OCS (CLM)

These 3 weeks have been so packed and busy that I couldn't have time to stop and think about anything.
There's really nothing much to say about life in OCS.
Because it's really just shag.
So far things are going fine.
Starting to get to know my section and platoon more.
My buddy changed from Derrick to Guo Wei.
Still unfamiliar with the people around me.
But I got a good feeling that all of us will be very close together after service term.
Or I HOPE that would be the case.
If not we will definitely die together in our overseas training.
What I think is if all of us really rely on each other for help, and all of us really help each other, I think we can definitely pull through this 3 months if not 9 months together.
It's really not easy to be part of this school.
Where everyone is so up there and everyone has their own opinions.
So how to know who's the up there of the up there?
The only way is to make the training tougher.
So imagine, during BMT, all the Officer Cadets stepped out when they are tired to help others.
But now imagine in OCS, all the people around you all Officer Cadets.
And the only way to differentiate how up there you are, is to make everything damn shag.
And I can tell you, my leadership challenge was so damn shag.
Then the instructors could only say that this is nothing compared to other events next time.
Thinking of that it really mind fucks me.
Like how am I going to survive this 9 months throughout.
Let's see what this service term brings me first.
For now, it's a holiday.
Shall use this time wisely.
Get some rest, get some fun and more importantly get some love from the people around me.
See you guys.