Things I hope I take away from this experience

 Actually maybe not things.

I might be a little tipsy right now but I'm quite clear that what I want to take away from this C+ experience is

I really want to learn to take things slow.

Not just physically but mentally.

The world feels so different when I got COVID-19.

Especially how everything slows down.

Thoughts slow down.

And how much I realised I've been thinking too fast.

Every single thing.

When I smoke in my room and looked outside my window, I felt like the world outside is moving so slowly.

And it just slow my thought process down too.

Two of my good friends are going to leave Singapore for a good 1 / 2 / 3 years.

I just feel so much right now.

I think especially CK because I spend a lot of time with him.

When I feel alone and I have nothing to do, just crashing his house feels really good.

Or the weekly Friday Mahjong sessions at my house.

These 2 friends leaving made me feel like a part of me broke.

Maybe not so exaggerated but I really felt the difference when I think about times I have no one to turn to.

I know both are just a text away but y'know, knowing that they are in a foreign place makes me feel that they are too far away too.

I hope the two of them can achieve what they want to achieve from this trip.

And I will see the two of you very soon.

Take care.

Wherever you are.

You'll be missed :)