Friday, December 31, 2010

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Seriously.
What's with the world.
And the people.
There's just so many different kinds of people.
Childish people, arrogant people, fake people, nice people, friendly people.
The worst thing is that some are combinations of all these.
Who's nice and who's not.
Who's fake and who's not.
Sigh.
What a fucked up world.
If everyone can be nice and real.
How nice would life be.
I'm not saying I'm nice and real.
Sometimes I'm arrogant and fake too.
But at least I always try to make it right.
I'm tired of everything.
Every single fucked up thing in life.
I don't feel like myself sometimes.
Why does everyone lives with a mask.
Are they that hideous inside?
I don't know who to be nice to and who not to be nice too anymore.
Everyone seems fake to me.
But that somehow means that all the problem lies with me.
And so I think, what's wrong with me.
I'm fake.

Sometimes, I really hate myself.
For being biased against my friends.
I treat some people as if we had been through thick and thin while I treat some other like shit.
I'm really tired of this.
I just want to be real again.
Not living behind a mask.
I want to show my hideous face.
If I'm bad, then I shall just be bad.
If I'm angry, then I shall just show it.
Do we all have to cover it?
Just rant.
It's good for health.

Shall just run through today's day.
What?
Okay it's a good day.
Jubeat and Bouldering.
Bathe, went to amk.
Met with Clement.
Jubeat, basketball, bishibashi.
Damn.
I'm spending too much on the arcade.
I'm 16 already and it's like I'm getting back my 13/14 yo days that I've lost due to schoolwork.
LOL.
So while I was playing my last round of jubeat, peter, qiao yi, yu hui came beside us and omg damn pai seh.
But then Qiao Yi told me she knows how to play too so oh well.
Then after awhile, left and then took MRT to Yishun with peter and Clement.
So we went to Yishun MRT and then later walked to Interchange and then took 812 to Yishun Safra Country Club.
So the three of us registered at the receptionist changed and then went into the bouldering gym.
So bouldering was damn fun.
Damn tiring.
Then got pros inside also.
Then we did stupid things like rolling down the slope blah blah, back flip, front flip, diving,
Then our shoes damn smelly.
Aiya.
Damn tired to blog already.
So after bouldering went to eat at chomp chomp.
Saw Branzann and his primary school friends which is Clement's secondary school friend.
So it was like.
Branzann: Eh weepin.
Shawn (one of the guys) :Eh clement.
Then we shocked.
Damn coincidence.
So ate like damn a lot of food there.
1. Lala
2. Kang kong
3. Hot plate tofu
4. Rice
5. Sugar cane juice
6. Cockles
7. Stingray
8. Chicken Wing
9. Fried Oyster.

Yup.
Damn alot.
Damn full.
Okay so after that left and then went home.
YAWNNN.
Damn tired.
Forget about the post in front.
I guess I'm too tired already.
I spout nonsense when I'm tired.

P.S That isn't a very nice bus to take

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