The return of the gay fag.

HEY YO everyone!

Behind me is ho.

Say hi to him!

Everyone : Hi!

Okay let's start!

Today is a good and crazy day.

First went to school.

2 hours of free period.

History lesson play dai di and bridge.

Biology lesson continued playing while watching some documentary.

Then after the two lessons went to toilet.

Saw Yong Guan.

Then talk talk awhile then went to hall.

Once we reached the hall, settled down and waited for the whole school to come.

Then after everyone came in already then the teachers came in.

Then got applause and crap.

Then after the teachers settle down, the emcee came out and then the performance started.

It was boring as hell compared to last year.

This year what? Q&A.

Even the first part the answers of the "Who said the quote?" is not even repeated.

Damn fail.

What made it worse was Mr Ang reprimanding us.

Ah who cares.

It just sucks.

So after we were dismissed, went back to class, took bag and then went to 405.

At 411 saw Yong Sheng they all.

Then Yong Sheng told me to pass him the money.

So I went down 405 to get all the money and they went back up to pass to him.

But he was not there already so passed to Daryl.

After that, went to take bus to Seng Kang.

There was Cheow Kiat, Wing, Zhi Yang, Kenny, Zong Han, Jun Wen and Peter.

So we all took 161 from 600+ there towards compass.

Alighted at compass and then we all went to eat.

Ate Korean food!

Too bad Kelvin came only after I finish the food.

If not can throw kimchi at his face.

So later Hardi, Kelvin and Lionel came.

Lionel and Kelvin went back primary school.

So while waiting for Hardi to eat (since we all ate before him), Zhi Yang and I went to the library to walk around.

Then saw some YOG board.

Then there was the soccer team, the hockey team and all.

Then we saw the basketball player.

Larry.

Then I was wondering, who is this man?

Why so familiar.

Then I realised he was from Punggol Primary.

Zhi Yang and I were surprised lol

After looking at the posters, went to meet them outside the kopitiam and then we all walked towards anchorvale swimming complex.

The sun was super hot though.

Then later we decided to cut across the field.

Which was a bad idea since the field was super wet.

So went back to walk on civilised road LOL.

Bought our tickets, wait for Sylvester.

Once Sylvester came, we all went in and then went to change.

After changing, we all like damn high already.

Especially me and Zhi Yang.

So we RAN up to the slide there.

Overall, today swimming was awesome!

Slide, swim, Jacuzzi, swim (Scream and shouts), slide (while shouting HARDI LOVE *******)

LOL damn funny.

Then the tunnel slide I kept trying to bounce on the water.

Or rather skid but I failed pathetically.

After the last sliding went back jacuzzi and then went to play at the playground pool.

Got the shower, got the super big shower.

Then we all meditated inside and then I kept thinking and thinking.

But oh well, the rushing water was too loud to allow me to concentrate.

So we all did many stupid stuffs la.

Like swimming across the circle of power and stuff.

Playing "cai quan" at the shower.

So after swimming, we all went to bathe.

Then so many people didn't bring shampoo and plastic bags.

Then keep whining here and there.

So I be generous and lent them my shampoo!

After bathing, Hardi and Sylvester left first.

Then the rest of us went to take 372 to compass.

Saw Ivy with her primary school friends I think.

Then took 372 and then went compass.

Buy papaya soya milk.

Wah super nice I tell you.

Worth the $2.

Oh and Cheow Kiat went home right after we reached compass.

So the 5 of us, Zhi Yang, Me, Wing, Kenny and Zong Han wanted to eat at The Banquet.

Then later decided to go back to long john.

After eating LJS, Kenny and I took 156 and then we went to low's house.

Kenny's underwear wet so he decided not to stay LOL

Okay shh.

So he went back home after seeing the gay fag.

So the three fags slacked.

And ate awesome dinner.

Play guitar.

Play bejewel.

Just like at Zhi Yang's house.

But Zhi Yang's house more cooling LOL.

Thank you auntie! For the fabulous dinner.

The Asam fish damn nice.

Shiok ah!

So ho and me walked back home.

And on the way we sang like faggots.

Reached home and then bathe.

Then watch some annoying orange.

Then wanted dota now.

But don't know where's everyone.

Shall wait!

Bye guys.

3rd day.

Zhi Yang's house

Today went to school.
Didn't know how to face you again.
Really hate this.
I hate myself.
I kept living in self-denial.
Fake smiles, fake laughters.
Am I really happier?
I really don't know.
The only way I will forget is by playing, and playing and go crazy.
Once I'm alone, all the thoughts will just come shooting towards me.
Especially in the hall today.
It's unbearable.

Chemistry paper was quite easy.
Except for careless mistakes.
After chemistry paper, went out of school with Hardi, Zhi Yang, Zong Han and Kelvin.
I wanted go play soccer but I realised the white ball exploded and it's still stuck at the fence there.
Then we suddenly remembered Yong Sheng's ball.
Then we didn't know where it was.
I still thought it was with me but it was not.
None of the 5 of us saw the ball.
And the last time it was seen was at the hut or something.
So we all walked backwards and relived memories.
Damn stupid.
Then in the end we still cannot find it.
Guess have to go back 313 to buy a similar one for Yong Sheng.
$30 +
So the failed attempt to find the ball, we all went kopitiam to eat breakfast.
2 kaya roti + 2 half-boiled egg.
Yummy.
So talked to all of them.
We like some uncle in the kopitiam sia.
All kiao ka then talk about life.
After a while, I decided to go back because I still had Biology Paper 1.
So went to canteen talk talk awhile then decided to go Zhi Yang's house with Ryan after the paper.
So Biology paper was not as easy as I thought.
But still manageable.
So after Biology paper, went straight to Zhi Yang's house.
Took 147 from our school and then reached punggol park that stop.
Then it was raining.
So took out umbrella and then the two of us walked towards the condo.
Outside the gate then the security let us in first.
Then later Zhi Yang and Zong Han came to fetch us up.
Signed in and then went up.
So they started playing boggle or something.
The colourful number mahjong-like game.
I couldn't understand though.
But I was enjoying my cup noodles.
So after playing awhile, Zong Han left.
Ryan and I raped his house.
Took all the tidbits in the living room and kept eating LOL.
A bit pai seh ah.
But who knows!
Then later Zhi Yang came back while Ryan was watching anime.
I was trying to play the guitar.
Then today Zhi Yang taught me how to play guitar (How to save a life) and I taught him how to play dota (Luna)
Then we played balls too.
Must head to each other using a volleyball 10 times.
But the most we did was Ryan and I and we got 9 times.
Almost!
But damn funny.
Cause the space damn limited.
So it's like 2 people playing ball 1 person playing bejewel or dota.
Keep switching.
And we had passion fruit tea.
The very nice one.
Then accidentally knock onto Ryan who was holding on to a cup of passion fruit tea.
And it dripped.
So took tissue and start wiping the floor.
While Zhi Yang was busy playing bejewel.
LOL bejewel is damn addictive.
So after playing and playing and playing.
Zhi Yang's parents came home.
So did our dinner.
So ate already.
Then asked Zhi Yang whether I can borrow one guitar.
So he agreed and I have it at my house now!
I know how to play the whole song of "How to save a life" already but I cannot sing with it and my changing of chords is too slow and inaccurate.
So it doesn't sound nice.
But at least I try
So we all left and Zhi Yang fetched me to the bus stop opposite punggol park at the KPT there.
So took 74 and went home.
Alighted earlier by one stop accidentally.
So walked for a further distance.
Today is quite an okay day.
Zhi Yang's house is damn nice and spacious!
I like.
Next time go again.
So reached home bathed, bejewelled, msned (discussing 03 outing because ho coming back), guitar until now.
The joint at my left thumb is super painful because I kept pressing on the back of the guitar while pressing the chords.
Never mind! No pain no gain.
I'm going to perfect the song.

Yawns. Damn tired already.
Shall go sleep.
But a song to end off the post.

Those sweet moments

Oh well.

tired

Just took turns to play bejewel with my colour blind brother.
Damn funny
But I'm damn tired
And I guess that's the only way I'll fall asleep.

When the thoughts set in, it's hard to get it out.

Today is boring.
I had a freaking weird dream last night.
I dreamt that me and a few friends, wanted to kill someone.
So like 10 of us, took pen knife and went to cut the person.
A pen knife.
Then I JAB instead of cutting.
It's like a group of murderers.
Then later we saw the police coming so we all ran away.
We all went to someone's house, very afraid that we will get caught.
Oh and we are somewhere near Hougang Point.
Then on the junction at the road there was many police cars and policemen running around.
We locked the door.
And I felt super afraid because I knew the person who killed him would be hanged to death.
And I was the was who JABBED the most.
So I thought I was going to get caught and die.
I felt damn guilty and nervous.
A sense of guilt.
The sense of guilt is still there.
Then later I suddenly was at home.
My brother was using the internet.
He came to know that someone is killed.
And that person is someone close to him.
Then he wanted to get revenge.
He asked me "This your friend right?"
When I see the computer screen it was Leonard Lee.
Then I was like ya.
But I know I am the main murderer.
I damn scared my relationship with my brother would be gone forever.
Then later my brother did some research?
And found some informations on the internet on who killed that person.
There was a list of name.
I remembered seeing my own name, Wing Lun, Leonard, Jun Wen.
And they were all correct.
Then everything just jumped into the next scene where we were all in the police station.
The policemen asked us all to squat down with our hands at the neck.
And then ask us not to be so close to each other (No reasons.)
Then suddenly wake up.
When I woke up I still felt damn guilty.
That sense of guilt was with me for 5 minutes or so.
It was that bad.
It's just so scary.

