Mental Check

Feel like it's always a mental check for me when I write here.

Feeling extremely tired and burn out.

LOL every fucking post I write the same thing.

And I'm not doing anything to solve it.

I feel like I'm stuck in this process...

Oh well, 20 backlog to go.

Hopefully getting Jon Chew to edit will slowly allow me to breathe.

Really praying hard for my mental health.

Every morning has been quite a struggle.

It's so tiring to wake up tired, sleep tired, work tired.

Wow, there's so many tired in the previous sentence.

Hmm, shot at ORTO and 555 Villa Thai yesterday.

Had some post wrap drinks with the production team and the host Sin Nee.

I swear that yesterday's night wrap made me feel like the work I'm doing is something that can sustain me forever.

Not in the monetary sense but instead, the company, and the feeling of sense of belonging.

When all roles are broken down and we became humans.

It was a nice feeling.

Even Sin Nee was human.

I was talking to her about the borders.

(Because in my mind I was thinking about Chin Yue and about how when the borders open, will definitely chiong there)

She's alone in Singapore, with her family in Australia and Malaysia.

Can't imagine how she alone she must be feeling.

And just the general vibes of the whole team.

Very happy to be working with them, let's just hope my work improves over the years.

All these hardworking creatives, just trying to maintain a spot in this world.

Allez to myself too.