It's a Saturday

And I ain't feeling that good.
Don't know what's bothering me.
Or it's probably I'm just very tired from the one and a half hour sleep at zong han's house.
It was a long day out yesterday.
Went to eat dinner with Vincent and Wai Heng at Hot Tomato at Nex and then Kenny came.
After eating went to buy movie tickets.
Wanted to watch 2 movies.
Girl in pinafore and conjuring.
But end up girl in pinafore sold out at 9.20 one so we just bought the counjuring at 11.40.
We were damn scared for conjuring.
And we were sitting second row.
I kept thinking, omg I'm definitely going to die in the theater.
But end up, the movie wasn't as scary as I thought it would be.
This doesn't mean it's not scary, it's still scary.
Go and catch it to find out hahaha.
So after that headed to zong han's house to "MAHJONG".
Supposedly.
Then in the end we just end up watching some dota comp.
And stalking some girls.
Yes.
We did that.
DK vs Alliance.
And then everyone just fell asleep cause the match was too boring.
I was the last to sleep.
The match ended at 5am and I went to sleep.
Then freaking hell, zh got some alarm that rang at 6.30am.
So I woke up and went toilet.
Then felt so hungry so decided to wake up and go eat breakfast.
Went to eat macs and then after that headed home.
Freaking tired but then everyone wanted to dota.
So we dota dota dota until now.
Which is 1.34pm.
Some arguments in the last game.
Lol.
It always sucks when your friend scolds your another friend.
And you're the centre man.
And being like "fuck this shit".
Hahaha.
Well who cares.
Ain't gonna affect anything.
Anyway, the booking in feeling is eating me up.
And it's only saturday.
I don't know why.
Maybe OCS is really not for me.
It's really not that easy.
I must say it's tough.
And I really want to bond with my buddy, section mates and platoon mates fast.
I really need them to motivate me throughout the 9months.
Definitely not going to pull through this myself.
Need alot support.
And right now there's like less things to motivate me for my book out.
Nah not climbing.
Lost the psyched to climb hard and train hard.
Going to the army makes me feel less involved with the world around.
That also means making me feel like I'm stuck in my own bubble of thoughts.
Which I can't relate to anyone outside the world.
It's sick to go to army.
It's like living another life.
I don't like two different personality of me.
It's not real.
Ahhh.
All this bullshit reflection always hits me when I'm very tired.
If not I won't think at all.
Guess it's good and bad.
But I need to pick myself up for this journey.
A long journey indeed.