This morning was quite loud.
Might be cause of the dream.
Might be lack of sleep.
While I was showering just now, was trying to understand my current mental state.
I realised I'm mostly blank most of the time.
It's either that or it just explodes at one moment and the things I've tried to block come all at once.
It's like a ticking bomb.
And also, while I was showering, I was thinking to myself.
If I could do anything right now, what's the things I wish to do now?
I wish to talk to you.
I wish to shoot a story.
I wish to have a mental state that is always self-aware, instead of DP-ing it away.
Yesterday, went to khai's place to have lunch and realised I haven't seen all of them for a good 3 months?
And also haven't climbed for 2 full months.
Honestly it is the longest break from climbing (other than me breaking my leg)
And how do I feel about that?
I don't know, I can't really say I miss it.
But yet I still kinda miss it?
It's a weird feeling.
Gonna go hiking with the bros soon.
Haven't exercised for so long, honestly quite scared hahaha.
Hustle culture?
What's wrong with hustling?
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