Just caught a Thai movie at bugis+
It's the one that violette wautier acts in.
Hahaha a show about workaholics and the result of being one.
Because of work, main character sacrificed all other things in life.
Love is one, the beauty of the world is another.
Kind of relatable since our lives are so busy right now.
We hardly have any time for things that we want.
Or have time for people we love.
It's really scary to realise that I'm actually getting sucked into this system of lifeless life that most live in.
I'm so glad I gave myself an off day today.
Feels like I've been really really busy with 'life' that I lost track of time.
In a blink of an eye, I'm actually 21 now.
A legal adult.
Felt like I have wasted time doing useless things in life.
What does calculus have to do with life 5 years down the road?
I feel like we are all pursuing knowledge for the sake of this system.
And at the end of the day, what do you achieve in life?
Let's just take an example.
5 years ago, we were in secondary 4.
Just try to think of something you've learnt that is useful in your life now.
Was it hard?
That's the whole point I'm trying to bring across.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm complaining because of the path I chose for myself.
But think for yourself.
What are you ACTUALLY doing in life now?
You may go like "Oh I'm studying right now so I can be successful in the future"
Please do let me know once you become successful.
And then I'll ask you another question "So you're successful now, let me know what have you actually achieved. Are you satisfied with LIFE?"
It's really scary.
And sometimes I do feel very alone in this world because no one seems to understand this part of me.
It sucks.
But nevertheless, it's a great Sunday.
Felt like the past 3/4 months in Uni has been a smokescreen for what I'm actually feeling deep inside.
And today just brought back the feelings I had back before Uni.
Wew
It's the one that violette wautier acts in.
Hahaha a show about workaholics and the result of being one.
Because of work, main character sacrificed all other things in life.
Love is one, the beauty of the world is another.
Kind of relatable since our lives are so busy right now.
We hardly have any time for things that we want.
Or have time for people we love.
It's really scary to realise that I'm actually getting sucked into this system of lifeless life that most live in.
I'm so glad I gave myself an off day today.
Feels like I've been really really busy with 'life' that I lost track of time.
In a blink of an eye, I'm actually 21 now.
A legal adult.
Felt like I have wasted time doing useless things in life.
What does calculus have to do with life 5 years down the road?
I feel like we are all pursuing knowledge for the sake of this system.
And at the end of the day, what do you achieve in life?
Let's just take an example.
5 years ago, we were in secondary 4.
Just try to think of something you've learnt that is useful in your life now.
Was it hard?
That's the whole point I'm trying to bring across.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm complaining because of the path I chose for myself.
But think for yourself.
What are you ACTUALLY doing in life now?
You may go like "Oh I'm studying right now so I can be successful in the future"
Please do let me know once you become successful.
And then I'll ask you another question "So you're successful now, let me know what have you actually achieved. Are you satisfied with LIFE?"
It's really scary.
And sometimes I do feel very alone in this world because no one seems to understand this part of me.
It sucks.
But nevertheless, it's a great Sunday.
Felt like the past 3/4 months in Uni has been a smokescreen for what I'm actually feeling deep inside.
And today just brought back the feelings I had back before Uni.
Wew
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