Pussy field camp

Yes.
We've made history as Singapore's most pussy field camp INDOORS.
Only day 1 was outfield.
The haze was so bad that we had to cancel field camp.
Not really cancel, we still eat ration packs and stuff.
BUT IN THE BUNK.
Can bathe and shit.
I feel damn pussy man.
The first two days of field camp felt shitty.
Felt like a loser.
Third day when they gave us the letter (which was supposed to be given during shell scrape digging), I was like, I DONT DESERVE MY PARENT'S LETTER.
I was like, aiya, also never been through any shit, won't cry one.
But in the end, I read it and I cried.
Really.
Felt really bad as a son.
Like I haven't been a good son all this while.
Then I will think of all the bad things I did.
Like shouting at them, making them worry for me.
Why do they deserve all this bull shit from me?
Really think a lot.
And the thoughts were just so heavy, and I cried in front of my platoon mates, in front of my sir and sergeants.
Other than that emotional and thought provoking period, the rest of my confinement week were pretty much boring.
Hahahaha.
Shall go and dota!
This book out so damn precious~