Don't leave me

I have never heard anyone say this to me in my entire life.
It has always been the other way round.
I told you I can't promise anything.
Because I know promises hurt more than anything.
Given the number of friends that have walked away from my life, maybe I was the problem.

Hate waking up to shouts.
Maybe that's why I fear waking up sometimes.

Things are quite in a mess now.
BA, academic planning, climbing, team.
One after another.
I just wish things could quieten down soon.
But there's no time for rest.

I'm just forcing myself to plan for a rest for the remaining days left before school starts.
But it's not working out.
I don't think I can rest until everything settles down.

I wish so much for me to be able to do things that people do when they're free.
I want some precious times to myself.
I mean I do have them now, just that it's not how I want it.

But I guess like what you said.
Take things one at a time.
Hope it'll be fine.