Finals over

Felt like I have so many things to write yet I don't really know what to write about.
Finals are over.
At least it's one thing off the mind.
Trying to quit smoking this summer.
Hopefully it'll be the last time I try to quit smoking.
(Though I highly doubt so)
But let's see how long I'm able to last.
Smoking has changed my perspective many times.
Every time I smoke it creates a new perspective in everything I do and feel.
Maybe that's the hardest reason to give up because quitting comes with the quitting of certain personality that I won't know whether I'll give up on.
Feels like there's so many things to do this summer.
BA , work , climb , get driving license , ICT, clear RT.
It's not that better than studying anyway given the amount of things that I've neglected on.
So many things to catch up on.
So many friendships to rebuild on.
Yet all I know is that I do have time to myself and that's the important thing I guess.
Guess I'm going for BA meeting now.
Shall plan out the things I need to do for this summer.
Especially RT.
Pain in the ass.
And in the midst of all the busi-ness really hope I can save some money to go for a short getaway with anyone anywhere.
And to save money to get my license.
And to save money for team trip at the end of the year.
And to save money for a new lens.
Wew.
Never felt money playing such importance in my life.
But anyway quitting smoking will get me quite some saving.
Guess that's one of the motivation to quit.
Idk how my thoughts will be though.
It's really like giving up a part of me.
Losing this side of me that will be lost forever if I quit.
Guess it's quite a big change this summer.
Well, we'll see then.