So woke up and went to use the computer.
Have breakfast.
Bathed and went to take 101 to Kovan.
As usual, chased for the bus.
So reached Kovan at around 10.40 (supposed to meet at 10.30)
Then in the end Yong Guan also late.
So met Chin Yue and we walked around Kovan for a moment.
Bought cup walker, went sports link and saw a nike soccer boots.
Half-stud.
It was damn pretty.
Took it up, see the price tag : $109.00. Put it back.
So went outside popular and talked to Chin Yue while waiting for Yong Guan
At 10.50 Yong Guan called me and told me he was still at home.
He was damn late.
So we waited for him.
Then once he reached it was already 11.20.
Late for tuition for 20 minutes already.
So we bought a parker pen for Mr Sany and wrote a letter for him.
It was a present for him to show our appreciation for his teaching.
Happy Teacher's Day! In advance.
So went for tuition and gave Mr Sany his present.
He didn't seem really surprised or happy la.
But I knew he is in his heart.
Smiling like crazy.
Just acting cool in front of his students LOL.
So after tuition, Yong Guan went home while Chin Yue and I went to KFC to eat.
Two piece chicken chest.
Best.
Then we saw Ye John.
Just realised it's the next generation's turn to go to Sabah.
Quote from Mr Singh "This mountain is definitely going to teach you all something."
How true.
I miss that place.
And how strong my mentality used to be.
Climbing up and moving on despite having Altitude sickness.
It had been a year.
I wished all the Secondary 3 best of luck and cherish the moment there.
Have a HTHT session on the fourth night! :D
So went back home after studying Biology while Chin Yue went gym.
So reached home slack awhile and studied until 7.
From 7-8 had dinner.
Kway chap is the best!
Then went to watch the Rally Speech.
I only managed to remember some things.
1. Increase in productivity
2. Encouraging immigrations
3. National Service Recognition Reward
4. Housing
5. MRT
6. NA people can skip N level and go straight to poly (Through train)
7. 7 more schools which allows IP programme

It just relates to what we have studied.
Human Geography and SS
His speech was rather interesting and not as boring as I thought.
With some jokes in between.
But it got boring at the end.
Stopped watching at 9 haha.

Another day of monotony.
It sucks.

Olive You.

You just can't turn the two words the other way round.
It won't make any sense.
And that's why.

Today early in the morning, played dota with Kelvin.
And talked to Wing about the crazy idea.
After that went to have lunch and then bathe.
After bathing went to find Ivan.
The plan of the day is supposed to go like this.
3-4.30 play and slack at Ivan's house.
4.30-6 study with Shi Yun and Ivan at Monfort macs.
6-9 play soccer.
But guess what, Ivan decided not to go macs just because he's lazy to move.
LOL I'm not blaming you don't worry.
So from 3-5.30 slacked at Ivan's house.
It's damn boring.
I got nothing to do.
And I'm flooded with thoughts.
And Ivan tried to keep me entertained by showing me funny videos.
Okay I agree some is quite funny.
Just couldn't force myself to laugh though.
It's that bad.
But in the end, I'm entertained with cookies and bejewel.
So left his house and then went to take 325.
So reached Hougang point and walked through some terrible memorable place and then reach street soccer court.
Great to see Yong Sheng Ivan and Daryl.
But sian they left so early.
So we played 5v5 first and I was a keeper!
Concede like free.
Too long never keeper already.
Some slow moving ball I also cannot touch.
So after that there was some other people.
MATTHEW THE FAT BASTARD CAME!
So I teamed with the public against Kelvin, Zhi Yang, Zong Han and Hardi.
So we play play play.
Damn bored.
Because I was still keeper.
Then keep conceding.
Then went up, haven't warm up.
Then damn lousy.
Once I warmed up more or less already then it ended.
Sad.
So after playing, went to Ang Moh and buy drinks.
Wanted to walk to Ang Moh then we ended up talking too much and walking past Ang moh.
So we U turned back.
Damn stupid.
So went to buy black currant and then went to kopitiam to talk.
They watched soccer.
I nothing to do.
Enjoy my chicken meat.
So went back home.
Bus-ed with Zhi Yang and HTHT again.
But it's short and sweet.
Shall continue later in dota.
Bye people.
Bye world.
Bye, friend.

A crazy idea indeed.

From Eminem "Lose yourself" : You can do anything you set your mind to.
How true?
A crazy idea.
A crazy dream.
Will it become a reality?
Great inspirations, but action speaks louder than words.
Something, that involves confidence, teamwork, relations.
Something, that will face many problems. Wide range of problems.
Something, that tests one's ability.
Something, that involves everyone.
Something, that is crazy.
I really want to push myself to the limits.
And create a history for myself.
Will I be able to do it?
This is going to be a crazy thing.
I have low confidence for myself.
I've never done anything like this.
We will see how it goes.
But I'm really determined to take this challenge.
That may change me a great deal.
I'm going to take on this challenge.
A big challenge indeed!
Today is a very fine day.
With all the thinkings.
It just struck me.
And motivated me.
I'm inspired.
I'm going to do it!

Okay back to life.
So today, went to school.
It was maths first.
Maths paper, I started doing from the back.
And I spent 20 minutes on question 24 and 23.
I began to panic but I managed to overcome it, through experience.
So finished the paper at around 9.50 or so.
It was quite an okay paper.
Just that I don't know what is a composite number.
LOL.
So after maths paper, went to canteen and tried to remember some things for Geography.
Sat with Yong Guan, Xin Horng, Andrew and Hao Wen.
Then decided not to study anymore.
Last minute won't work.
So decided to go eat to bring back some warmth to my stomach.
:D
So ate mushroom chicken noodle!
Yum yum.
After eating, talk to them awhile then went toilet then went up to hall.
GEOGRAPHY!
It's so scary.
It's so ironic.
I want more time so that I can write more but I want it to end quicker because after this paper means FREEDOM.
So Gegoraphy paper was quite okay.
I'm quite satisfied by my brain.
It could read and store it some where.
And when I need the memory, it just vomits out.
How great.
But couldn't finish the last point for measures of deforestation.
But I think I can do quite well? I hope.
So after Geography, went to play toilet roll and flood it on chin yue's iTouch. LOL
Geok Min BROKE MY RECORD NOOOOO.
Okay then after crapping awhile in the canteen, we all decided to go eat.
Went to eat with Wing and Kelvin at the Bak Kut Teh store.

-To be continued- (FREAKING HELL DOTA BOYS KEEP PESTERING ME LOL)

Okay I'm back again.
So went to eat with Wing and Kelvin.
Yummy bak kut teh.
After eating, Lionel, Hardi, Wing, Kelvin, Zong Han, Jun Wen and I decided to go Zong Han's house.
So chased for 147.
The feeling of running is so good.
It's like FREEDOM.
So took 147 to Zong Han's house and on the way we saw Kenny and Hong Joo they all I think.
I didn't see.
So after that reached Zong Han's house and we started destructing it.
Took out ball, took chocolate, play texas.
Texas was freaking funny I tell you.
Whenever we raise until very high then lose, it's just damn funny.
Oh Wing didn't join us right at the start.
He only came after we play for an hour or so.
There was 2 rounds.
1st round zong han win.
2nd round (not actively involved and bankrupted) kelvin win
We were talking about history geog and ss because of the different amount of chips we have.
Got Saudi arabia, US, China, India.
Damn stupid.
Okay so we play play play texas later after second round after I lose, went to slack around.
Then later Wing asked me to take Jun Wen's phone.
So we took his phone and WOOT.
Guess what we saw?
Confidential!
LOL it's damn stupid.
Taking his phone, going to Zong Han's toilet with 5 other guys and all looking at messages.
The purpose of reading it in a toilet is to prevent Jun Wen from coming in LOL.
But after reading all his message, thoughts just came flowing by.
It's just so bad.
Then I became sad again.
Blah.
So everyone left.
Left Kelvin, Zong Han and I who decided to go play soccer.
So we all took 109 to Kelvin's house downstairs there.
On the way we keep talking about OBS, tents, ECP, Kayaking, camps.
So we reached there and we bought drinks.
Minute maid orange!
Awesome.
So slacked at the fitness corner there and then waited for his friends to come down.
We decided to play 3v3.
So we wait like 1/2 hour or so.
Then finally his friends came down.
It was the same FEI ZAI.
So today I think I played not bad.
But I didn't score any goals.
Freaking Zong Han saved so many balls.
He was being respected by Kelvin and his friends as the Invincible Keeper.
So we played 2v3 at first.
Then later I tired then they played 2v2.
Later free kick session.
Zong Han was keeper.
Then the rest just keep shooting.
Wah then Kelvin shot one ball fly through the gap and to the carpark and out of the carpark, across the road.
LOL that's a 45 yards shot as what he said.
Damn epic.
Okay so after awhile we left already.
So went to buy drinks and then we decided to find a place to talk.
So we went to playground and with our drinks, we talked about life.
Then it slowly drifted to camps.
How inspired.
If I really take on the role, I will need to have much courage.
And to have that courage, I will definitely take some changes.
Let's hope it really works.
To Kelvin and Zong Han : Please help me along! :D
So went home and then played dota until now.
Now is 1:15.
So I played like 3 hours or so.
9-1 haha.
Finally a day where I can relax.
Great to feel good.
That's all for today.
Good bye!

:O

I've studied for like 6 hours?
And I don't feel tired.
That shows how interesting Physical geography is.
But the 6 hours include 50% of distractions though XD

