damn cool.

His Mindcraft's house I meant.

All the caves damn deep.

Got label some more HAHA.

So after playing games, Wei Lun went home while Chin Yue and I headed to Shi Yun's house.

Took 109 and then we talked about dreams on our way there.

So ya da ya da, reached there and then there was Kenny, Ivan, Zong Han, Kelvin, Rebecca, Hui Xin and Shi Yun.

It was really crowded and warm.

All just lying around on the bed and on the floor while watching the movie.

But the movie wasn't really scary la.

As in got suspense and all but it's not a horror show.

Freaking tired afterwards.

So headed home.

While on the bus stop, saw two "pai kia" walking towards us.

Then when I turned back, OMGWTFBBQ it's clement and zhi chao.

Damn long never see Clement already.

And Zhi Chao grew damn tall.

LOL.

Totally different.

The last time I saw him was like Sec 2/3 or something.

Surprising.

Oh well, so Chin Yue came my house to stay overnight.

We just watched poreotics and other dance crews.

I think we're gonna watch some videos and go to sleep.

SO GOOD NIGHT STALKERS.

Dragonboat

TODAY IS FREAKING TIRING.

It's like training every day.

Monday - Friday.

Today paddled quite badly I think.

Didn't had the strength.

Could have been better.

But oh well today is a good day.

Let's see.

Woke up and went to school as usual.

But prepared extremely quickly because I had to reach school before 7.15.

Luckily, I reached school on time and didn't have to get punished.

Hahaha.

So school as normal.

Lessons, lectures.

Oh during Chinese Liu Lao Shi was like "Wei shen me ni tou fa zhe yang ah?"

"Oh, wo cong xia mian ba shang lai de"

For non-chinese "Why you hair like that?"

"Oh, I plucked it from below"

Then it was quite loud so I was hoping she didn't hear.

But she went huh?

O okay.

LOLLL.

Then Eugene and I laugh until like crazy.

Then during GP lesson also.

Freaking boring.

Don't even have the notes do what shit sia.

Oh well.

So after school, went to eat.

After eating went to atrium, changed and then jay walked to bus stop.

ODAC people was walking with us for a moment.

They going to Bedok to swim while we going Bedok to paddle.

HAHA.

See the difference?

So bus-ed there and then blah blah.

Training.

Today's training was about twisting in and dipping in and increasing stroke rate.

The increasing stroke rate can make people super tired.

And more importantly, no one can give up.

It's super tiring.

The lactic built up is really super intense.

Like your hand can break off any moment.

But yeah, we managed to survive the beastly training today.

So ya da ya da, went to eat with Yan Zhao, Rui Guang, Chin Yue, Leon, Xin Minn and James.

Went to TM the lepak corner to eat.

Bought Texas Chicken.

It was quite nice but it was a super small serving.

So after eating, we started talking and playing gimme tempo ready go.

HAHAHA.

But we were like the limelight because we were sitting directly under the lights.

Later all of us decided to go to the playground.

So sat on the spinning thing and then Chin Yue spun me like crazy.

THEN I really felt like vomiting at that point of time.

It's like my stomach push to one side LOL.

So after playing and crazy-ing, went home.

Decided to take the train to pasir ris.

So bid farewell to all those people taking bus while Chin Yue, Xin Minn and I took the train.

Chin Yue towards Joo Koon while Xin Minn and I towards pasir ris.

At the platform, saw Vivek.

He was going to look for his girlfriend.

Haha.

And he was telling me about the China guy he played with.

The China guy went "China people damn asshole right?"

LOL damn funny.

Oh, I kinda left Xin Minn alone.

Sorry!

Then while I was going down the escalator at Pasir Ris, suddenly hear a "wee pin!"

Turned around and saw Ling Fang together with Jia En!

They just ended bowling hahaha.

So Ling Fang and Jia En turned right once they tapped out while I turned left.

But one stupid thing is, we were both going to the same bus stop.

Then Jia En turned right.

LOLL.

Nvm, pasir ris is not their place.

HAHA.

So took 109 home while they waited for their 3.

The bus ride sucked.

Because once I sleep, I can't wake up.

Or rather, I woke up but I can't stand up because I was damn shag already.

I seriously think I can sleep till 2 pm tomorrow.

But too bad, I need to wake up at 11am.

HAHAHA.

Okay then I shall go sleep now.

Good night!

Songs

I miss listening to songs while going home alone.

Should have taken care of my Dext :(

Stupid bangala.

Goals

Goals and visions are different things.

Vision is the final destination while goal is the checkpoints.

To work towards your vision, many goals must be achieved.

Even though I was sleeping half of the Chrystal Programme today, I kind of learnt something.

About working hard and play hard.

Joining the 9th Atlas House Committee, I should stop being so lazy.

