Just some rants for better Monday.
I have a module that requires me to work with a group.
One of the requirements was to make a poster for our topic.
And I volunteered to do it with the help of another team member's editing.
Because my English sucks and I was just trying my best to contribute to the group.
Yeah so I kind of spent 4 hours doing it (I know it's not a long time).
And sent it to the other team member to add on the stuffs.
Well, she scraped the whole template and decided to do one herself.
Like wtf.
Then in the first place why don't you just do it.
So now it kind of seems to the group that I didn't do any shit but well I could say I tried my best.
But the frustrating thing is the fact that someone puts in so much effort to make a template, make every single detail nicely and bam.
After the 'editing' is done by my group member, it becomes an entirely different poster.
Like literally different.
And to add on to that, that group member wants opinion about the poster.
And gets frustrated when no one replies her question 'how's the poster? Anything needs editing?'
And everyone knows my language skill just suck.
So how am I supposed to comment that this or that need to change.
I guess Im just sour by the fact that I can't do a good poster or anything to do with English.
But it just sucks to have zero recognition from the effort I've put in.
All the other group members don't even know my half completed poster exists.
Fuck.
Annoying module piece of shit .
Can't get used to the people in uni.
So many fake fuck people.
At least I don't put a mask to school.
I just had to link back to those days back in 3 guards.
When my worries are just problems of my men and my oc's taskings.
At least my OC scolds me and tell me wtf I've done wrong right in my face.
Rather than bitching behind someone's back.
It's really getting annoying to wake up and go to school nowadays.
How I wish things could be simpler.
But yeah, I'm thankful for the group of climbers that I am starting to open myself to.
It's life saving.
If this shit continues for 4 years, I guess I'll just sign on.
Fuck the society.
Life of dogs.
I have a module that requires me to work with a group.
One of the requirements was to make a poster for our topic.
And I volunteered to do it with the help of another team member's editing.
Because my English sucks and I was just trying my best to contribute to the group.
Yeah so I kind of spent 4 hours doing it (I know it's not a long time).
And sent it to the other team member to add on the stuffs.
Well, she scraped the whole template and decided to do one herself.
Like wtf.
Then in the first place why don't you just do it.
So now it kind of seems to the group that I didn't do any shit but well I could say I tried my best.
But the frustrating thing is the fact that someone puts in so much effort to make a template, make every single detail nicely and bam.
After the 'editing' is done by my group member, it becomes an entirely different poster.
Like literally different.
And to add on to that, that group member wants opinion about the poster.
And gets frustrated when no one replies her question 'how's the poster? Anything needs editing?'
And everyone knows my language skill just suck.
So how am I supposed to comment that this or that need to change.
I guess Im just sour by the fact that I can't do a good poster or anything to do with English.
But it just sucks to have zero recognition from the effort I've put in.
All the other group members don't even know my half completed poster exists.
Fuck.
Annoying module piece of shit .
Can't get used to the people in uni.
So many fake fuck people.
At least I don't put a mask to school.
I just had to link back to those days back in 3 guards.
When my worries are just problems of my men and my oc's taskings.
At least my OC scolds me and tell me wtf I've done wrong right in my face.
Rather than bitching behind someone's back.
It's really getting annoying to wake up and go to school nowadays.
How I wish things could be simpler.
But yeah, I'm thankful for the group of climbers that I am starting to open myself to.
It's life saving.
If this shit continues for 4 years, I guess I'll just sign on.
Fuck the society.
Life of dogs.
Sir, it is definitely much harder to find true friendships or have honest/straightforward working relationships with others in uni because the army is just too different from uni and we suffer together so much more in guards than in uni. but you have to believe that you are studying hard for a brighter future; this 4 years is as tough as or even tougher than GCC, but once you pass out you'll be really proud of yourself and it'll be worth every suffering you have to go through, whether it's shitty group mates or getting turned out in the middle of the night. I know we can go through this 4 years just like how we survived guards. We rule the modules, and we rule the projects. Always ready.
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