Today was a not bad day!
Even though it's short.
So today, went to school!
Damn tired as usual.
So flag raising!
Sing song.
Then Mrs Wong suddenly asked me "How's all the paper so far"
Then I gave the very "fail" look.
Then I say okay leh.
Then she said something that was really impactful.
Even though it seem like it's nothing to all of you.
Mrs Wong "Like that how can! Cannot also must can mah. You yes we can one. Comfirm can one."
It's quite funny though, but it is simple and it makes complete sense.
So, Ji Hao giving announcement again! So proud of him.
So after a while, went to hall and there was a 30 minutes buffer time or something.
After giving instructions, there's still like 20 minutes.
So took a break a while and then tried to clear everything in my mind.
And I also prepared myself for mind block.
AND the most important thing is, I realised I didn't put my phone in my bag.
Oh well, no one is going to check anyway.
This is called self-integrity LOL.
So A maths paper 1 from 8-10.
It was not bad!
Only didn't know how to do some questions.
Hope together with paper 2, can get an A1 or something.
So after paper, went down and talk talk with friends and then decided to go macdonald.
Went to eat big breakfast!
Woooot!
There were many people at the Hougang Point macs.
But there was mainly two groups.
One is at the elevated chair and table and one is at the place where there is ceiling fans.
We sat at the elevated chair and tables area.
There was Ryan, Hardi, Zhi Yang, Ivan, Lynette Cheah, Wing and me.
So we all talk and crap.
Zhi Yang's phone is filled with happy music.
Such as "Elmo's world" "Despicable me (MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Herh heh hee)" "Happy three friends" "There's a zombie on your lawn" "Dora the explorer"
LOL. Then I keep playing.
Aiya whatever.
Then later I go pang sai!
After pang sai went back and they are still there!
So we all decided to leave.
Went to find Kelvin, Jun Wen, Kenny and Zong Han at the kopitiam.
Then asked whether they want play soccer.
Still thought they coming to play.
Who knows.
End up Wing, Hardi, Zhi Yang and I went to play.
Damn retarded.
So the weather was damn hot.
HOT
HOT HOT
HOT HOT HOT
Then sweat a lot.
Then kick a bit ball.
Then I wanted to shoot with Hardi as the keeper.
Three steps before shooting (as usual)
But third step (left leg beside ball), going to shoot already then BOMB.
I wonder what happened.
Then I just continued to shoot the ball.
Then they told me the ball burst and I was like HUH?
Then we all took the ball and we see a hole at the tumour then we all keep laughing.
The whole round ball just became flat.
So we fooled around with the ball.
Even though it was flat, once we kicked it and roll, it inflated again.
Later Wing kicked the flat ball up and then it got stuck on the gate.
Like 3 metres up then we all kept laughing.
Then Hardi and I climbed up wanted to take it down.
Then we decided to put it even higher so that no one will ever take it.
So Hardi took it and climbed all the way up to the top and put it there.
LOL the two of us like some monkey.
Then we looked back it's like 5 metres off the ground.
Damn scary so we faster climbed down.
So up till now, the deflated ball still up the fence there LOL.
Okay so after that went back to school with Zhi Yang and Wing while Hardi went back home.
So on the way discussed about Geography and then went to sit at the canteen tables.
Sat with Wing and Zhi Yang.
Then later Yong Sheng and gang came.
Then I see Ivan Chong!
Damn long never see all of them.
Quite happy LOL.
So went to hug Ivan and then he say "Eh today my birthday leh!"
LOL bastard.
Okay then later crap awhile and then went back ALONE.
):
It's like the first time I went home at around 2+
It's the first time I see so many students on the bus LOL.
The whole upper deck is full of uniforms.
Monfort, Hougang, Compassvale, Xin Min, Bowen.
So many different people.
Then it just struck me by thinking "How much did the government spend on education?"
It just sucks.
Singapore ):
Okay so went back home and then started studying all the way until now.
Dinner was awesome.
Ah whatever, nothing happen much today.
Boring day but Physical geography rocks!
So damn interesting.
Haha!
Good luck tomorrow everyone.

Study feasibility

If this method doesn't work, try another.
Be flexible.
Change it.
Face it.
No point crying over spilled milk as what we have learnt in primary school.
Let's do it!

I'm lost.

I'm lost.
I don't see any light in front of me.
My mind is block.
Just like how it was during A maths paper.
I can't seem to think of happy things today.
Perhaps I'm tired.
Yeap, I'm tired.
But it's really tiring.
To study every single day.
Going to school feeling down and stuff.
Hoping for someone to just walk by and really cheer me up.
It's just so cold.
I don't know what's with me too.
My mind is blank.
Empty.
An empty feeling.
Not sadness, and definitely not happiness.
I feel like a robot.
Which has a very low amount of battery.
I need a recharge.
I need someone to help me push the button.
I'm lost, just for today.
I guess.
Hope things go well tomorrow.

Ate my leftover durian cake in the morning.
Went to school.
Went straight up to the hall.
Chemistry paper.
Did from the back.
Was quite relieved that I could almost do everything.
It's quite simple I guess.
Recess.
Went down to canteen and sat with Chong Yu, Mannan, Timothy, Lionel and Jerome at the umbrella.
Bought makan di sini.
Nicee foodd.
After eating, play around with ball below hall near the staircase area.
The staircase near the carpark.
Just lame around and then went up for A maths paper.
I thought it would be easy.
But I got more and more nervous when I used up a lot of time.
Then suddenly, I got so tensed up that my mind blocked.
Just felt like giving up.
The feeling just sucks.
It's just, give up.
And I think I really did.
The last 3 questions hardly touch any.
Really cannot tahan.
I hate myself for having this block today.
I'm tired I guess.
Super pissed.
But after realising that most people couldn't do it too, I was quite relieved.
But most of the time, people cannot do but I can do.
It's really this drop of standard.
I never touch A maths for a long long time already.
I'm damn tired.
Of studying and revising.
Tired just at the thought of studying.
I'm losing myself.
So went to have lunch at Hougang Point.
Ate already went to play soccer.
Soccer today sucked.
Not even in the mood to play.
Couldn't laugh and enjoy like any other days.
And the tiredness and lost feeling only comes right after I finish soccer.
Couldn't think, just felt like sleeping and forget everything.
And that's what I did.
I could just fall asleep any moment.
YAWNSSSS.
So after soccer went to the barbeque area with Ryan, Zhi Yang, Wai Heng, Zong Han.
Talked a while then Zong Han left to return Hardi his phone.
Later everyone left.
Left Zong Han and me.
Then the two of us sit awhile more then decided to leave.
So went to school and put the ball while Zong Han waited for me outside the school.
Took bus back home.
During the journey home, there's just so many thoughts.
I feel like screaming everything out.
And the worst thing is, I don't know what am I thinking about.
Just hope tomorrow will be a better day.
So going to bathe now and sleep.
Later revise a bit more.

I am so tired.

Make sure I sleep later
I need the sleep!
Sian
So tired sia.

Yet another day waster.
Oh my god.
Unsure with everything now, hope things get better.

Bye!

16 and stronger

From 24 August 2009 to 24 August 2010.
3 major events have changed me.
1. Incident 10 months ago
2. Yes, we can!
3. Recent incident.

From a 15 years old happy go lucky stress-less boy, to a 16 years old much more sensible and responsible boy.

The last birthday was good and it was super memorable for me.
It was celebrated on 22 August with 301 people.
With Li Ting, Sher Hui, Sherine, Vincent, Chun Arn, Jeremy and some others I forgot :X
I'm so happy on that day. It seemed like studies is the only thing that are the most important, and I've lose out on so many things.
Well, things are going better nowadays and I hope it would be like this.
Today can be considered a good day but for a birthday, the word good is just not enough.

So yup, I woke up at 5am, study the sustainable tourism thing until 6am.
Damn tiring la.
Then slept from 6am-6.30am which seemed to be like 2 hours to me.
Cannot get out of the bed at first, too tired.
But managed to drag myself up.
Went to brush and stuff and then went to school.
Went to the classroom and started taking out my geography textbook to study.
Some of the E.geog people came early in the morning to study.
So studied while taking the pledge.
I'm really trying my best.
Went to the hall in a moment's time.
And once the clock stroke 8 in the hall, I flipped the papers and I chose questions 1 and 4.
I was quite happy because I understood every single question.
And the bad thing for that? Elaborate too much on 4-5 marks question, leading to lack of time and thus, question 4 being done badly.
I think I might just get a maximum of 30/50.
Let's hope it will be good.
Then after Geography went to canteen then some people wished me happy birthday.
Later Jun Wen, Kelvin and I decided to go toilet and then we went all the way to the entrance's toilet.
After using the toilet went up the hall and just stared at the parade square.
Rachel and Michelle wished me happy birthday there. Thanks!
So talked to Jun Wen and Kelvin.
We were talking about the spasm that Jun Wen had. Right in front of the statue LOL.
Even though we may be using it as a joke now but still, I hope nothing like this will happen again.
So it was Maths paper and then Li Ting and Jolin came in from the other side of the hall and passed me a paper bag.
It was my present!
I've never received much present and I didn't expect to have any.
Thanks Li Ting, Jolin, Sherine, Sher Hui and Ervin!
Soccer ball for me :D
Xie xie!
Damn touched!
So Maths paper was quite okay.
The air con was horrible.
Just made me remember the times at Kinabalu.
Like super random.
But I was wondering why am I able to survive at Kinabalu, having the feeling that your mucus will freeze while I can't even take it in the hall.
Via ferrata! I miss you!
Okay so after Maths paper, slacked around and discussed questions as usual with the GANG and then later decided to leave.
Took a long time to decide where to go.
Jun Wen suggested Western at Plaza there and I thought it was a good idea.
So instead of going to Suki Sushi to celebrate, went to eat Western.
Thanks dudes for "celebrating" with me.
So there was Ivan, Kenny, Hardi and Jun Wen.
The 5 of us went there and have Western food.
I love the grilled fish.
And I am hungry right now.
):
Wah I'm finally posting long again, I guess it's because I don't have to wake up at 5am in the morning.
HAHA!
So while we were eating, I received a call from Kelvin.
He ask me to go play soccer below his house.
Was actually quite tired but thinking that since tomorrow will be quite easy papers, decided to play.
So Hardi and I took 72 there after having lunch while the other 3 went home (I think)
So the two of us were chatting on the bus and then reached our stop.
Went to find Kelvin and Zhi Yang and while walking up the stairs, poor Hardi stepped on a dead snail.
Super disgusting.
Okay don't want describe. (ITS LIKE DRIED UP AND JUICY AT THE SAME TIME AND TORN AND TATTERED WITH SHELLS EVERYWHERE)
Okay then we found Kelvin and Zhi Yang so we played soccer!
Eric, Kelvin's brother was with us!
He damn cute la then Kelvin like not happy with him ):
He shoot wrong that time then he will "eh! (haven't break voice)"
LOL I think you all will know what I mean hehe.
But as Zhi Yang said, like brother like brother.
His brother was quite good actually!
So we trained and honed our skills by increasing our passing accuracy and shooting into the diamond.
Then after that played 3v2 (Kelvin and his brother)
Then play play play play play it was damn fun.
Like so many teamwork and stuffs and dribbling skills.
Fun!!
Then later Hardi went home then 2v2.
Then play awhile more decided to leave.
So went to mamashop and bought Minute maid.
Super song I tell you.
So drank a bit then actually was deciding to go home.
Then when Kelvin and his brother left, talked to Zhi Yang on a lot of stuffs.
Then like since I brought books, let's go somewhere to study.
So we walked and saw a playground so we all decided to go study at playground.
It was cooling there and studying with Zhi Yang is like core and periphery model (OH GOD HUMAN GEOG AGAIN).
I can suck all his ideas. And he transferred his awesome knowledge to me.
Studying at the playground was fun.
HTHT at the same time.
Then we were saying how human geog sucks.
Then we keep linking everything to it and make our own mood bad LOL.
But yeah, human geog sucks.
I see the book I want vomit already.
Next time after O level shall burn it.
We have a burning session okay?
So studied from 4-6.30 or so.
Managed to finish 11 chapters on A maths.
Quite productive I can say?
But it can be better if we didn't HTHT or maybe not? Because htht helped us to stay awake and increase our efficiency in studying!
HAHA.
So after studying, we all played soccer again for a while more.
Did some 1 2s and bananas and apples and it was good, we dribbled very well!
Great teamwork!
So after playing, went to mamashop again and bought lime juice this time.
Not from minute maid, not as nice :/
So drank up and then went home.
Upon reaching home, ate pizza and celebrated my birthday with my family.
My MUM wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Surprising sia!
Happy happy.
Happy birthday!
So after eating pizza, went to bathe and then cut cake.
Took some pictures and there's just so many thoughts going through my mind.
Something like memories of Secondary 3 life.
So made some wishes (I know I'm greedy) and my second brother helped me to blow while I was still closing my eyes wishing.
LOL freaking funny.
Thanks hor.
So had durian cake and then went to room to study.
Study A maths then got problems called Zhi Yang to ask again.
He's the best LOL.
So just finished studying not long ago.
It's 1.23am now!
And I'm hungry haha.

