Zhi Yang's house

Today went to school.
Didn't know how to face you again.
Really hate this.
I hate myself.
I kept living in self-denial.
Fake smiles, fake laughters.
Am I really happier?
I really don't know.
The only way I will forget is by playing, and playing and go crazy.
Once I'm alone, all the thoughts will just come shooting towards me.
Especially in the hall today.
It's unbearable.

Chemistry paper was quite easy.
Except for careless mistakes.
After chemistry paper, went out of school with Hardi, Zhi Yang, Zong Han and Kelvin.
I wanted go play soccer but I realised the white ball exploded and it's still stuck at the fence there.
Then we suddenly remembered Yong Sheng's ball.
Then we didn't know where it was.
I still thought it was with me but it was not.
None of the 5 of us saw the ball.
And the last time it was seen was at the hut or something.
So we all walked backwards and relived memories.
Damn stupid.
Then in the end we still cannot find it.
Guess have to go back 313 to buy a similar one for Yong Sheng.
$30 +
So the failed attempt to find the ball, we all went kopitiam to eat breakfast.
2 kaya roti + 2 half-boiled egg.
Yummy.
So talked to all of them.
We like some uncle in the kopitiam sia.
All kiao ka then talk about life.
After a while, I decided to go back because I still had Biology Paper 1.
So went to canteen talk talk awhile then decided to go Zhi Yang's house with Ryan after the paper.
So Biology paper was not as easy as I thought.
But still manageable.
So after Biology paper, went straight to Zhi Yang's house.
Took 147 from our school and then reached punggol park that stop.
Then it was raining.
So took out umbrella and then the two of us walked towards the condo.
Outside the gate then the security let us in first.
Then later Zhi Yang and Zong Han came to fetch us up.
Signed in and then went up.
So they started playing boggle or something.
The colourful number mahjong-like game.
I couldn't understand though.
But I was enjoying my cup noodles.
So after playing awhile, Zong Han left.
Ryan and I raped his house.
Took all the tidbits in the living room and kept eating LOL.
A bit pai seh ah.
But who knows!
Then later Zhi Yang came back while Ryan was watching anime.
I was trying to play the guitar.
Then today Zhi Yang taught me how to play guitar (How to save a life) and I taught him how to play dota (Luna)
Then we played balls too.
Must head to each other using a volleyball 10 times.
But the most we did was Ryan and I and we got 9 times.
Almost!
But damn funny.
Cause the space damn limited.
So it's like 2 people playing ball 1 person playing bejewel or dota.
Keep switching.
And we had passion fruit tea.
The very nice one.
Then accidentally knock onto Ryan who was holding on to a cup of passion fruit tea.
And it dripped.
So took tissue and start wiping the floor.
While Zhi Yang was busy playing bejewel.
LOL bejewel is damn addictive.
So after playing and playing and playing.
Zhi Yang's parents came home.
So did our dinner.
So ate already.
Then asked Zhi Yang whether I can borrow one guitar.
So he agreed and I have it at my house now!
I know how to play the whole song of "How to save a life" already but I cannot sing with it and my changing of chords is too slow and inaccurate.
So it doesn't sound nice.
But at least I try
So we all left and Zhi Yang fetched me to the bus stop opposite punggol park at the KPT there.
So took 74 and went home.
Alighted earlier by one stop accidentally.
So walked for a further distance.
Today is quite an okay day.
Zhi Yang's house is damn nice and spacious!
I like.
Next time go again.
So reached home bathed, bejewelled, msned (discussing 03 outing because ho coming back), guitar until now.
The joint at my left thumb is super painful because I kept pressing on the back of the guitar while pressing the chords.
Never mind! No pain no gain.
I'm going to perfect the song.

Yawns. Damn tired already.
Shall go sleep.
But a song to end off the post.

Those sweet moments

Oh well.