It's time I buck up on my schoolwork.

Just like what I always did in XMS.

Mr Glenn Lim was talking about the working hard and playing hard part.

It struck me.

About working hard, you will feel a sense of achievement.

After reaching the goal.

It's probably the first time I do my homework until 12.30am when I entered MJC.

When I finished my Econs work, I felt really happy.

And proud to tell the whole class I did my work.

With standard of course.

It was quite a short speech.

But it carries lots of meanings behind it.

Envisioning is so important in life.

I should really try to work harder from now on.

One thing I hate about MJC is that they make failing something normal.

I mean it's okay to fail.

But what if this carries on for the rest of the year.

Wouldn't it be the teacher's fault on saying failing is okay?

I have to wake up my idea.

And of course, put in more effort in life.

To achieve more doesn't come without hardwork.

And of course, it's not only for my studies!

Relationships doesn't come without putting in effort, it's the same logic.

I want the sense of achievement when I reach my goal again.

It really feels good.

And lastly, I want to emphasize on my principles.

I kind of forgot this principle.

And that is to cherish people around you.

I still remember how I didn't cherish momo while he's still alive.

It's really a regret.

But at least I learnt something from momo.

Life really crafts a person's character.

Let's change for the better.

Vision

It's about visioning and goals.

For a reliable success in life.

I have the same vision as Miss Lai after I hear her talk.

To travel around the world.

I've really thought about it.

How I'm going to earn my money and all.

And I realised I don't have a compelling vision.

Having a strong vision creates a sense of inner strength for things to be pushed on.

Really want to go around the world with my wife in the future! :D

Today's kinda good day.

Got to know my position in house committee.

Sports and games IC!

Thanks to those who congratulated me!

Made me feel recognised hahaha.

But sadly I was late in the morning and I felt super guilty.

Oh wait, it's siti and I who were late HAHA.

Not just me!

But to the 7 of us:

The reason why the 8th House committee chose us it's because they think we have the ability to lead.

They feel that we are suitable to lead and thus we must live up to their expectations.

It's really a joy to be part of the 9th Atlas House Committee.

And obviously you guys feel the same way.

What I want to say is we are going to spend 2 more years together!

So love or hate it, we have to work together so I rather everyone start to love one another.

Your friends may not get in, you may not like us, but this is reality, this is the 9th Atlas House Committee!

Rock on!!!!

Oh, and to the other 3, I hope you all don't feel too left out okay!

We went through this together, I bet we have some feelings intact.

So let's remain as friends and help out often!

Rock on x2!!!

Damn tired now.

OMG I JUST MISSED 11:11 ):

Okay just going to talk about today briefly.

Lessons.

Damn boring.

During GP lesson went to take picture.

LOL all on facebook.

Quite cool.

Like stop motion.

Okay then camwhore like abit alot during GP lesson.

Then after that went to find Mr Din.

Then later went to change.

Took bus to Kallang.

On the bus sang the paddle song.

Today there was no training because it was raining super heavily.

And there was lightning.

So did quite some trainings.

All the circuits.

Quite tiring.

Training ended, bags super wet.

Wanted walk to beach road to eat.

But end up we walked to suntec fish & co to eat.

Clement came!

YAY!

So after eating went home.

Took mrt with everyone to pasir ris.

We tried to play the silent game but we lost in like 1 min +

LOL the train was super noisy before we played and super quiet when we were playing.

Moral of the story : We damn noisy.

HAHAHA.

So took 109 from pasir ris and then went home.

Fell asleep on the bus again.

But I don't know why I'm always able to wake up before my stop.

Magic sia.

HAHAHA.

Okay I damn tired already.

Shall go sleep!

Good night all!

Elevator

I've totally accepted the fact that life is always like an elevator.

I really hope I can control it carefully.

Friends who don't know me, tend to judge me by my actions.

They thinks I'm weird.

I am indeed.

Unless you really know me.

Everyone's becoming weird in my opinion.

And this means I'm the one being weird.

So I asked myself, what's wrong.

I found the answer.

It's about xinmin.

Sorry if I bore you with xinmin again and again.

I just feel very comfortable with xinmin people.

With my mjc friends, I don't feel that way.

It's like trying to be as good as possible so that I don't lose any awesome friends.

But I tried too hard.

It's really difficult to maintain relationship.

I don't want any fake relationship.

I want real and truthful.

I don't want to bluff you, and I don't want to bluff myself too.

You like me or you hate me, it's your opinion.

As long as I like myself, everything else is good.

Today was considered quite a good day.

Lessons were super tiring.

But I managed to pull through.

Oh and I got to know that I am in the house committee too!

Thanks for the congratulations.

Thanks to the 7 house committee members too and of course Mr Din.