Today has been a fine day!
It could be better without the prelims!
But nevertheless, I want to thank EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHO WISHED ME.
Even those insignificant wishes from facebook (ooops) touched me.
LOL jkjk.
I appreciated every single wishes.
Thanks people.
You all made my day.
:D

Signing off,
as a 16 year old boy.

Ahh..

I'm surviving with eye drops!
Merely.

shy boy ):

Okay I'm so tired.
LOL Geography sucks.
As usual.
So today woke up at 5am and studied on the freaking iraq kuwait war.
Then was hoping that the worst case scenario won't come out.
Worst case scenario = The three questions are Multi ethnic conlficts, globalisation, and healthcare.
Because these are the topic I didn't study.
Luckily deterrence and diplomacy came out.
I was like smiling before the paper even started.
Damn happy.
Then super confident for the paper.
But I don't think I did well also la.
Sucks!
Okay, then today had SS and physics.
After SS went to recess and then talk talk and study physics.
Didn't touch physics at all and I think it is the right choice.
Freaking hell the physics paper like so easy.
LOL.
Okay then after the laughter in the canteen, went up to hall and then took the physics paper.
After physics paper went canteen and then saw Chong Yu.
Two of us walked out of school together.
Then I say I want wait for 405 people.
Then Vincent and Chong Yu left first while I wait.
Then I was wondering whether they were already outside then I went out.
In the end 405 people still in school.
So Fizzy, Vincent and I had lunch at school kopitiam.
Went to find everyone at hougang point later on.
They were eating kfc.
Went to macdonald to buy ice-cream and then went back.
Sat outside KFC and talk talk crap crap awhile.
Oh and Wing and I keep taking pictures of Jun Wen eating the burger.
Some damn handsome some like unglam only.
Okay so after eating, everyone went to play soccer.
I actually didn't wanted to play because I had plans to study.
In the end I still succumbed to the temptation.
So went to play soccer and watch them play first.
We were the 3rd next team or something because we had 10 people.
Splitted into 5 and 5 or something.
Then watched them play with 2 teams of bowen people before it's our turn.
Then they all decided to leave already.
So there was Ryan, Chong Yu, Wai Heng and Jerome in my team.
The bowen people like keep di-siaoing Jerome.
Pek cek.
Okay so after that round, we all left and went home.
So bus-ed 147 with Ryan and then saw Joanne who boarded the bus later on.
Went home and then damn tired already.
Study maths all the way until 6+ then had dinner.
Dinner already, bathed and then slept from 8-9 to give some boost.
But obviously I was more tired later on.
So it's 10:28 now and I've just finished development.
Going to study industrialisation and tourism.
Hope I won't feel pissed studying.
Cause I'm starting to ):
So easily pissed, so unlike me.
Weird.

Jia you all!

HEN XIN KU AH

Humanities have always not been a part of me.
Every time I study Humanities I just feel like tearing the book up.
Yes it's that bad.
Science and Maths are so much better.
But I think I've neglected my maths already.
Scared.
Tomorrow I'm going straight home to study Geography!

Today has been a sucky day.
I started studying since 10+ am.
From that time to now.
I've finished chapter 6 and chapter 1 of book 4.
How's that.
Freaking 12 hours or so.
Obviously I wasn't concentrating at my best.
I've lost the concentration that I used to have in mid years.
I've just finished writing notes.
Now I'm going to try memorising it.
With my half-awake mind now.
I haven't even started on physics.
Guess it's going to be the 5am routine again.
Study until chapter 16 then sleep I guess. :D
Hmmm shall go now.
I think I'm going mad because of studies.
And luckily things are getting better now.
Don't know what to blog today.
It's just lifeless at home studying.
Mug like a nerd.
I think I even win nerds.
Yup!
Cause nerds aren't so stupid.
They don't need to study so long.
Unlike me.
Rah! Bye people!
Good luck!
Actually you shouldn't be reading this now!

Tiredness

The tiredness from studies
Tomorrow will be a tougher day.
Going to chiong tomorrow.
Today only managed to finish studying governance.
How fail?
So woke up in the morning.
Talk a bit on msn with Jun Wen.
Slept 14 hours yesterday.
Decided to go Monfort Macdonald to study.
Called Ivan, Kelvin, Zong Han and Zhi Yang.
But Zhi Yang couldn't make it.
Supposed to meet at 1.30 but I haven't bathe.
Then in the end reached there at 2pm.
Sat at the doors there at first because there was no more seats.
Went to buy food and then later Kelvin saw seats behind so we all moved there.
It's the opposite side from the television.
So we all decided to move there.
Then later we all ate and talk and ate and talk.
Talked about Yes, We Can.
How the whole project actually started.
Then know the whole story, quite cool.
So we all talk talk talk then decided to study.
So studied on governance.
Can you believe it?
From afternoon to now, 1+ am I only studied on governance.
So distracted you see.
From 2+ to 6+ only managed to study a bit.
Distracted by a lot of things.
By my own thoughts, by Kelvin asking me on physics question, on stupid conversations.
Oh Ivan came at around 3 and he studied maths.
Zong Han came later on at around 3.30
He ask me to help him buy big mac meal before he come because got mac value lunch.
So bought again.
Oh and I saw Ervin, Chun Arn, Wei Jie and Ngee Kiat at the television there.
Said hi to them and then went back to study.
So the 4 of us studied and talk at the same time.
Super unproductive.
So went to play soccer with Yong Sheng and Ivan.
Supposed to include Daryl but Daryl was too tired already so he left.
Today soccer session lasted from 6+ to 9+
It was fun I tell you.
I learnt so many stuffs.
We won the first three matches until we were so tired that even we win we decided to leave the court to buy drinks.
So the Zong Han, Kelvin and I went to buy drinks from ang moh.
We bought the 2l black currant drink.
Wah it's worth the $2.60.
It was nice to drink :D
So after getting our drinks, we all went back to play.
It was damn tiring today.
Then my spectacles kept dropping.
I think I need to tighten it.
Lost only 1 round today.
And I managed to goal once!
With public you know!
So surprising but obviously it was a lousy shot saved by a lousy keeper.
Oh and I felt super guilty because I kicked someone's leg that he was in such pain that he need to sub with another person.
Super guilty la.
But at least I apologised.
There was this super dangerous, high booter and violent guy.
He damn dangerous.
Kelvin was right when he asked us to relax when playing with him.
But I still feel he's okay la, maybe he want to get the ball only and he thinks being rough means playing good.
Then he kick until Kelvin's leg also then Ivan Chong like keep saying sarcastically "Play soccer or kick people's leg ah?"
He never say directly to the person though.
But I heard him explaining eagerly to his friends "wo you bu shi gu yi de. (I didn't do it on purpose!) "
Maybe he really didn't do it on purpose.
So after playing soccer, Zong Han, Kelvin and I left while Yong Sheng and Ivan Chong stayed there.
So Zong Han left first while Kelvin and I walked directly to 325 bus stop.
Then the bus ran away so the two of us talked about soccer for 15 minutes.
While enjoying our drinks that we bought before we left.
I bought the orange carrot juice which was not as nice compared to the black currant juice!
Okay whatever.
So Kelvin went home first while I waited for my 325.
I haven't top up my ez-link card since last week!
Damn lazy to.
So 325 came and then went home.
The bus's aircon was damn cold.
But probably it was me sweating too much.
So reached home and bathe.
Then after bathing studied from 10+ to 1+
Another 3 hour + which I finished the second half of governance.
How fail!
Really sucked today.
Didn't study much at all.
Tomorrow I'm going to chiong.
Hope SS wouldn't be so tough.
Physics would be okay I guess.
Shall go sleep now.
Tomorrow will be chiong chiong and chiong!
JIA YOU!

JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

Just talked to Tay Wen.
I think I've made up my mind.
I guess I'll have to move on.
I'm okay already.
Thanks everyone for cheering me up, especially my eldest brother.
I know you read my blog :D
Let's go fly kite and swimming after my prelims!

And thanks to you, Jun Wen.
I'll work towards my goal.

Peers are the most important people in our life.
Not forgetting your future partner.
But I guess it is peers that are more important for our age now.

I will get over it but I won't forget it.
It's tough but I will continue.
Time will tell.
Whether my feelings are true.
If it is, then I won't give up that easily.

Studies and friends for now.
Things seem to be good for now.
Got back my push for studies.
Look at the bright future.
I can do it.
Yes, I can.

Today's plan seems to be good.
Study + soccer later.
Looking forward in life.
At least I have something to look forward to again.

Bye people.

(:

"Not everyone can achieve their goals because not everyone is willing to keep fighting when things get tough. If you have something worthwhile you really want to achieve, even if it takes your whole life, never give up. "

P.S And I slept for 14 hours.

