Weird

It just feels weird.
It always end up being a frown.
And soon the heart gets heavy.
And what's left is just emptiness.
It's like I'm living in a dream for the past two weeks.
Things ain't real.
Laughters ain't real.
I really don't know what to do man.
I feel like an idiot.
Wasting my time away at home.
Today's as usual.
Woke up, dota, lunch, audition with kenny and ivan, dota until 6.
Then went chomp chomp to eat with family.
Too bad loon not with us.
But he's coming back soon!
So ate kang kong, stingray, chicken wing, rojak, sugar cane.
Then after that jitao went home.
Then played the guitar for a while, talked to peter on msn.
Peter's back from New Zealand!
*scream & whistles*
Yeah so talked to him for a moment.
Then awhile later, biked down to kovan with kiat and then played with jason, ben and alvin.
Played 3 rounds of dota.
Lose, win, lose.
Second round was the best.
Because we from lose become win.
Then got divine.
Damn funny.
Then after the last round played cs with expert bot.
LOL.
Cannot kill one.
So after that, stand around while they smoked and then later kiat biked me home.
So yup here I am.

It's not sad.
But the frown's getting nowhere.