Really hope my life in JC gets more experiential after joining the house committee.

I think it will really shape me.

To become a better person.

But I hope I will still be able to retain my principles.

To be happy, to be truthful, to cherish friends.

Hope I don't forget all these.

Oh during paddler's training today, we all did 200 PUSH UPS!

Beast on!

For the first time.

Do until can cry sia.

Then after the punishments, Wilfred, Wei Lun and I went to canteen to find Uan, Chai and Valerie.

So we started tutting to music.

It was pretty good and sweet.

Chai and I like teachers like that HAHA teach all the students.

But it was fun.

Really hope the two of them get in house comm too.

Tomorrow announcing results.

Wish them luck!

Then the last one, I don't mind any HAHAHA.

But I think it would be Nicole!

Oh well, shall go sleep now.

I will work harder now.

But I will play even harder HAHAHA.

P.S.

Got reminded of those tough times when Shu Qi started singing that song.

Every time I think of those times, I reflect upon my life.

What has happened?

What can be compared to the feelings felt last time?

Nothing

I'm a strong boy

Gong Dai

And the record keeps playing, the same old song.

The hipster keeps mugging on me all night long.

They say "ahhaa, ahhaaaa"

Keep your hands off my girl

Keep your hands off my girl

Today is quite a good day.

HAHAHA.

I've decided to become more low-profile in school already.

No more new friends!

It's not about quantity, it's about quality just like what I told Wilfred when we saw uan with 3 girls.

LOL.

That's beside the point.

So yeah, PE ran 3 rounds in 5 minutes.

My 1 min 40 pace.

And then later did this circuit training.

Got 18.67s.

I was like the freaking 3rd.

Too bad, no drinks for me.

So after PE, lessons all the way.

Starting to lag behind by a bit.

Should stop the drawings on my sketchbook.

Unless it's really very boring.

Work harder my friend, if you get in the house committee.

People are starting to drift apart from me, while I'm getting closer to my secondary school friends.

It's obvious that my theory is right.

Gaining trust this side but losing trust on the other side.

It's hard to balance.

Choose the trustworthy ones.

It's life.

Oh well, I guessed I would have to accept this fact.

It's never easy to maintain a relationship.

But it is the effort that counts.

I will try my best.

After all this nonsense, let's talk about the time after school.

Took bus with Zanelle, Vincent, Ronnie and this girl called Jia Hui.

Oh then later talked to Zanelle about the times spent in XMS canteen studying.

HAHA.

It turned out damn funny.

Later went to Hougang Mall and went to buy some chicken cutlet?

The zha ji pai.

So after buying, wanted to sit at the stage there to eat.

Then there was this "ex-convict" that approached us to buy something for them.

OMG.

They damn good at acting.

WTH.

So waited and waited, Jia Hui and Wing Lun came.

OMG so long never see Jia Hui.

Like since the chalet.

Miss her sia.

HAHAHA.

So we sat at the stage there then keep talking cock about the ex-convicts.

LOL.

Then later went to food court to have our dinner.

Then while Vincent and Wing went to buy their food, Jia hui told me about her story.

So saddd.

Cheer up, stay strong.

I know it's nobody's fault so I'm not siding anywhere!

So after eating, talk cock and then later Jia Hui left first while Vincent, Wing and I went to Vincent's house.

Oh so we took 147 to Vincent's house and then started studying maths while Wing played with his floorball stick.

Super irritating and distracting.

Then later Ivan came.

And then he told me that his house committee interview was quite smooth.

Wooo proud of him.

Oh well, later Wing started using the clothes hanger to beat me.

LOL.

Freaking masochist and sadist.

They make good friends yeah.

Oh well, so later went to shit.

Then no toilet paper.

Must text Vincent to get tissue paper.

Then his whole family laughed when they realised I was stuck inside.

WALAO.

Damn pai seh.

But I still managed to escape and crawl home HHAHA.

Ivan left already when I went out of the toilet.

So Wing and I walked towards my house.

Wing suddenly ran across the road and then went to take cab.

So yeah, he cabbed home while I walked home.

So home sweet home and I'm here!

Currently talking to fizzy and wing HAHAHA.

BYE

GFY

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Today is such a good day.

Because I freaking woke up at 1.40!!!

How do I liveee without youuu?

I want to knoww

How do I breathe withoutt youuuu?

If you ever gooo?

HOW DO I EVERR, EVERR SURVIVEEEE!

How do I, oh how do I live.

Oh so blah blah ate bathed and then went to Kenny's house to do PI.

Amelia came our house that's why I cannot use the lappy!

Then damn funny, Amelia was asking me "How you jump up the thing ah? (my house comm video)"

Then I said "oh backward video lor. I jumped down"

Amelia "orhhhhh"

Dad "WAH! You jump down from so high ah, leg won't break ah. I still thought how you jump up"

WHOLE FAMILY LAUGH

HAHAHAHA exposed.