The end of cold war

Today morning at around 5am to study Biology and went back to sleep at around 6.15.
The 15 minutes sleep was good.
Woke up and it was raining.
Just suited my mood then.
But later realised the street lights were not on.
The sky was super dark too.
The whole street was totally dark.
Couldn't see the road at all.
Needed the headlights.
It was quite cool but my father had to drive super slowly.
It just reminded me of the Batam trip with my family.
The headlights from the other cars could just blind you for a moment.
A scary scene.
Climate change?
So it was a cold day.
Started with History paper.
History test was difficult!
SBQ sucked.
I couldn't think properly.
Part of it was because of the recent incident.
But SEQ I think was quite okay.
After History paper, went to have recess and then saw Andrew who came and talk about the chapter on plasmid (genetic engineering) and out it came.
Wooot.
Then went back to class to study Biology awhile.
Then study study awhile went to talk to Li Ting.
Always talk about that topic will ): you know!
So it was Biology's paper 2
Did quite well I supposed as the paper was quite easy.
Setted by Mrs Seetoh, nothing much to expect :/
Okay then after Biology paper, everyone went down and then we became a bunch of stupid people sitting on the railings at the npcc board near the security guard post.
There was Chong Yu, Zhi Yang, Branzann, Wai Heng, Vincent, Ryan and don't know who.
We all were acting as if we were damn good in singing.
But the sound was rather pleasant.
So when people walked past we "Helloooooo(1st person) Helllooooooo(Higher pitch 2nd person) then continued and continued"
Then got all kind of things like "Branzannnnnnnn, Kua Lannnnnn"
Damn stupid.
Okay then we slacked there for damn long before everyone decided to go and eat.
Wanted to soccer after lunch but I couldn't find the ball in 405.
So decided to leave first so went to have lunch.
Then later realised no one wanted to play soccer.
So right after eating my cai fan, I went home.
At the bus stop was walking with Ivan and Vincent.
Then later decided to go Ivan's house.
Played his guitar and tried to learn "How to save a life" and singing at the same time.
But it was totally difficult.
I could strum the first part but I just couldn't sing with it.
Ah whatever.
Then decided to END the cold war.
End up I myself not feeling good.
Decided to go home straight.
Was moody for a long time.
Until I finally thought things through.
It may be kind of sad, to end this.
But I guess we all have to live with it.
Me being able to let go or not? Time will tell.
But I know the most important thing now is my o levels.
VJC? Hope you come back and become my motivation to study.
I'm like USSR.
I suffered a lot from the cold war.
I've lost many things.
But I have to stand up.
To a greater height.
I want to thank you, for being so sensible in handling stuff.
While I am the immature boy, unable to let go and stuff.
Wish you luck in whatever you do!
Jia you!
Thanks for everything.
You were right, we don't understand what is love.
We are still young.

Bye readers, and most importantly, a bye to you.
Shall go sleep now.
3 hours of sleep yesterday made me ultra exhausted.
Maybe I will end up sleeping 12 hours.
:D

I can't.

Went to school.
Afraid to face you.
No conversing at all.
I thought I've thought things through.
The period in class was a killer for me.
I chose stress for my essay.
After finishing section 1, my mind was filled with other thoughts.
How am I supposed to make it?
I was lucky I sat in front.
I was still thinking what to do.
I need to talk to you.
It wasn't easy to act as if I'm okay.
I thought being with my friends would allow me to forget everything.
It did actually, for a moment.
Once I am alone, I start to think and think.
I'm so easily distracted by my thoughts.
To a point that I'm so pissed at myself.
I cannot study properly like I used to before.
Studying at Chong Yu's house made me even more pissed.
I'm distracted again and again.
Everytime I see my phone's white light blinking, how I wished it was you.
My brother is right.
Shit happens in life.
I need to get back up.
I have to.
But how am I supposed to?

Today was rather better than yesterday I guess.
With the soccer session after the papers.
But still, that sour feeling cannot seem to go away.
Shall continue studying.
Hope I'm able to finish studying.
I'm afraid I will screw up.

200th post

No celebration for 200th post but, thanks Wing.
男子汉大丈夫，拿得起，放得下。
Let's hope this will last.

199th post and the last chapter of my secret.

The worst day of my life.
This was what I had experienced 10 months ago.
Fuck it.
How I hope things were so simple.
How I hope "Ming tian hui gen hao"
44 days.
A short period of time but it seemed so long.
44 days of happiness, motivation, frustration, jealousy, anger, pain and all the feelings you can think of.
And now, it has all come to an end.
Didn't expect anything to happen, when the message came, I knew that today is going to be a bad day.
Why?
Why this day?
Can't you wait?
A day before prelim when my life collapsed, with all those motivation built up.
Why?
I keep trying to think that I would not be affected, but obviously I knew that was not going to happen.
As I wrote notes for my history just now, words would just be spelled wrongly.
Without become withould.
From that point of time, I knew I'm going to be badly affected by this.
It's hard to let go.
It's really hard.
We were so close.
And I was so confident about everything.
It had hit me hard.
Right into my brain.
Where I can't even think properly.
As I crossed the road just now, I just wished the car would bang me and allow me to forget everything.
I wanted to talk to Chong Yu about this.
But just as I want to open my mouth, tears just came out.
Even as I am writing this, I really cannot control.
And the worst part of everything? Tomorrow is the start of prelim.
I'm stress and I'm sad.
It's like fighting an internal war, with two fronts.
Now I have no one to share to about my life.
Things just came too suddenly.
What were the feelings that you have mentioned?
Did it just disappear?
I was foolish.
It hurts me to see how you are able to continue in your studies.
Why can't I?
There are just too many memories.
Guys remember too much stuffs.
How I wished I could lie down beside you forever.
This is killing me.
It's hard for guys to cry.
But I did.
Yet again.
After 10 months.
My eyes are hurting, but at least my heart felt better for a moment when I did.
I really need someone to talk to.
Most of the time I could share my frustration with you, but now you became part of it.
I really wanted to do well.
And I still thought the talk in the afternoon changed everything.
But I was wrong.
You just managed to deceive me.
And hid what you wanted to say.
You were right, I was having too high of a hope.
But of course there's a hope, when everything just seems to fit perfectly.
Just like a puzzle.
Everything was going on so well.
Problems were settled.
But looking back, I realised actually nothing was settled.
What I'm afraid now is I cannot concentrate on my studies.
I need some time to calm myself down.
I think I'm going to screw up my prelims.
The separation is going to be tough.
It's all about me now.
I have to fight.
Move along.
I thought love was simple, it didn't turn out this way.
There were only 2 girls in my life that made me cry.
And one of them is you.
This shows how important you are in my life.
You brightened my life then, but you brought my life down too.
Maybe you were right, being friends is the best option but I know it will take a long long time.
A long time.
Don't feel bad after reading this.
Just live on with your life.
Because I will.
Hope you are able to achieve your goals.
I'm starting to suspect whether I can.
Goodbye to you, the sweetest girl ever.
Will my heart still beat for you? I don't know.
And I don't want to say "I hope not"

P.S I miss you

The day that doesn't seem to exist

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell!
Okay I'm enjoying music while blogging.
I'm going to sleep in 1hour 15 minutes time.
I'm going to sleep at 11.30 today!
Regardless whether I reach my goal today.
I need to be more flexible I guess.
Today was really a day that doesn't seem to exist.
Nothing seems to go right and at the same time nothing seems true.
I guess I hardly speak much today.
Tired and sad ):
But at least the night brightened me up.
Thanks Kelvin chua gay siong!
Let's see what's the cause of it.
1. Me an introvert.
2. Loneliness.
3. Tiredness.
4. Coldness.

So let's see what emo stuffs I did today!
Let's start off with the morning.
Went up to class in the morning and then sleep while standing!
Awesome.
Factor number 3.
Let's continue.
After taking the pledge all this, sat down and sleep.
I guessed I fell asleep then later Mrs Wong tapped me.
OMG now to think of me why she woke me up sia.
Also no lessons.
Luckily I didn't lose my temper.
You know I lose my temper easily when I am tired.
So slept until History lesson, felt more awake but it was only temporary.
After 1 minute or so, factor number 3 set in.
So history lesson fell asleep again.
Mr Pah had to call me up and ask me whether I want to go wash my face.
Ohh whatever!
So the whole history lessons he is going through the format for the Prelims I think.
So after History lesson was Biology!
Okay this lesson I managed to listen in class.
But after Biology lesson, started to feel factor 4 and so I left the class.
Once I leave the class, factor 2 set in.
So with factor 2, factor 1 also set in.
Then factor 1 + 2 leads to sadness.
So was all alone at the corridor.
No one walked down with me.
Thought and thought.
Why is this happening?
A wake up call for me that I've neglected friends yet again.
So walked into MT class.
This became more obvious when I am all alone at one side.
Everyone had someone to talk to.
I needed someone to confide.
I wanted to tell someone about factor 4.
But I realised there's no one at all.
So factor 2 all the way but managed to study Geography.
Went back to class and felt factor 4 again.
Didn't want to think about it so took ball and went down and find them.
So factor 2 started to go away!
At least soccer helped me to become more happy.
BUT I TELL YOU TODAY IS A WEIRD DAY.
SUPER WEIRD.
During recess is damn weird.
The fitness corner only had us playing?
Why?
All the 20+ basketballers are gone.
We had the whole court to ourselves.
Okay anyway so played some games and went to canteen to buy drinks.
Kelvin said I improved! Wooot.
Okay then after buying drinks went back to class and it was physics lesson.
Physics lesson did some timed assignment and then later it was Maths!
Okay so during maths lesson did some time management thing.
Then the factor 4 became stronger and stronger.
Nooo.
Then after maths lesson went for lunch.
After lunch went back to class and there was no English lesson.
So stayed in class and did my Geography.
Factor 4 was the prominent factor during this time and it caused my whole day to turn upside down.
I know it's just my thinking.
I think too much.
It's me and me and me.
To force myself to study wasn't a good idea.
So after finish studying Geography factor 2 came back.
Factor 1 came back too.
Couldn't take it anymore, just like the day when Mr Tan asked me why I never ask for permission before going out.
So I went out to class.
Hitting anything I could see.
It doesn't work anymore.
Walked one whole round around third level.
Factor 1 factor 1 factor 1.
Walked back to class and then I just feel like using brute force on something.
So I decided to go fitness corner to see whether there's anyone.
It was some good session.
Saw Yong Sheng and Daryl so I kicked some ball.
I've never seen my ball so strong before.
It was like 3/4 the speed of Ivan Chong's.
And it was on target.
After venting all my emotions, went back to class and then it was Chemistry lesson.
Mr Lim took over Mr Chew for remedial today.
Factor 3 came back!
Fell asleep totally in less than a minute.
York Hao woke me up and I jolted awake.
Like suddenly damn awake.
So listened to lesson all the way.
After that still felt bad.
So went to play soccer with friends.
Friends are important.
Without them I don't think I can survive.
Today is just a very good example.
Maybe I'm becoming an extrovert soon.
Or maybe I've split personalities like Zong Han!
LOL
Okay so we played soccer and it was a bad session.
You see, nothing goes well today.
Zhi Yang bad mood, Zong Han angry because no one running, Kelvin felt bored.
We all left super early.
Only played like an hour.
Oh well, at least it cleared up my mind for studying session later.
So went to canteen wanting to study then realised there's not even a soul on the long tables.
So Kelvin and I decided to go 407 to study.
Talked and study at the same time.
Later Mrs Peh came in with Li Ting and then later Li Hao came in too.
Mrs Peh was teaching the both of them physics.
Studying session was good with Kelvin around.
Could ask him things.
But he damn gay today.
He freaking lie on my shoulder and say "Not bad! Your shoulder"
WTH disgusting.
Aiya, lazy to describe about the studying session but talking to Kelvin and Li Ting cleared up my mind.
Looking back on the things I've done, I feel silly.
Let's hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Just like what Cheng Ce wrote on the whiteboard.
Ming tian hui gen hao.
Let's see how true is that!
So after studying, went to canteen with Kelvin.
Jerome joined us and the three of us went to dinner.
After dinner walked back home with Kelvin.
Saw someone LOL.
Okay we saw cao cao :D
Shall go study now!

