Hate

is a feeling within all of us.
It can come off any time, any moment.
Once the limit is reached.
Different people have different limits, we must all understand that.
Those who have a higher limit, give in to those with a lower limit.
Has anyone put their shoes into the others when a quarrel or fight occur?
Hardly.
It's a game.
Called dota.
It can be enjoyable only if you can afford to lose happily.
It is a GAME.
I don't know how many times I must repeat myself, a game is just for you to enjoy.
Why bother quarreling with people and then get yourself feeling so bad in the end?
Learn to control.
Controlling solves everything.
Don't always speak out what you want to say as it may hurt the other party.
Don't vent your frustration on people when you are in a bad mood.
It's not worth it as it's a lose lose situation.
Do you realise that when we quarrel, we want to WIN.
But look, don't you find yourself always feeling so down even if you win the quarrel?
I'm not targeting anyone here.
If you think you are then you are.
Anger management is very important too.
Think of rainbows and unicorns when you are feeling very angry.
LOL.
Okay back to topic.
Be it real life or online, whatever you say may hurt someone.
Always think before you act.
All these simple logics will always disappear when the limit is reached.
And that's when the word control come back again.

And to the both of you.
Put yourself in my shoes.
Imagine two of your friends quarreling with each other.
Can you imagine?
So you two quarrel, so who should I support?
Of course I don't support anyone.
Maybe you guys are thinking right now "But it's fucking not my fault right."
Come on, if it's not your fault, then so be it!
You know the situation best.
If you think you are right then you are right.
Don't bother proving you are right because this means that you are actually fighting to gain the "right".
And how do you prove it?
You scold vulgarities.
And quarrel.
And what you said somehow made me feel disturbed.
"ya la he's your friend mah" or something like that.
I always try very hard to treat my friends equally.
Maybe I have occasional fails here and there.
Do you think being very friendly and well-liked by friends is good?
Not really.
Sometimes I have too much friends such that no one is actually linked to me.
And in the end I feel lonely at times too.
It's not only you who feel this way.
I only have a few true friends.
Think it through people.
Dota ain't worth friendship.
Screw icefrog.
:)

TODAY HAS BEEN A TIRING DAY.
What a quick transition.
Okay let's hurry and blog.
Cause my eyes are getting as heavy as 321321321321321321321321 elephants.
So woke up at 9am.
And was feeling damn tired.
As usual, felt like just lying on the bed and never sit up.
Waking up at 9am is already a tortue.
I can't imagine waking up at 6+ again.
I think I will die.
I wonder how I did it during O levels period.
LOL.
OMG suddenly think of the period studying SS, GEOG, HIST etc etc.
Damn tiring.
Suddenly FEEL the holiday again.
WOOO IT'S AFTER Os.
Awesome.
Okay so I woke up, bathed, ate two pieces of garlic bread and then used the computer awhile and OFF I GO to ss court.
So when I reached the bus stop, 159 flew away.
And then I waited for the next bus while listening to "By chance".
The song I'm learning right now!
Then after waiting 10 minutes or so, another 159 came and then took all the way to opposite Hougang Point.
So walked to the street soccer court and everyone was there already.
Yup, I'm always late.
For anything.
HAHA.
So went and joined the team with 4 people.
So there were Daryl, Isaac, Ivan Chong, Kelvin, Yong Sheng, Isaac's friend AKA random guy, Wing, Jun Wen, Ryan Ee and ME.
Then later Branzann came back after buying drinks.
Yeah so played soccer from 10+ to 1+ pm.
I think I performed quite well!
Oh so there is this drink which is quite nice.
H2O Black currant flavour.
The colour itself makes it very tempting already.
Oh and I realised something.
I bet everyone agrees with me.
Imagine this scene.
You are thirsty and you are going to the provision shop to buy drinks.
And on the way you saw someone like Daryl, Isaac or Branzann coming back with their drinks.
You looked at each other and then you think, "Okay what am I going to say? Should I just shut up and walk past? Okay I already passed him"
LOL.
Okay la maybe not for everyone, at least for me.
I feel awkward some how.
SO played until like 1+ and then we went to eat.
Only me and Zong Han decided to eat at BKT shop
Yup the bak kut teh was awesome.
Then later after eating, Zong Han and I went back KPT to find Jun Wen.
Yeah so the three of us left and went to Zong Han's house.
Wah damn long never hang out with them already.
But I seriously miss those HTHT session.
It's like POOF GONE.
Okay so we played mahjong from 2+ to 5+
We played 1 round of wind.
That means dong(east) nan(south) xi(west) bei(north).
But then only 3 people playing.
It was quite fun but gets tiring at the end.
Mahjong always like that.
So the best I did was lian zhuang(continued banker) for 5 rounds.
^^
YEAH OKAY IM DAMN TIRED NOW.
Okay so after playing mahjong, the three of us left.
Was deciding whether to go nexx to find Kelvin and Wei Sheng.
But in the end decided to go home.
So Jun Wen went towards the MRT while Zong Han and I walked towards Serangoon bus interchange.
And then I waited for 101 and sat 101 back home.
Reached home at around 7.
Ate awesome dinner.
Got the yu piao + bak kut soup again.
Damn nice.
OMGGGGG.
I can't blog about food.
It just makes me feel hungry.
OKAY SO AFTER THAT DOTA DOTA DOTA.
YA SCREW DOTA.
Then yup, here I am.

I LOVE GUITAR.