Aiya, since young I like to climb here and there and get scolded.

Last time I climb over the ledge of the carpark and then Mr Tan from my tuition centre saw me.

Complained to my parents and BOOM got scolded.

LOL.

Damn funny when I come to think of it now.

So after that, went to Kenny's house.

Went to his room and started doing my PI.

I hope it would get accepted sia.

Damn annoying if keep getting rejected.

Cause I've been running out of ideas.

Sigh.

So write write write then later Kenny go use my facebook do crap.

Go add Connie Ng and then share random girls on my profile.

WTH sia.

I want change password soon.

Irritating.

So after writing my PI, it was around 5pm.

It was raining super heavily.

So I called my dad to fetch me to compass.

So went to compass's KFC and then went to find Sherine and Rachel.

So yeah it was damn fun studying with them.

Later Peter came.

So the 4 of us study together.

Peter kept trying this super hard question.

Okay la I don't know really it was that difficult.

But he was trying to solve it from the time he come till the time he left.

LOL.

Oh and many funny things happened la.

Like there was three teenagers sitting beside us.

1 guy 2 girls.

Then suddenly the guy was like "Why your leg so hairy one?"

Then he added "Walao very "sedusive" leh""

LOL I didn't realise it was seductive until Rachel mentioned it.

Oh and then there was this beeping sound.

Sherine was like complaining it was damn irritating.

Then Peter also start to hear.

Then we keep looking around behind our back.

Then I saw this old man moving his hearing aid.

And then it beeped again.

And all of us felt damn guilty.

The beep was seriously damn loud.

Aiyaaaa, enough of sad story.

Okay then later Peter left after Salim came.

So later when I got bored, took Sherine's phone and then started testing her again.

To see whether she still has her mind-reading skills.

So wrote the first word, Chicken.

And she pressed i, c and then guessed Chicken.

WTH.

Like in 5 seconds without mistake.

Yes I am trying to promote her mind-reading skills.

So ma fan.

Okay then salim and rachel was damn shocked also.

So salim gave this super weird word.

Like schnapnrauseum or something like that.

HAHAHA.

Totally cannot guess.

So yeah, we studied until like 8.45?

So went to Thai Cuisine to eat.

Ordered hot plate tofu, kang kong, thick spicy soup, fried chicken with thai sauce.

It was damn filling and nice.

Worth the $10 ++

Oh forgot to mention that before our dinner, there was this super huge commotion going on outside.

There was a madman walking around the mall shouting at people and pointing at them.

I could only catch the "wa meng zai ya (I don't know la)"

It was really damn loud that the whole mall just stopped and stared at him.

Oh well, dinner continued anyway.

So after dinner, went home.

Rachel went overhead bridge while Salim went MRT while Sherine and I went to 159 bus stop.

So wait and talk at the same time.

I was saying something like "I think I quite muscular ah"

Then she went "GFY"

THEN I THOUGHT SHE SAYING "go f**k yourself*

Then I gave her a light push.

Then realised she was saying "Good for you"

hAAHAHAHAHa.

Super funny.

Then we kept using GFY GFY.

Oh well, sent her home and then 325-ed home.

On 325, there was this indian guy who wanted to get to block 25 at avenue 3.

Luckily there was this kind soul who knew the way.

The bus driver knew nothing.

He suck.

LOL.

Okay so reached home and here I am!

Shall go drink something because I am freaking thirsty.

GOOD NIGHT READERS

GFY HAHA

10/04

It's homecoming day.

It's also Xinmin's birthday.

And it's also the day, when all the hard work paid off.

10/04/2010

Refer to the post and you will realise how important "Yes, we can!" is to me.

Let me talk about Xinmin.

It's an ordinary neighbourhood school but with all the unique people.

Or maybe it's just our batch.

It's really a wonderful feeling to be back in school today.

All the memories, all the fun.

It's just very mind-blowing.

At the same time last year, we tore down the largest can structure.

It's when people started to cry.

Even I cannot take it.

Lying on the top of the can structure, I thought of the first day of joining "Yes we can"

I was studying with Ivan at the canteen.

And then I saw this group of awesome people washing cans.

Felt damn curious and I asked Clement whether I could join.

Then Clement asked me to ask Kelvin.

And that's the first time I got to know Kelvin.

And after the first night, then the second night, third night, first week, second week, one month, two month, three months and we did it.

In that period of time, I've made invaluable friendship.

Those are the people that make me love my school.

If I didn't join, I think I wouldn't have known these awesome people.

Hardi, Kelvin, Jun Wen, Zhi Yang, Wing Lun, Zong Han.