P.S I need more care and concern! ):
Whatever.

Exhausted

It's killing me.
I've been sleeping late for 3 nights and I'm afraid I might collapse anytime.
This is really exhausting.
To study and allow your brain to fight between fatigue and motivation.
I'm supposed to finish tourism like yesterday.
Now I can only finish it tomorrow.
This means I'm most probably going to screw up history again.
I don't like this.
I want to study and at the same time I want to sleep.
But I know I have to study.
It's 12:58 now.
I've been fighting the sleepiness for 2 hours.
From 9+ to now.
I really just feel like sleeping now but I feel weird without blogging.
So a very short post today.
Woke up early in the morning.
Went to find CP and walked to school together.
Then morning assembly then English lesson.
English lesson listened in class and talked about sleep, dreams and inverted world (biology) with clement.
Physics lesson got an unexpected test.
Maths lesson, 2 revision papers. 2nd one was more difficult with the binomial theorem.
Recess, ate xiang tian ji mian and then beatbox with Chong Yu, create MUSIC.
Quite nice ah.
Then it was CE lessons.
Did some crappy things.
Sat with Nelson and our topic is Olympics.
So we are required to write what we know, what we want to know, how can we find out.
Li Ting and Ervin went up to present then followed by Si Qi and York Hao.
Today had no Assembly.
So from 1-1.15 Mrs Peh was lecturing us.
But she's quite true, our class is still not bonded yet.
Who knows some day!
After CE was slacking in class.
From 1.30 - 2 played ball behind class and walked around feeling FREAKING bored.
Then at 2 went down to 405 and find all of them.
So the 6 of us went to eat KFC.
Kelvin, Wing, Hardi, Kenny and Hong Joo.
It was a not bad session.
Quite a long time since I've catch up with them.
Now even Hardi know about my stuffs.
How can!
So after eating, went back to school to play soccer.
Played from 3-3.34.
Thought I was late for maths remedial but actually no.
So maths remedial and it ended early.
Once it ended wanted go canteen study.
Then saw Zong Han and Hong Joo walking pass back to 405.
So went to chase them and then Sylvester they all were outside or something.
Went in to take the ball and we all went to play ball.
They say play 15 minutes only and true enough, they played around 15 minutes.
But I couldn't stop playing LOL.
Played for around 1 hour and it started to rain.
All of us went back to canteen and started studying.
But Zhi Yang and I didn't study.
From 5-6 we were talking and talking about stuffs.
We HTHT and I think we became closer.
Never talked to him about this kind of things before.
Since primary 3.
Nothing of this kind.
Then at 6 they decided to play soccer again since the rain stopped.
Studied from 6 to 7.45 or something.
7.40 they came back so they waited for me awhile then all of us went to eat.
There's Kelvin, Zhi Yang, Ryan and Jerome.
Then the big butt Tang came to eat with us.
It's been a long time since I ate with Mr Tang.
LOL those memories at Ajisen suddenly came back.
After dinner, went back with Zhi Yang and Ryan.
We took 147 and we saw lyon and shi ying on the bus.
They just finished soccer I think.
Didn't talk to them at all.
Just a hi and bye.
So walked home and then went to bathe.
After bathing jitao study study study until 12+
I think I'm going to die.
I need my motivation back.
SAVE ME!

CP xian xia yun tun!

Helllo friends!
Its like 1:42am and I'm still blogging. Okay let's start.
After the previous post, ivan and I went to watch some funny kungfu show on channel 8.
The show ended at 3am and we went to bed.
Started by sharing bed with ivan but I tell you, it was fucking squeezy LOL. He took up 3/4 of my bed.
Okay so we talked and crapped and then at 3.30 decided to go to sleep.
So woke up at around 10am and tried to wake ivan up but to no avail LOL.
So after eating my garlic bread and bathing rushed to the bus stop.
Bid farewell to ivan and then I headed to the bus stop.
Waited for awhile and took 101 towards kovan and I realised I was not really tired.
After awhile receive a message from chin yue telling me that he couldn't make it for today's tuition as he was not feeling well.
So get well soon!
Reached mavis and waited for yong guan at the bakery.
He reached and then both of us went up.
The previous class hadn't end though.
So it ended then all of us went in.
Saw shi yun too.
So tuition today was productive.
Wrote an argumentative essay using the method thought by mr sany.
So after tuition, me and yong guan went to macs and eat.
Bought the 9 piece spicy nugget meal upsize.
Sibei song sia.
Okay then after eating, was talking to yong guan about my mood yesterday in the afternoon.
The one that seems to be not me, as if I was lifeless and he told me he experienced the same thing too.
This kind of feeling suckssss. Luckily it was only for awhile.
So we started studying studying.
Saw a lot a lot people.
Saw cheng yee, darius, thomas, aloysious and his stead.
So studied geog today and I managed to finish 1/3 of tourism lol.
Tomorrow gonna finish tourism.
So cheng yee and aloysious's stead went to sit beside me and yong guan because outside got people smoking.
Did one question that cheng yee asked us and then continued studying.
Yong guan and I saw EPL highlights on the tv and I say I suddenly feel like kicking ball then he say okay lor let's go.
So we really did!
Studied until around 5.30 then took 112 to yong guan's house.
Took his yellow ball and then we went to play.
Then when I was talking to kelvin to persuade him to come, yong guan went missing lol.
But later he come back and we went upper court, wanting to train at first then some kids came and we played 2vs6 with them.
SUPER FUNNY AND REFRESHING.
Then suddenly remember last time I used to play with kids in the playground when I was in sec 1 and 2.
So we lost pathetically with a 6 3 or something. Then kelvin and his friend came in and we started playing.
Played 3v4 and my performance was quite good until I feel the effect of sleeping at 3.30am.
I was feeling dizzy so I stopped. I walked to ang moh to buy drinks. I just needed a drink so badly.
I was feeling super dizzy and its much more worst than the previous time during PE lessons.
I think I took 5 minutes to crawl to ang moh and I was feeling really bad. Could faint any moment. My vision was blurred to the max. Damn scary. Luckily I managed to pul through and bought a drink for myself and kelvin.
Immediately after I drank the 100 plus, I felt less dizzy and my vision went back to normal.
So went back to play soccer until late in the night.
Yong guan left first and I said I helped him keep the yellow ball.
So kelvin me and 3 other public played.
It was really a very good game. Seeing all the pros dribble.
Especially the blue singlet torpedo guy who has free stepovers as described by kelvin.
Super fast stepovers lol.
So went back at around 8 plus and walked to hougang point with kelvin and I took 325 from there.
So upon reaching home, bathed and then fold and fold and fold.
Fold from 9 to 1plus, freaking tiring.
But I managed to finish it.
So anyway, happy birthday sherine!
CP for the win!

A sucky and moody day.

Woke up early in the morning.

Watched some origami videoes LOL.

Then fold here fold there.

Quite fun ah!

Then after that slack all the way, keep using computer until like 1+ then went to have lunch.

While having lunch, was looking at some animation videos.

Stop animations.

Sardoonsa from youtube. Go check it out!

Very little views though.

So after lunch was feeling damn stressed and pissed and everything that is wrong.

So actually was quite motivated to study one because going to study at somewhere else and maybe staying overnight at someone's house.

Who know in the end I cannot.

Wanted to go Chong Yu's house one.

Then my mother scolded me because I keep trying to persuade her.

Then when I trying to persuade her my father joined in the fun and scolded me together.

How great.

That totally spoiled my mood for the whole day.

I wanted to study but I know I cannot.

I'm too pissed already.

Then got so many things in mind.

So later I asked whether Ivan want come my house.

So he say okay so end up only the two of us.

So he's now in my room now and it's 1.20am.

We studied damn long.

Okay so before I started studying, went green to buy some stuffs.

And also to think and cool myself down.

An introvert you see.

So after getting my stuffs, went back home and then decided to start studying.

So studied from around 5+to 7 or something.

Managed to finish transference and reasons of transference.

Then after eating, slack awhile more then Ivan came already.

So we all began studying.

From 8+ to 1 I studied finish the chapter on industrialisation.

And the reason for the lousy achievements?

Ivan Low the joker.

He keep laughing and doing crap.

