Wednesday, April 14, 2021

Brain is everywhere

 Is it a problem that sometimes when I talk to people, the topic changes so randomly?

One sec I can be talking about my career, next about gathering plans, next about stocks, next about douyin.

Lol, maybe just happy to be able to talk to people.

Anyway, I was thinking about this idea.

About how I am like a neither here nor there kind of person.

I feel that since young, I can fit in most social groups.

Because I kinda can change the way I interact and talk to people.

Not trying to say it's same impressive because most people can too.

But what I am trying to say is that it daunt on me that actually, maybe because of this characteristic, I am merely just a small part of every group of people in my life.

Be it climbing group of people, NUS people, sec sch, my work friends, army or even family.

And even right now I feel that I am a lupsup creative.

If that two words make sense.

Idk when I think of creative people, they dress creatively, they write creatively, they think creatively and they talk on a level which I always find very amazing.

Even though I'm in a creative industry, I drink beer at kopitiam, I talk like a typical neighbourhood secondary school student and I don't know how to dress up.

YET, I feel like I can communicate well with the two extremes.

Do yall get what I mean?

I always just feel like I'm floating somewhere.


Okay finally wrote this random thought out.

Been thinking about it here and there for the past month.


And then back to the topic of me randomly changing topics. (As seen)

I really don't know if this is a malfunction of the brain or what sia hahahaha.

Time to research and read about this and see if there are people who face similar issues.

Okay bye going for shoot.

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