All of them really made me learn much more about life.

And about the ability to lead.

Wing Lun and Kelvin, the PD and the APD, had such respect from the people from the same batch.

Shows that I was someone so not involved in school and just some ordinary person.

Inspired by them, I've decided to step up.

I joined the committee and I was the working crew IC.

Being supported by the other committee members, I was able to lead the group of people.

It was considered the first leading experience.

The kind of feeling we get in Yes We Can, it's unexplainable.

Only people who are in it get it.

It's those kind of feeling where by you feel part of a group, a team.

And the bond between us is so strong.

I really loved the time we spent during Yes We Can.

Now the project has been over for a year, I still miss the smell, the sound, the sight, the texture of the cans.

I miss everyone of you.

Though our 10/04 promised didn't turn out well.

I hope everyone still remembers this project, despite going separate routes.

Yes We Can!

Today was really a very (Y) day.

Went back to xinmin for homecoming.

Seeing all the teachers, friends, school itself.

It just makes me happy.

Very tired to blog already.

But after homecoming, went back home with wing and Chin Yue to go and bathe.

After that went to lan at Venus with Ryan, Kelvin, Chong Yu and Zong Han.

It was damn fun.

Then after that left together with Wing.

It was raining and we ran to the bus stop together.

Talked about life.

HTHT.

Skipped my bus stop just to talk longer with him.

It's really been a long time since I talked to him.

I remember every chinese lesson I would tell him about my story.

Then he would tell me about his problem too.

It's just so simple.

Not forceful, very natural.

It just feels good la simply put.

Then after that went to J8 to find 401.

Again, it just makes me feel part of a class.

Like it's my awesome class.

I see Jeremy and I was damn happy.

Like damn long never see him.

The word I miss you just come out smoothly.

Cause I really miss him.

HAHAHA

So we went to buy MOS burger and ate at some lepak corner.

Took picture here and there.

Damn fun!

Today was really damn fun.

But oh well, we left early.

At around 9.30 everyone started leaving already.

So train-ed to Hougang and then later they went to take 27 while Sherine and I went to find Wing and Min Jian.

Then in the end we got chased out because Sherine was wearing uniform.

Freaking B**CH sia that person.

So sent her home and then went home afterwards!

Oh and about squishing snail and cockroach.

I squished a cockroach and sherine accidentally kicked a snail.

EVIL PEOPLE.

MJC's life

I must say life in MJC is pretty boring.

But I realised whether or not something is boring, relates to one's perception.

If you think it's boring, you won't do anything, and therefore it become very boring.

But actually if you try to do something to brighten up, things can actually change.

It's really quite surprising that all the A1 people can click pretty well.

All the different sense of humor, every different people laugh at different thing.

But still, we laugh.

It's really a pleasant feeling when you laugh.

It's like all the sufferings from studies would just be like the gas that come out from your lungs.

And I was saying about just laughters but no warmth.

But today I felt some sort of warmth.

It's a class, a group of people.

Remember Jeremy once told me "Regret for things that happen so late, why no apply it to things that haven't happened"

Why don't I just learn to accept my life here.

And try to make it as exciting as possible.

I don't want to leave MJC telling people how much I've mugged.

I want to leave MJC telling people how fun it is.

And how loving all my classmates are.

Today's OG dinner was just plain awesome.

Really enjoyed it.

"Everyone's trying to find their identity" -Ivan

I guessed I've settle down in this kind of lifestyle.

And I guess I'm getting used to it.

Not saying I'm stress or whatsoever.

But it's the lifestyle of facing strangers everyday.

Now they aren't strangers anymore.

Each day, they open up a little more.

Strangers to friends to brothers.

It's really ain't that bad to study in JC.

As much as I enjoy life in JC, I wouldn't want to forget my second home, Xinmin.

In XMS, we can talk about anything that happen under the sun.

The point is, with anyone.

Literally anyone.

Still remember Mr Ho scolding a lot of people, because 4-5 classes were playing captain's ball together during recess.

We organised this small interclass competition every recess and were late for lessons.

A lot of them got scolded.

And when they were at the parade square, all the Sec 4s 2010 batch just stare and talk bad about Mr Ho.

It's like really can just talk to anyone.

And feel good.

I kinda miss 401.

Especially those days near exam.

Where secrets are shared when we get bored of studies.

Where songs are sung, jokes are said, soccer are played in class.

Anything can happen.

Or captain's ball randomly just by going up to the 4th floor to ask 403/404 to play.

Really miss those laughter.

Miss those ROFL feeling.

I don't really miss 203 though.

Because we still get in contact.

Which is a good thing!

Memories would always be kept as memories.

Those happy memories, it's hard to bring them back again.

Everyone's going their own way.

Let those happy memories stay as memories.

