Finally,

I'm motivated to blog about non-army related stuffs.
Just caught the movie "The girl in pinafore" with Kenny and Vincent.
It was definitely a great movie.
Makes me think about the people around me.
And definitely school days back in xinmin and mjc.
Comparing schooling with army, I've realised a lot of different.
You have 24/7 to continuous do what you want.
For example, you can spend everyday studying, spend everyday playing or just spend everyday catching up with your friends.
And you know this cycle won't stop.
It's a routine.
A daily routine.
Imagine trying to chase after a girl that you like.
And BAM, 5 days back in camp.
Then 2 days out.
AND BAM, you're fucking back in camp again.
Chase what girl?

I don't know whether it's just me or what.
But I feel that every time I book out, I feel that I finally connected back to world.
It's like Wi-fi.
Maybe it's just me, but I'm constantly scared that my friends would forget about me.
I just feel so secluded from this outside world.
I guessed I failed to not talk about army again.
Hahahaha.
I guess I just miss the feeling of being loved.
Not saying I'm not being loved.
Just that I'm only being loved on weekends.
2/7 days.
And you people out there need to learn to cherish civilian life.
It's freaking good.
Don't know why am I saying all these when I'm already a 3 month soldier.
Probably because I just watched the girl in pinafore and all the sudden emotions come back.
Watching the show made me feel like a civilian again.
Ah fuck this.
So tired to blog.
Blah.
Shall go dota.
But seriously, I miss civilian life.