It hurts pretty bad when I watch the video again.
It's not just her.
It's everyone.
Everyone's so different.
Everyone's so...
Happy.
I felt like there wasn't anyone hiding any emotions.
It was nice while it lasted I guess.
I miss that place so much.
Lying down there, getting high.
Crying at night.
It felt so real.
I remembered I was so close to an answer.
That answer that will solve everything.
Nevertheless, it still felt really good.
I remembered just sitting at the rocks and looking out at the scenery alone.
Just smoking and looking.
It was so vast.
So vast that I felt like the amount of things in my head was actually limited.
It wasn't as endless at it seemed.
Maybe it wasn't any of the people in the trip that made things feel okay.
Maybe I just had a moment of peace with myself.
Definitely going back there some time in the future.
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