XMS rocked my life.

It's really somewhere I can call it my second home.

Because everyone is like my family member, and everyone makes up the family.

And 2 years down, I hope I will say the same thing to MJC.

Though I have some doubts.

LOVE day

Today is love day.

Stop and appreciate people around you.

Those that you have shouted at, say I love you to them.

Those that you have loved, say I love you to them too.

And those that you may have hated, say I love you.

And to Japan which just got struck by a 7.4 magnitude earthquake, hang in there.

Because the rest of the world loves you.

Today was really a day when I realised the amount of adrenaline inside your body is like ALOT.

It can't stop producing.

Very tired to blog today.

But let's mention about Li Ying's cousin.

Chai sent a message to her cousin.

And her cousin got freaking angry.

Called Li Ying's phone and Alvin picked up.

And he started vulgaring at Alvin.

But I didn't hear it because I was shitting with my shit partner Eugene at the very end.

We were freaking talking about the colour of our shit while talking.

Then keep hearing the BLOOP sound.

HAHAHA super funny.

Then later got PE then after that it was doomsday.

I've tried my best I guess.

I've really tried to overcome the nervousness.

By controlling my thoughts.

It worked somehow, at the end.

But I screwed up the front part.

Oh well, let fate decide.

Went home after that, ate around 1.5kg of home-cooked dinner and then used the computer until around 10.45 pm.

Went to bathe after that and then tadah, I'm here.

I AM FREAKING TIRED.

SHALL SLEEP NOW.

Screw PI.

Voting day

Today was a very eventful day.

Woke up at 6am trying to find my thumbdrive.

Opened up my bag and WTF it was not there.

Was really scared when I couldn't find anything after searching high and low for 5 minutes.

I was damn frantic.

I almost cried la.

LOL.

Then wth it's in the same place just that I didn't find it.

Damn loser.

But that woke me up pretty well.

So went to school.

Got onto the same bus as Ying Ting and Ivan.

Then went to school.

Went to library.

Then could really feel the nervousness when people start to get in.

So yeah, after talking for awhile, all the nominees presented themselves in front of Atlas.

Leon's video was (Y)(Y)(Y).

Really enjoyed it.

So yeah, my turn was up.

Showed my cut video.

Hope everyone enjoyed it.

Thanks Salim once again!

So after that went for lessons.

Ahh freaking lazy blog today.

Oh forgot to mention I carried Vincent's floorball stick for the whole time.

Then Yi Wen was like saying she held a floorball stick in the morning too and she got questioned a lot.

HAHA.

So went for lectures, tutorials.

BLAH.

PI got rejected.

_|_

She never even see my PI.

See my topic say reject already.

Waste my time.

After that went CCA at bedok reservoir.

Today dragonboat damn fierce.

Sets of 500m.

Damn hiong!!!

But oh well, it was fun.

Celebrated Desmond Buffy Foo's birthday.

Ate some cake and then went off.

Went to eat with Alvin, Wei Lun, Leon and Chin Yue at 85 market.

Bar Chor Mee (Y).

Then went home afterwards.

Took MRT with Leon.

We were at the other side of the platform when the train came.

Then I was like "want go take anot"

Leon "i think abit late already if we go"

"hmmm"

"why not try la? :D"

So I immediately run down the staircase, ran up the escalator and got into the train with Leon.

AND WE MANAGED TO GET IN.

Damn nice.

So yeah Leon took to Tampines while I took to Pasir Ris.

Saw Yi Da on the way to the bus stop.

And saw sister and Li Ying at MJ's bus stop.

So yeah, fell asleep on the bus as usual.

Went back, bathed and I'm here.

Sometimes, I wonder whether you think of me.

Stupid of course not.

House Committee

Yes, it's the second time I'm putting that as my title.
I've been thinking quite a lot.

About what would happen if I don't get in the house committee.

JC life will get even more mundane.

I've mentioned that I've lost the work hard play hard feeling.

Because there is no platform for me to play hard.

I really hope by joining the house committee, I can have fun and at least feel part of a group.

Sometimes I just feel that I belong no where.

I do enjoy the time spent with my classmates and cca mates.

Laughing and feeling good every time I'm with them.

But something is missing.

It's warmth that I'm talking about.

Independence is so important.

When all else fails, you still have yourself.

But of course, being too independent is bad for health too.

Being alone means lack of fun, joy and laughter.

Should we be independent?
Or should we enjoy the company and support of friends, who may just turn their backs on you?

It's about trust.

What I've written in GP essay today.

Trust is the foundation of any relationships.

Without trust, relationships would just be unrealistic.

There's no point trying to gain trust from people.

Because when you gain trust here, you lose trust there.

It's like you spend more time here, you spend less time there with other friends.

