Finally got some time to sit down

It's been a really hectic week.

First off, I've just became the platoon IC on Wednesday.

It was stress at first because of all the responsibility of counting strength and leading marches so on and so forth.

The first night I keep rehearsing first parade and all the commands in my head so I won't screw up the day after.

Then I couldn't really sleep well haha.

Then thursday I woke up earlier so I could prepare myself earlier for the day.

So that diminished my sleep further more.

But it was okay la so far.

Things are going quite smoothly.

But the commanders were disappointed with us yesterday.

When my sergeant just walk away from the platoon, I realised I was the only one to lead this platoon now.

So I looked at them and think, "What do I do now?"

And to be honest, I have no fucking idea what to do when my sergeant just walk away like that.

Cause normally I would take instructions from the sergeants and then pass it down to the platoon.

Like the medium between sergeants and the platoon.

But now there aren't any instructions to be passed down.

I was really didn't know what to do.

But in the end, I kinda like squeezed everyone and talk to them about how I feel about our marching and stuffs.

And that we should give them better standards since their standards are so high.

It felt kinda good to actually take charge of something.

Stress is definite, but the experience was great.

Army life aside, was really crazy last night.

Went to XH's BBQ at pasir ris park.

Drank alcohol in gulps.

Was really damn high.

Everyone was drunk.

I was drunk to the extent that I couldn't even walk properly.

Nicole, Valerie, Wei Lun, Wilfred, Leon and Shaon.

All of us were drunk.

We got damn high.

I swear no one was sober.

Or rather no one wanted to be sober.

Drank my heart out yesterday and felt more relieved after releasing myself last night.

I know it isn't a good way to vent myself but well, it kinda worked.

Really crazy night hahaha.

Leon and Shaon vomitted all over.

Shaon knocked out cold on his own vomit.

Damn sick.

Went home at 5+ am.

Hahahaha.

Shall go celebrate Chelsea's birthday.

BYE GUYS.

See you 2 weeks later.

Time for field camp. 

Where ah boys become man.