Then in the end it's quite late already before we started to get serious.

Then it was getting tiring already.

Each paragraph could take 5 minutes to understand.

But I know I need to finish it by today.

I'm suppose to finish tourism by today and now I've only finished Industrialisation?

FAILLLL.

Change of plans: I'm not going to make notes for tourism and food.

Tourism I have notes for it already but not so good one though.

Food I have too, on my computer.

Ah damn tired already.

P.S. Anyway thanks duckling for your "pompoms" today! :D

ENGLISH O LEVEL ORAL!

Hello everyone!

Today Miss Siva left then Adam did a three cheer for him.

It was damn loud such that the whole school was filled with his voice LOL.

So Miss Siva left and then suddenly remembered the days when Xin Horng, Yong Guan, Wai Heng di siao her in her class.

I played the power ranger song damn loud and then she turned around and asked "WHOS THAT?"

Then silence for 5 seconds.

Then she said "Since today it's a friday, I shall let you off"

Damn funny.

So first lesson was English.

I forgot what did we do during English lesson.

Let's think hmmmm.

Oh today just slacked around and talk to Xin Horng.

Since Mrs Goh didn't go through anything.

She was outside of the class going through oral with those that want to.

So after English lesson, it was SS lesson.

Didn't listen in class because was playing with Tian Ce's dictionary.

LOL the dictionary got this pronunciation thing then I go find "fuck".

Then super funny.

Then I find "of" and the dictionary will say it in 4 different slangs.

American and British or whatever.

Then sounds like, orhff off earth of.

Then like you know, some sick sound.

LOL

Okay then Mr Tan showed us Afro Ninja, not that funny since I've seen it before.

Then after Social Studies, it was Biology!

Mrs Seetoh went through chapter 20.

And before that Mrs Wong came in and gave each of us an apple each.

Apples are good as it makes our mental state is in the optimum state.

So I ate 2!

The other one was from Vincent.

Super juicy and sweet.

Wooot!

Okay so after eating apple during Biology lesson, it was recess.

Didn't went down for recess since it was only 1/2 hour.

So stayed behind class and played monkey with Jeremy, Chun Arn, Wei Jie and Vincent.

Played with soccer ball.

Then I was so called the hardcore chaser because I chased damn fast.

So play until very fun then the next lesson was Maths.

Mr Chan CAME BACK AGAIN!

He taught us some geometrical proofing and then Mr Lee showed us one question that was quite difficult.

The second maths lesson that I was awake and listening again.

I must say all thanks to Apple!

Hey Apple!

After maths it was physics!

Mrs Peh didn't come and then Mr Tay came in.

Mr Tay went through our physics test paper.

I got 22/40 ):

Never mind!

It will be better next time.

So was dimissed at 1pm and then went to have lunch.

Went to buy at makan di sini and the auntie say "Eh! So long never see you."

LOL damn surprised she remembered me.

Okay so went to sit with Minnie and Sydney and Vincent.

Then Minnie and Sydney practicing oral while I enjoy my rice.

Then later Elaine also came so were like discussing about oral.

My heart got more and more heavy and tensed every second la.

Then went up to hall at 1.50 and went up to the stage and put down our bag.

So we got briefed by Miss Mae Lim and then went to sit down at F311.

I was the second one and Clara was the first one.

So sat between Clara and Wilson.

Then before the oral started it was damn funny.

We all were saying that the examiner looked like Mrs Mak and she really looked like Mrs Mak from that far distance.

Then Wilson and I was like "Wah scary sia! If really is her then how?" Then we kept staring then really looked alike.

SUPER ALIKE.

Okay so we "cheated" in the exam.

Because Clara lifted the paper and we could merely see the picture.

Saw the white scarf of the malay women then I thought it was some wedding veil.

Then Wilson and I were planning, if it was wedding then I lift my leg.

If the picture is easy, I shake my leg.

LOL damn funny.

Then in the end I did none because it was not easy and it was nothing of wedding.

Okay so it was Kean Voon and I reading.

Then after 10 minutes, went up to teachers there.

Greeted them and I tell you I was super super nervous.

I wanted to ask "May I sit down?" then became "Can I sit down?"

LOL then I stammered on some of the words.

But I think overall was okay.

Just that the picture sucked totally. Stupid racist picture.

Those that was on today would know it.

Okay so after talking, went to stage and wait and wait.

Waited until 3pm then we were allowed to go.

But as usual, while we were waiting, we talked a lot.

Everyone smiling and sharing their experience.

Then went to canteen to sit down awhile.

Saw Yong Sheng, Claudia, Ivan Chong, Jia Yi, Branzann.

So Claudia and Branzann asked me about the Oral.

So I told them about it.

After awhile Yong Sheng and Claudia left then I don't know where the rest go but left me and Ivan Chong only.

So talked to Ivan Chong.

Wanted to kick soccer but there was no one.

So crapped with him awhile.

Used the barcode to scan Froyo.

And waited and waited.

Later Jerome came and then he took out the U tube.

The one where you speak and you can listen to yourself.

So I tried and then I wanted to let Ivan Chong speak inside then I hear.

Then in the end he shouted and my ear drums vibrate like crazy.

It was super pain at first then it slowly became itchy.

Bastard sia.

If I lose my sense of hearing because of him he die.

Okay so waited for damn long Vincent finally came down.

So I left the school with Vincent and Jerome and we went to find Ivan at Monfort Macs.

Bus-ed 74 there and then went up to the second deck.

Saw Brendan while I was going to alight but didn't say hi to him lol.

Okay then we reached monfort and then walked to the Macdonald.

So I went to buy my food first, and right after I eat, I started studying.

So study study study.

Then Jerome also go buy his food.

Then he didn't want the powder thing so he gave Ivan.

I took it away from Ivan and then I tore it open.

Ivan tried to blow the thing on the three of us.

Then it really affected Jerome.

Made me want to sneeze too.

Itchy nose!

Then later Vincent went to buy the spicy nugget meal and then took one and then share it with Ivan.

Then later Ivan took another one and he spent 30 minutes eating that.

He broke the Guinness world record most probably.

So kept studying Industrialization until I'm seriously damn tired already.

I think I shall continue tomorrow.

Today already like dying.

So at like 6+ Vincent left first while three of us continued studying.

Oh then at around 7+ or 8 we saw a girl wearing uniform.

Quite pretty then Ivan said, "Wah she's damn lonely. Okay I go pei her!"

LOL as usual you see.

So continued studying and studying.

Studied until 9+ and then we left.

Studied super long sia.

Damn tired tired tired.

Jerome went to take bus at monfort there while I walked home with Ivan.

So as usual, talk and walk at the same time and then went back home.

Reached home and then went to bathe first!

So now here I am.

Boo Bah Bee Bomb Bish Bye!

STUDY LA!

Today is a good but guilty day!

Okay whatever let's cut the crap.

So today went to school and then our greeting totally sucked.

Mdm Liew had to go up to stage and then ask which kind of greeting we preferred.

1. Good morning principal, vice principal teachers and fellow schoolmates.

2. Good morning teachers and fellow schoolmates.

So more people voted 2.

Then she still say it's a democratic country, everyone must vote LOL.

So during the chinese newspaper reading period, I saw an article that really inspired me.

A guy went on a trip to the Amazon River.

He travelled the whole of the Amazon River 6500km.

He finished the travel in two years and it just made me think.

2 years with not much communication with the society.

When you go back, the experience you want to share would be endless and you would most probably just say, it's great and then suddenly think of the moments in the forest and begin crying.

LOL but that's just me imagining.

Quite inspiring though, I want to explore the world like him!

So after reading period, went to class and the first lesson was English!

English lesson was quite boring.

Just that I told Xin Horng something and we were discussing to study overnight at somebody's house.

Saturday! So excited haha.

So after English lesson was PE.

Handball today.

Started played some passing, then did some pass run shoot.

Then later there was a match.

I team with Shawn, Parag, Shu Qing, Vincent and Mr Ho!

So I was the keeper and then I conceited and saved a number of balls.

But obviously I conceited more goals.

LOL so anyway, I saved Jia Hui's ball more than Deepak's.

Deepak's ball was difficult to save.

His hand long his hand power.

So after PE, went to put some stuffs into the PE store with Vincent and then went back to class.

HUGGED KELVIN at 405 there and he keep screaming like some gay LOL.

So went back to class and it was Geography lesson.

Today Geography lesson was okay.

Today some of the 403 people came to join our class.

Got Sylvester, Wisely and others.

So Geography lesson, Mdm Tian went through on LORMS.

Now I know to get good grade, I need to give examples.

The most important.

So after Geography lesson was RECESS!

YONG TAU FOO DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.

Okay so sat the the high table and ate with friends.

We all sang a birthday song to Branzann which was randomly initiated by Chong Yu.

Oh then bought frozen yogurt after eating and then everyone left and I still haven't finished my yogurt.

Luckily Cheow Kiat was with me.

After going back to class took our stuff and left the class.

So went down to MT room and today was "free period"

Actually we had to do some MT work.

I suddenly damn scared I couldn't get at least a distinction.

Then I have to repeat the boring MT lessons again.

So during MT lessons, beatbox with Jun Wen, played free kick on Hong Joo's iTouch or iPhone.

Then still gossiped about Tin Fung, oh wait it's not gossip.

It's openly discussing.

HAKU YI LUM? Ooo Tin Fung!

Bye dear!

Ok then after the funny MT lessons, went back to class and it was maths lesson!

During maths lesson had some short revision test.

I could listen in class if I do the maths questions.

So I think this is a good way to let me understand things.

Because I'm forced to do the work.

Okay at 2pm, Mr Pah came in and he told us that we would not have lessons today, remedial too.

Because he had to give support to one of the alumni or something.

So he gave us some notes and then we went off.

So was playing football at the back of the class.

Juggle and crap first.

Then later I learnt a new trick.

LOL quite cool.

Okay then after soccering at the back of the class, it was around 3 pm so we packed our bag and then left the class.

Went to find Ivan and then I let Vincent go in the class first.

Then I hold the door to prevent him from coming out.

Then I kept signalling to Ivan to ask him to come and rape him.

Then in the end he just helped Vincent to push the door with me.

When I told him what I wanted him to do, he said Okay and then we started tug of war with Vincent as the rope.

