The day that doesn't seem to exist

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell!
Okay I'm enjoying music while blogging.
I'm going to sleep in 1hour 15 minutes time.
I'm going to sleep at 11.30 today!
Regardless whether I reach my goal today.
I need to be more flexible I guess.
Today was really a day that doesn't seem to exist.
Nothing seems to go right and at the same time nothing seems true.
I guess I hardly speak much today.
Tired and sad ):
But at least the night brightened me up.
Thanks Kelvin chua gay siong!
Let's see what's the cause of it.
1. Me an introvert.
2. Loneliness.
3. Tiredness.
4. Coldness.

So let's see what emo stuffs I did today!
Let's start off with the morning.
Went up to class in the morning and then sleep while standing!
Awesome.
Factor number 3.
Let's continue.
After taking the pledge all this, sat down and sleep.
I guessed I fell asleep then later Mrs Wong tapped me.
OMG now to think of me why she woke me up sia.
Also no lessons.
Luckily I didn't lose my temper.
You know I lose my temper easily when I am tired.
So slept until History lesson, felt more awake but it was only temporary.
After 1 minute or so, factor number 3 set in.
So history lesson fell asleep again.
Mr Pah had to call me up and ask me whether I want to go wash my face.
Ohh whatever!
So the whole history lessons he is going through the format for the Prelims I think.
So after History lesson was Biology!
Okay this lesson I managed to listen in class.
But after Biology lesson, started to feel factor 4 and so I left the class.
Once I leave the class, factor 2 set in.
So with factor 2, factor 1 also set in.
Then factor 1 + 2 leads to sadness.
So was all alone at the corridor.
No one walked down with me.
Thought and thought.
Why is this happening?
A wake up call for me that I've neglected friends yet again.
So walked into MT class.
This became more obvious when I am all alone at one side.
Everyone had someone to talk to.
I needed someone to confide.
I wanted to tell someone about factor 4.
But I realised there's no one at all.
So factor 2 all the way but managed to study Geography.
Went back to class and felt factor 4 again.
Didn't want to think about it so took ball and went down and find them.
So factor 2 started to go away!
At least soccer helped me to become more happy.
BUT I TELL YOU TODAY IS A WEIRD DAY.
SUPER WEIRD.
During recess is damn weird.
The fitness corner only had us playing?
Why?
All the 20+ basketballers are gone.
We had the whole court to ourselves.
Okay anyway so played some games and went to canteen to buy drinks.
Kelvin said I improved! Wooot.
Okay then after buying drinks went back to class and it was physics lesson.
Physics lesson did some timed assignment and then later it was Maths!
Okay so during maths lesson did some time management thing.
Then the factor 4 became stronger and stronger.
Nooo.
Then after maths lesson went for lunch.
After lunch went back to class and there was no English lesson.
So stayed in class and did my Geography.
Factor 4 was the prominent factor during this time and it caused my whole day to turn upside down.
I know it's just my thinking.
I think too much.
It's me and me and me.
To force myself to study wasn't a good idea.
So after finish studying Geography factor 2 came back.
Factor 1 came back too.
Couldn't take it anymore, just like the day when Mr Tan asked me why I never ask for permission before going out.
So I went out to class.
Hitting anything I could see.
It doesn't work anymore.
Walked one whole round around third level.
Factor 1 factor 1 factor 1.
Walked back to class and then I just feel like using brute force on something.
So I decided to go fitness corner to see whether there's anyone.
It was some good session.
Saw Yong Sheng and Daryl so I kicked some ball.
I've never seen my ball so strong before.
It was like 3/4 the speed of Ivan Chong's.
And it was on target.
After venting all my emotions, went back to class and then it was Chemistry lesson.
Mr Lim took over Mr Chew for remedial today.
Factor 3 came back!
Fell asleep totally in less than a minute.
York Hao woke me up and I jolted awake.
Like suddenly damn awake.
So listened to lesson all the way.
After that still felt bad.
So went to play soccer with friends.
Friends are important.
Without them I don't think I can survive.
Today is just a very good example.
Maybe I'm becoming an extrovert soon.
Or maybe I've split personalities like Zong Han!
LOL
Okay so we played soccer and it was a bad session.
You see, nothing goes well today.
Zhi Yang bad mood, Zong Han angry because no one running, Kelvin felt bored.
We all left super early.
Only played like an hour.
Oh well, at least it cleared up my mind for studying session later.
So went to canteen wanting to study then realised there's not even a soul on the long tables.
So Kelvin and I decided to go 407 to study.
Talked and study at the same time.
Later Mrs Peh came in with Li Ting and then later Li Hao came in too.
Mrs Peh was teaching the both of them physics.
Studying session was good with Kelvin around.
Could ask him things.
But he damn gay today.
He freaking lie on my shoulder and say "Not bad! Your shoulder"
WTH disgusting.
Aiya, lazy to describe about the studying session but talking to Kelvin and Li Ting cleared up my mind.
Looking back on the things I've done, I feel silly.
Let's hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Just like what Cheng Ce wrote on the whiteboard.
Ming tian hui gen hao.
Let's see how true is that!
So after studying, went to canteen with Kelvin.
Jerome joined us and the three of us went to dinner.
After dinner walked back home with Kelvin.
Saw someone LOL.
Okay we saw cao cao :D
Shall go study now!

P.S I need more care and concern! ):
Whatever.