Were just overwhelming.
The feeling of no one caring is just so fucking bad.
For the past few days, just settling things.
Bringing my laptop out everyday cause I need to do work.
I have so much fucking things on my to do list I don't even know how to continue.
People are expecting so much from me.
Expecting answers, expecting instructions.
I'm tired.
I just want someone to ask whether I am okay.
Not whether my fucking project is okay.
But whatever, I'll just burn all the fucking bridges in the world.
Tired of trying to hold on to friendships with this state of mind.
Nothing is working out.
Nobody sees that I'm trying.
When your head is underwater, a few inches down isn't going to matter.
That's how things are now.
Just happen to came across your blog, hang in there mate. Nothing will be forever, so do your pain and suffering
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