Who's reading?

 Just wondering who are these handful of readers still here.

I don't know but as I was walking home just now, I was thinking about how I should write everyday again.

As a habit.

Read my previous post.

About being self-aware and DP.

I think this writing down my thoughts definitely help with self-awareness.

It's as if when I forget about what happen just yesterday, I can read and remember how I felt and what I was thinking at that point in time.

This blog has been around since I was Sec 3.

That makes it 12 years old.

One of the things that have been constant throughout this 12 years.

If I put myself in my 15 year old self, I would be pretty amazed that I am still blogging.

Kinda like a "lol, this dude still writing."

But yeahhh, just wanted to write it out here that I am satisfied yet stress about my life now.

I backspaced when I wrote "Stress yet satisfied" hahaha.

Have been getting jobs from Mediacorp, AAG and NUS.

I think these are my biggest 'clients' right now.

They have boosted my career by a lot and I am currently learning a lot more about the non-technical side of stuffs.

To name a few, quotations, management, relationship and timeline.

I'm still not the best at all these stuffs but I am learning bit by bit.

As I was bathing just now, I just thought whether I could continue this.

I'm definitely tired and burnt out.

So how do I continue doing this if I am like this.

And just kept thinking whether I can be happy with who I am.

Sad.

Was in such a flow to write but got interrupted by Keith.

It's okay, I shall end it here since I've to start doing work too.

Hope to blog more even if I'm busy or tired or have no feels to.

I think it will really help me to feel.

And also help with being self-aware.