I just want to know

what the fuck is going on.

It really sucked to see something like this.
Sometimes I really feel like just putting an end to all these happenings.
Unpredictable life here and then.
Happiness that comes and fades.
Sadness that keeps on haunting.
I just want to know what's going on.
But how do I even put it through to you when you've already made things so clear.
Is it worth going on like this?
I'm afraid to take shocks.
Would someone explain to me?
Well of course I'm an introvert, so I lose out?
Because I can't carry myself out properly in front of you?
So many things I want to say.
But it falls back to this single word "Courage"
So what's going to happen now?
I have no idea.

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