Writing and blogging

Gives me a sense of stability.
In the way that I can read back on what had happened in reality despite the fogging of the mind.
When I do read back sometimes, I'm able to tell which are irrational and which are not.
It reminds me what had actually happened and what hadn't.
Irrational posts aren't all that dark if I can see them as a gauge of how I've been.
It's sanity in insanity.