Panicking in front of people.
Fuck this shit man.
I hate how he made me sound so stupid.
I guess I didn't really understand the experiment too.
Whatever la fuck this shit.
Fuck education.
Don't even know why I'm studying for.
Fuck this society.
I can't believe I feel like the most stupid person on earth just now.
Felt exactly how I felt when I was in Thai class that time.
I feel so fucking judged.
I can't do this shit la.
Now I have to study for my paper in this mood.
Just fuck it all right?
But no.
I should do what everyone does right?
"Are you from physics major?"
"Did you do the experiment with your partner or did you all do it separately"
"You don't seem to quite understand the basic of physics."
*force a smile*
"Do you understand the experiment at all?"
*thinks about how I'm acting up, acts up even more*
*Fighting thoughts in my head before I break down in front of a stranger*
"Do you wanna do this another time?"
*Just stfu lemme breathe. I can't breathe.*
*Okay breathes, wtf did he just asked me?*
*Gone. Blank af*
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