Then Sylvester came out and then taopok Vincent and then I joined in.

So went to have lunch with friends and then it was super squeezy.

Everyone squeezed on one table.

After eating, da bao chicken rice for Sherine and then sat beside her to study.

So it started out perfectly okay.

Studying was quite productive, I could almost finish the comprehension but IVAN HAD TO COME.

And then I lost my concentration.

Then the studying failed totally.

It became a joke session.

Then I kept laughing.

Ivan kept prank calling people, telling them that he was some Indian wanting to do survey.

The best one was on Marcus Lee.

He called Marcus Lee and then he told him he needed him to do some survey.

THEN MARCUS LEE KEEP REJECTING "Say no, I don't want."

LOL damn funny.

Then we all (Sherine, Ivy, Ivan and I) kept laughing and laughing.

Then he pranked call Jolin also, then she thought is some other guy then she scared.

Okay whatever, so today kept laughing and laughing then lie here lie there then nothing much is done except for one comprehension passage.

I damn scared tomorrow's oral.

But once it's over, it's over.

BUT NOW DAMN SCARY.

Okay so decided to stop doing the comprehension and I didn't finish the summary.

Sit down there keep whining then later all of them left.

Left only Ryan, Clement, Jerome, Mr Zhuang on one table while Zhi Chao (I don't know how spell), Li Ting, Sherine and I on the other table.

We were talking about Mr Singh at kota tinggi when he see the fallen tree.

He said WA LAO EH at that time.

Then Zhi Chao said Mr Singh vulgar one.

Then I said I agree.

I say he like some gangster.

Then suddenly Zhi Chao waved to someone and all of us turned back.

IT WAS MR SINGH.

Then Mr Singh asked him why you talking to the three of them?

Then he just say he sociable.

Then Mr Singh asked me how I know him also.

I just said I knew him like 5 minutes ago.

LOL damn funny.

So talk awhile then we decided to leave.

Later Li Ting damn sad because the three of us like don't want her.

She ask me elope with her but I say I don't want then she emo LOL.

Okay so went to take bus at hougang point because walked home with someone!

Then yeah, reached home.

I want to go practice oral already.

Damn scary!

P.S Tonight got METEOR SHOWER WOOO.

Love.

Ohhhh!

Tell me what is love?

It's complicated and it's simple.

Without love, there would not be me.

It's the hardest thing to define.

It's just so magical.

Just came back from school.

Had a talk with Chong Yu.

A long talk.

Or maybe it's not that long, it's short.

We talked about LOVE.

It's just so complicated.

We talked about many many things.

From a simple conversation of marriage, we talked about eternal love.

What struck me was the thought of living together forever with your love one.

Will the feeling be dry? Or will the love between both continuously burn.

The talk made both of us feel like some uncle talking about life.

And I was wondering what would it be like when we are like some uncle sitting at kopitiam enjoying a cup of coffee and catching up with your OLD friends and your family beside you?

It's so, you know, LIFE.

I hope I can blog to the day I become old.

Then my son will know about my life.

It's like digging through a thick book of encyclopedia LOL.

Maybe at this point of time you are reading this SON? DAUGHTER?

I'm already an old person but I want to tell you the most important thing in life is, to enjoy it!

Things are unpredictable, and life has its ups and downs.

Without its down you won't understand what is ups!

So maybe you are feeling sad now!

Yeah!

Okay enough with this crap.

Now our life is just STUDY AND STUDY.

Singapore sucks.

Yup.

OKAY!

So let's see, today started off feeling damn tired.

It was social studies in the morning.

Got back my SEQ and felt super demoralised.

8/25 LOL.

Okay next time I know how to answer already.

Because I LISTENED in class.

Then after SS it was English!

English lesson was damn funny.

Because I get to know a secret from Xin Horng then I keep disturbing him.

Okay shan't say about it.

It's our secret!

Then Xin Horng and I keep disturbing Clement because there was a picture of a girl in his phone.

It was the wall paper.

Then we keep asking who's that then he keep trying to change topic.

He like suddenly asked "Eh that day what time you all play until? (Monday)"

LOL damn funny.

Okay so after English it was Chemistry TEST.

The test was quite okay.

As Ryan said during our dinner, it's quite challenging.

But fun ah!

So it was recess but we didn't went for recess because we had photoshoot!

I tell you the photos are going to be good.

But not mine obviously.

Jeremy looked the coolest in the jump shot.

Jump shot as in from the goal post jump down.

Haha.

Okay so started with us not cooperating then in the end Mr Tang had to lecture us.

It's been a long time since I hear Mr Tang this kind of tone.

Suddenly remember how inspiring he was then.

During Yes We Can.

Suddenly remember the time the guys sat down with Mr Tang and we just discussed what are we supposed to do since the time is so short now.

Sitting down outside 405 with the stacked cans behind, hearing to Mr Tang talk while everyone is so demoralised by the project.

So cool.

Okay back to topic.

So we Jeremy, Vincent and I climbed up the goal post and sat there.

I tell you it was quite scary at the top.

Because it was quite difficult to put one leg over to the other side.

Then Vincent's butt cramp LOL then his face spasm.

Damn funny.

I'm the most relax one.

But my jump shot the worst I think.

Okay so after photoshoot, we all went back to class.

It was already 11.43 and recess is supposed to end at 11.30.

So went back to class and Mr Lee was already inside.

So it was Maths lesson and then quite tiring.

But I kept drawing people.

I drew Elaine then I drew Mr Lee.

LOL Elaine looked like some bull dog then I crossed it.

Mr Lee looked more alike though.

Then it was mother tongue lesson afterwards.

Damn boring.

No one talked to me ):

Never mind.

At least I have a maths question that filled my brain.

Anyway so after chinese lesson, went back class and then still thinking of that question.

Asked my class people about it.

Discussed with York Hao and yes we got it.

for any value f(0) = f(x) / x
Okay this some cool discovery though.

So it was Biology lesson.

Today Mrs Seetoh didn't come.

So Mr Miao came in.

He wrote some questions on the board sit sit awhile and then left.

So stayed in class for awhile and then went to eat lunch.

Went to canteen with Vincent, bought noodles and went to sit beside Branzann and Ivan.

So stayed there and started to study Geography after having my lunch.

So study study study, couldn't concentrate then it was around 4.15 where I left for Geography remedial.

Was feeling quite down at first.

But after the burping session during Geography remedial brightened me up.

LOL I tell you zhi yang super funny.

He burped damn loud the whole class could hear and then Mdm Tian looked at both of us.

As if there's something wrong with burping.

Then she wanted to scold zhi yang but she couldn't find any reasons to.

Then in the end she just said, you want burp you go toilet burp.

LOL damn funny.

Okay so after geography remedial, went back to canteen and study study study.

Sat with Vincent and Ivan and Branzann.

Then later Branzann left.

Still continued studying.

Study study study.

Then study until 7+ or something then finally finished.

So after finish studying, went to eat with everyone!

There was Ryan, Zhi Yang, Chong Yu, Vincent, Kelvin, Zong Han and I!

It was a good dinner.

Because so many people gathered around the small round table.

Talking about life and people.

So enjoyable.

And then we were talking about the smiley face of Zhi Yang LOL.

Okay I'm damn bad at guessing things.

Whatever.

So after eating, went to pay and Auntie give me discount because she claimed that I am her god-son lol.

Then went to buy bubbletea and then walked home with Chong Yu and Kelvin.

Parted with Kelvin at Hougang Point there and then Chong Yu and I started the whole talking session.

Really good talking session.

Sometimes, I feel that Chong Yu and I have similar minds haha.

Okay so thanks for the day FIZZY CHIA!

Even though it's a short talk.

But, thanks a lot.

OKAY BYE FRIENDS

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Oh it was sad!

Oh it was sad!

Oh it was sad when the big ship went down!

I am studying Chemistry now!

11:11

A bad day.

Today is a bad day.

I couldn't explain how I felt.

I don't know why too.

Or maybe I do.

I really hated every single thing today.

I woke up in the morning at around 10+

Talking to Chong Yu on msn.

He showed me the YOG video at his house there.

Super lousy the minister, like damn tired like that.

Run like some fag.

Still hi five when pass the torch.

Something I found stupid was the world cup song by K'naan on the bus?

YOG? World Cup?

Used the computer until like 1+ or 2 then went to have my lunch which was fishball noodle.

From 10+ to 1+ was already feeling damn bored and tired.

But I told myself I had to study today.

But the other side of me keep telling me not to study.

It was all okay I told myself.

Maybe I'm just tired.

And so after lunch decided to go and cut hair.

On the car I had a little quarrel with my dad.

I hated the way my father don't believe me.

He was speaking nicely to me and I was shouting back.

He don't believe that I'm spending my time in school studying.

But I was in the wrong too for shouting at him.

I'm sorry.

But I hope you do believe that I know what to do.

Maybe I'm not a grown up yet in your eyes.

Or maybe I'll never be.

Because you are my father.

A father always cares and concern for his son, treating him as if he's a small boy right?

Luckily things are better for the two of us now.

So reached Serangoon there and got my hair cut.

My hair sucks now I think.

Ah whatever.

Don't even have the mood to comment now.

There was this Auntie in the shop, she was saying got what robbery nearby in the morning.

Say what the robber use curry powder and spray on the guy's face and then took the envelope of money away.

How clever.

Okay then after the hair cut, went home and wanted to study.

But my phone was super silent today.

And I'm super tired, just feel like sleeping.

I kept on doing Geography, then my mind went wild.

Then I tired, I slept.

Then suddenly jolted awake, then studied again, still silent phone then study halfway went back sleep again.

The whole process lasted from 4+ to around 7+

And I really had no mood to study already.

But I told myself I have to finish this chapter by today.

So went to have dinner first and then went back to my room.

So I just FORCED myself to study.

It was useless, I died at 9pm.

I really hated today.

I don't know why.

I seriously don't know why.

I am tired.

Of not knowing why.

Whatever.

Bad day.

Today seemed like a dream to me.

I find it so hard to blog because I couldn't really remember anything.

Well it's just me.

Shall go and STUDY again?

But this time study for tomorrow's test.

Geography really sucks.

How I regretted not choosing E.geog and SS then.

Haizxszxszxsz.

Balls.

Bye