No study plans, no holiday plans.
Feel like doing then do.
Don't feel like doing then don't do.
But sometimes, if we want to succeed in life, this won't work.
Sometimes we have to do things even though we don't feel like doing.
And sometimes, we have to sacrifice the things that we feel like doing.
If the world is too perfect for you, you won't learn anything.
Whenever I'm alone, I feel really alone.
As if no one cares about me.
But every time when I looked back, I feel foolish for being so lonely.
I would then think that I've wasted my time thinking about my loneliness.
Procrastination because of mood.
If this kind of procrastination carries on, nothing will be done.
I don't feel any sense of motivation to study hard.
Nothing spurs me on.
In 2010, I always look forward to doing something.
Even though it might be a small outing, or just a msn talk, I would feel for it.
As if it's a form of importance for me.
But in my JC life, nothing really interests me.
Lectures, tutorials.
It's just plain boring.
Going to school is like just to kill time.
I really find no point in education now.
But what can I do?
In a world that talks about money, and in a world that talks about degree and diploma, you can't just give up education.
No education = no money.
No money = no travelling.
At least, that's a reason that spur me on to study.
I really want to travel when I grow up.
Go around the world and see the Sahara desert, the amazon rainforest, the egyptian pyramid, the eiffel tower, the different cities and towns, and the different people.
That's what I want to do when I grow up.
And the only reason that pushes me to strive for this dream is that we only have one life.
Either you spent it well, or you waste it.
So why not explore and travel around the vast world that we are living in.
Oh well, how contradicting.
Either I spent it well, or I waste it.
And now I'm complaining how sucky every day is.
Maybe I'm just tired.
I need to sleep.
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