The world just feels different now

I'm probably the one that caused it.
Because I'm the one that feels that all my friends felt different.
In army, you really have no time to sit down and think.
Either you're packing your things, or you're so tired that sitting down makes you just feel like sleeping.
There's just no legit time for you to reflect upon life.
Reflect upon the past present and future.
No time at all.
You're just rushing and rushing.
Getting instructions and get fucked all over.

I know the punishments in 5th coy is less than other coy. (I SUPPOSED, cause other coys done more push ups than us)
I know army just wants to shag us out mentally and physically.
But I'll definitely not let it happen to me.
MUST. USE. MY. BRAINS.
Don't let shagness over take me.

On a side note, I'm physically tired.
And damn lazy to even go and climb.

However, I'm glad to say that I'm getting used to the routines.
Of booking in and out, staying in camp, then civi life.

IFC next week.
Definitely gonna tire me out.
The only thing that I can rely on is myself.
My own brains.
My brain will save my ass.
Definitely.

And bam, I have to write an essay on "My defining moment"
I guess all the previous ns batch everyone have to write this essay too.
500 words.
Emo.

Blah.
Gonna dota with marcus foo.
Hahaha.
Bye.