Yet

There's this underlying chaos in all that quietness.
And the consciousness transits between them.
So constantly that you don't feel belonged anywhere.
Just floating around all these and staring at it from another observer's point of view.
Yet still feeling that subtle connection of both peace and chaos, at the same time.
Sometimes I think, why can't I just choose one .
Yet at times I think, I'm kind of special in this way.