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 And a white rectangle appears in front of me.

So tough to wake up this morning.

Work has became more manageable.

But I'm starting to stress up for Friday's shoot because I have no idea how do I track and provide teleprompter at the same time.

Think the most plausible way would be to use the ipad teleprompter and mount it on my flycam.

But not sure how it's going to play out.

And the shoot is in 4 days and I haven't confirm a lot of things..

This non-stop stress since the start of the year has been really really unhealthy.

I know I've said this a million time but it just irks me that I can't get this stress out of my head.

I constantly remind myself that work is never ending, and I should take a "mind break" but I just couldn't do it.

I said "mind break" because I think I do take breaks from working; going out to spend time with friends, spend time with family but the mind never ever take a break.

Will keep thinking about the things I haven't done when I'm out.

I feel like I'm trapped in a very toxic thought process.

I just keep feeling stress.

And yes, I hate it.

It's making me feel like I am not happy with what I'm doing anymore.

So tired.

So unmotivated.

So fking depressed.

And I guess everyone thinks I am alright.