Weird morning

Woke up feeling as if I was some sort of robot.
I didn't feel tired, stress, happy, sad or frustrated.
It was just a weird empty feeling.
Maybe it's the Thursday syndrome lol.
But anyway, if I were to compare schooling in uni to schooling in jc, I think the big difference is the number of words said daily.
Been talking so much less when school has started.
And I kind of think it's quite bad for the mind.
But oh well, I guess every phase of life has its worries.
I remember wishing life will have more ups and downs when I was in army.
Guess I got it now but it just seems that being constant wasnt really that bad at all.
I'm just ranting about how life is everchanging with every phase you go.
Every phase in life we will have this goal set in the mind and all the obstacles and setbacks that attack you constantly.
I guess for me in this uni phase now I don't really have a goal yet.
Maybe it sort of explains why I felt like this this morning.

However, I know things will get better as time goes by.
Just like how I used to hate going to school back in JC because all the friends I meet are not of the same frequency.
Well, look at how close I am with my JC friends now.

Growing up with growing maturity make people more analytical about everything.
We are more careful with the words we say and the actions we do because we know that everyone is more analytical now.
Maybe I'm just living in the careful phase now.
Don't wanna say too much to people because I'm afraid it would just be a false and temporary connections between the two parties.
But as time goes by, I'm pretty sure I'll be more comfortable with everything and adapt to life.
Just that this adapting period always take very long for me.

I wonder what problems will I face when I graduate and start working.
Or maybe I won't work!!?!?!
:O hahaha just kidding.