And maybe I'm just overwhelmed by darkness today.
That sense of loneliness and that feeling that everyone is doing better.
At whatever they're doing.
That butterfly in the stomach with the low self-esteem just like how it's been since young.
I'm tired today.
And I know it isn't true but I just can't help feeling that everyone is better off without me in their life.
And that pushing people away is just going to make the reality of things worse.
And it's a death circle.
It's so strong.
Running out of cash for alcohol.
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