There's a clear difference between understanding empathy and blind empathy.
Yet, I guess I still crave for people to understand what I'm going through on a day to day basis.
Sometimes it feels like nobody will ever understand.
And it feels like I have to deal with my own head everyday.
It's exhausting.
Just me myself fighting myself.
Can you imagine fighting so hard that you have no more energy left to give anyone.
Even to people who you love.
And people who love you.
I'm so tired.
I don't even know what's going on.
I hate it.
I hate what's going through my mind right now even if I know it's temporary.
Fuck this house.
It's too damn noisy.
Can't even blog.
ZZZzzzzzzzz
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