Fuck the two of you

Fucking ganging up on me.
Don't you know how fucking hard it is for me to wake up?
And all you can do is just raise your fucking voice when I'm still soundly asleep.
Fuck you all seriously.
And ya it's always wrong when I raise my voice back.
Cause I'm not meant to be listened.
It's always my fault.
I was already fucking awake.
I was just replying messages.
Al got kicked out from the house again and had to live on the streets.
And all I could hear outside my blanket was wake up, I need to do work, late already.
And my Dad shouting in the background to ask me to wake up.
What kind of fucking morning is this.
Fuck you all seriously.
Blasting music in the bathroom and crying.
Cause that's the only safe haven.
After I bathe just pretend that everything is fine.
Maybe the cause of all of these was y’all.
The reason why I thought so much about things since young.
It's tiring man.
I'm already a fucking 24 adult.
Why.. Just fucking why