Whatever we do, there would always be haters out there to hate you.

Probably I've already gotten a couple of haters here just because the way I act.

I can be quite bastard at times.

But I only realised it after the bastardation has happened.

So we should think before we act?

And so I ask myself, if I think before I act, wouldn't it be trying to fake my personality?

Sometimes I wonder whether is it good to think so much?

It just ends up me being very cautious with my own behaviour and in the end I just become WEIRD.

Tomorrow is voting day.

I scared I screw up because of over-cautiousness or nervousness.

This sucks.

Deep beneath

the cover of another perfect wonder.

It's been a long time since I've listened to the song "Snow"

Always listened to it during O level period and study period)

It just gives a reminiscing feeling.

Like back to the good old hardworking days.

Walking home alone listening to "Snow" and trying to get the lyrics.

It's just damn awesome.

I miss those mugging periods.

Now mug what sai.

I rather go sai.

HAHA.

Today has been a rather good day.

PE was damn tiring.

1 min 20 secs interval for 4 rounds only and it can kill.

Eugene's first round freaking 62 seconds LOL.

My timing was 77, 80, 82, 88.

HAHA.

Then after that lectures and lectures, tutorials and tutorials.

Kinda bored la.

But well I survived.

Went to gym with Wilfred, Wei Lun, Leon, Chin Yue, Yan Zhao and some other paddlers.

What is happening to paddlers man.

The brotherhood feeling is not there anymore.

Chin Yue DO SOMETHING.

Okay then after gymming, went to eat with Shah Speedy Feroz HAHA.

Then later saw Joshua, Chai and Destin.

So after having our dinner, Chin Yue and I went to find the three of them while Speedy Feroz went back home.

So went to talk to them.

And then we started trying to make smoke out of our mouth.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

Cheryl and Joshua looked damn cute while doing it.

Cheryl looked like monkey while Joshua looked like gold fish.

FREAKING RETARDED.

And everyone was so excited when they see the smoke.

Like "OMG OMG DID YOU SEE IT? NEVERMIND I SAW IT. YAYYYY"

I still got the video of chai's smoke on my phone.

HAHAHA.

Super epic laugh at kopitiam.

It's so seldom where I laughed until my stomach hurts.

Thanks to you guys! :D

So after that went back home.

Reached home at around 9.30.

So ta dah I'm like here.

And it's 11.30.

And I'm hungry.

And thirsty.

And sleepy.

And whiny.

Shall go eat some yogurt and sleep?

Sunday

Sunday, Sunday.
Today is a Sunday.
I realised my life don't have its ups and downs now.
I rather have the ups and downs if I have a choice.
Life is really too mundane these few days.
I miss laughing like an idiot.
But oh well, had my first ever lucid dream last night.
And I woke up hyper-ventilating.
It was damn awesome!
So called Chin Yue to tell him about it.
HAHAHA.
It's damn cool.
But I woke up at freaking 1.20pm like that.
So ate, bathed and then went to Ivan's house because my house the lap top is used by Loon and I can't do my PI.
So went to his house and did the PI.
Finished the PI in around 45 minutes.
Then later Chong Yu came.
So we slacked a bit before deciding to go down and film Ivan's video.
So we spent like 1 hour ++ to film a short 1 minute video.
LOL.
Damn stupid.
So after making the video, went to eat gao bao ji ding fan at Hougang Green.
After eating, went to Ivan's house again.
Then play the clicking game for fun.
LOL.
Then Wei Lun and I kept cheating to win each other.
Super funny.
HAHAHA.
Okay then after that went home.
Wanted to dota with all the fags.
But in the end all the fags don't want to remake.
Fags.

