JC

JC life is one of the most sickening period in life.

There's just no ups or downs.

Either you survive the two years lifeless or you survive it with forceful happiness.

It's like a cycle.

And the cycle is kind of balanced with socialising, work and fun.

Don't let these three words make you think that it's okay.

Socialising-

It's the period of time where you are kind of cautious about the friend you make. This is unlike in Secondary 1 where everyone is just your friend. There's just no barrier because everyone is just behaving truthfully. And because we are all cautious about the friends we make, sometimes we really forget the true meaning of friendship. It's not about being well-liked by your peers, but instead, being yourself in front of your peers. I guess that's the most important thing for me.

Work-

PI PI PI. That's the only thing we know how to complain. Of course we complain about the workload that's given to us. It's never ending. It just keeps piling up and up until you have hardly any time to have fun. The work just sucks. You have two options - Do or die. And because we are too busy with work, we try to find fun in our life. That brings me to the next word.

Fun-

Fun is just the enjoyable part of JC life. Fun comes from your CCA, your class and anywhere that is not associated with work. But when do we really stop thinking about our work. During our CCA, during class outings? Come to think of it, do we even have a time where we totally forget about our work and enjoy the true meaning of fun? And what's worst is that some of us lacked the fun in life and we try to force it out. Forced happiness, forced jokes, forced laughters. And we ask ourselves, when are we real?

The cycle never stops. Everything becomes so fake. The fun becomes fake, the happiness becomes fake, the socialising aspect becomes fake. But what remains real is the amount of workload. We do not have time to even get out from the freaking cycle. The fake life we are living. Ask yourself, when are you being truthful to yourself. When are you trying to be part of a group by behaving like the group. It's just ain't real. The only way out of the cycle, is to find a really good friend who has the same problem as you. To spend time talking to each other. Share your problems, don't be scared. Talk cock, have fun. And what you will feel is warmth, the feeling of acceptance and appreciation, which is out of the cycle. Freedom.

Thanks Jun Wen for the 1 hour + talk.

:D

Meet up soon.