Frowns

Think.

Think.

Think.

Thinking helps in self-improvement.

But that depends on the content that you are thinking.

I think my brain is hay-wired these few days.

Seriously.

I've been dreaming of the same person for the past few days and the dreams were so real.

To an extent that I always wake up feeling so lost.

It's just weird.

I don't know why myself.

Split personality?

I just want to feel happy.

Just real happiness.

It's been like 5 or 6 days since my heart smiled.

I really wish that I would wake up and feel that I'm normal again.

It sucks to feel moody whole day long.

It's like being stuck in your own world.

Things aren't going my way already and I'm always trying to make it worse.

Come on.

Just take a break.

I guess I need to be alone for awhile.

But I'm afraid, that will lead me down deeper.

Into a world of self-denial.

Let's get off the roller coaster can we?

Rather lazy to blog today.

So will just skim through.

Woke up and then do the usual things I will do in the morning.

Went to POSB with mum again.

Then after that went to eat western food at the kpt.

After that took 119 towards Seng Kang.

Damn.

I thought I alighted at the right stop.

But oh well, still able to find Chong Yu's house.

So we played guitar, piano, sing song, play dota, boxhead.

Quite fun.

At least I think I laughed truthfully at his house.

It's just too funny already boxhead.

LOL.

Oh then later had dinner and then went into his room.

YA!

I know already.

Maybe it's his room.

That started all these bull shit that I wrote on top.

His room is just so dark and silent.

With occasional shoutings in the neighbourhood.

The perfect place to think.

So I lied down there.

Thinking whether I am thinking too much or something big is going to happen.

Blah.

I don't want to go back to those days.

So after that bid farewell to everyone and then left to Vincent's house.

Took 88 and alighted at Monfort there.

Wah, on the bus, think even more.

Tsk.

Then reached Vincent's house.

Starting no mood play anything.

Then when I was lying on the couch, Kenny came and sat on me.

LOL.

That brightened me up somehow.

So we played mahjong.

Then later watch Ivan play dota.

XMS vs MSHS.

Then later Kenny left first.

Followed by Ivan after he finished his dota.

So bejeweled, finger frenzy, BOXHEAD again and then went back home.

So that's all actually.

Let's hope I'm just tired.

Or I'm just stressed from work.

And I hope whatever I'm thinking today is just me thinking too much.

Cross my fingers and toes and any where of my body that can be crossed and I hope that things will be better.

:D

Let's say the elevator won't always be at the 87th floor.

Good night dicks.