Atlas

Hi all, today has been a fun day for me.
Doing everything related to House Committee today.
It's just plain fun today.
Tomorrow must start homework.
:(
So, woke up at 8 am prepared and then took 109 to school.
So reached school and saw Nawirah and Wilfred sitting at the bus stop.
So they followed me into the school and we went to the gallery to find Constance.
Then in the end Constance late.
Sigh.
LOL.
So waited for Constance to come and then we moved to the Library.
Well, we were supposed to make a choreograph out of 3 songs.
Then we just split ourselves into 3 groups.
I'm grouped with Alvin, Syahid, Siti, Valerie and Nawirah.
So from 9.40 like that to around 1pm, what all of us did is just dance dance dance.
The 3 songs were, What the hell, Peacock and Party Rock Anthem.
It was really an enjoyable moment dancing with people you just knew.
And we are just bonded by dance moves.
Damn cool.
I think my group people all damn cool.
Especially Valerie, she got a lot of good ideas.
Maybe it's owe to the fact that she's from dance.
Hahaha.
So coupled with Siti and it was damn funny.
All the moves damn gay.
But the peacock group more gay HAHAHA.
Party rock anthem's group consisted of Jairiah, Nicole, Li Yi, Leon, Wilfred and Wei Lun.
Their dance moves was freaking sick and awesome.
Even though my group kept getting distracted by their awesome moves, we still managed to finish choreographing our moves.
So, GOOD JOB "What the hell" group.
So okay after House Nominees meeting, some of us went to KFC at white sands to eat.
There were Joshua, Wei Lun, Leon, Destin, Alvin and me.
Went to the toilet first and then followed Wei Lun to withdraw money.
Then later we went pass this pet shop.
Then the freaking hamster damn cute.
Like lepak down there.
HAHAHA.
So went to eat KFC and then talk talk awhile then left.
Fell asleep on bus 89 when I was heading to Salim's house.
But woke up and alighted at the stop in between Hougang Mall and Punggol Park.
Then from there I went to his house.
Ying Ting was already at his house already.
So for the whole day have been doing the video.
The coolest part of the video is the dancing I think.
I really plucked up my courage and approached the 6 B-Boys at Harmony Park.
They are 14-15 years old only and they can dance damn sickly.
One handed spinning turtle?
WTH.
Damn good.
So I asked them to teach me some easy moves.
HAHA.
And it's really cool.
Wednesday! :D
So after taking all the videos, went up to Salim's house.
That was around 6+
So used the computer awhile and then waited for the rest to come.
Ivan reached first, followed by Minnie.
Then we started having dinner.
His mum's food damn awesome one.
So after eating went down to find Arleen to get some alcohol.
Yeah it's really some.
HAHAHA.
Like 1/4 bottle of Vodka.
But the vodka freaking high concentration.
If I managed to gulp down the Vodka, I surely faint.
Oh well.
Went to pick Chong Yu and then headed back to Salim's house.
Then Minnie left when she saw Chong Yu.
Damn sad.
So Salim helped me made the video while I give him ideas.
Okay, actually I never really give ideas.
SO THANKS ALOT SALIM.
So after doing the video, slack awhile at his house.
That was around 11pm already.
So cabbed with Ivan and Chong Yu and then I headed home.
BLAH.
I can't take the tiredness already.
GOOD NIGHT.

*snores*

Happy April's Fool

Today has been a foolish day.
Many people got fooled today.
I got fooled by this random girl who is Xin Minn's friend.
Freaking salty yupi coke gummy.
WTHH.
Miss Lim got bluffed also.
We turned our tables around.
Ivan Koo got his colage oreo HAHAHA.
Wilfred got bluffed that Wei Lun is going to TJC.
Paddlers got bluffed that Desmond kor kor back injured then cannot come.
Then some quite hot teacher coming take us.
HAHAHA.
Luckily I never really get fooled HAHA.

Three lessons which are worthed remembering today.
Chinese - Miss Liu was not here.
Listened to Party Rock Anthem at the back of the class with Wilfred and Joaquin.
Then we kept shaking our head.
HAHA.
Chemistry- Tried to draw Mr Nah but Michael keep asking me draw here draw there until I damn pek cek then I shouted at him. Sorry Michael!
GP- Grouped with Li Ying, Eugene, Darren and Audrey.
Eugene freaking funny.
He started his presentation by saying "you take the sperm from homosexual guys and take the egg from homosexual girls and then you have happy april's fool day"
LOL he say everything damn smooth.
Like everything just randomly popped out from his mind.
After lessons, went to eat with Paddlers at canteen.
Then later we took 39 to TPJC and then 21/22 to Bedok Reservoir.
Today's training quite siong.
Started with some warmups.
Then later paddle paddler paddle.
Go long, dip in, drive fast.
Stucked in my mind already.
HAHA.
Okay then after CCA went to eat with Ivan, Sandeep, Tsui Yan, Yan Zhao, Darren, Nigel (darren's brother), Chin Yue, Christine at TM.
So we takeaway and sat at some random lepak area.
Damn nice to sit there.
Just sit on the floor.
Damn shiok.
Then we started playing games.
With forfeit of course.
One is the Hi harry, the other is the gimme tempo ready go.
HAHAHA.
Both forfeit = Sandeep.
Damn funny la.
Do push up in the middle of the crowd, beside some TPJC girls HAHA.
Then say "Go long, dip in, drive fast" beside some TPJC girls with a paddle.
DAMN FUNY.
Okay whatever.
Oh Chin Yue and I saw Xin Minn and Hui Wen.
Xin Minn was with her Secondary School friends.
So randomly get to know two people.
HAHA.
Then Hui Wen with her family.
Blah blah blah.
Went back home by taking 27 later.
I stood on the bus and I fell asleep and even had a short dream.
Wth man.
Shall go sleep soon.