Well

Yet another day .
I think we know it all.
But the words that come out are always what our subconscious are thinking about.
It's like a state of mutual pretence.
I don't think I have a conclusion for all that had happened yet.
I know it's not easy for you.
And I bet you know it's difficult for me too.
I'm sorry if I ever placed you in an undesirable situation.
I know I shouldn't have done all that I did.
But our subconscious is sometimes stronger than what we think we actually are.
It digs me in deep.
It stops me from thinking.
And I don't even know whether you can see things from my perspective.
Don't think you will probably read this but tomorrow will be a new day.
It's a new beginning.
And when the clock strikes 3 it's a decision to be made.
Can't say that all that had happened was a dream after all.
It still happened in space and time.
It's part of a memory.
It will be.
And when the clock strikes 3...