Army

is really all about perspective.
All about mentality.
If you treat army with a positive mindset, it's not really that bad actually.
I couldn't clique with my section mates last week.
But I tried to change my perspective and my way of thinking and I actually could clique with them.
It takes time but well things are changing.
Live firing this week.
Just showing off, I only miss once.
31/32.
Hahaha.
But fuck, the one I miss is the first shot.
AND FUCK, I'm getting guard duty cause of something stupid.
Not sure whether I can blog about the incident.
Hahaha.
If you are really interested you can ask me.
I'm booking in tomorrow night at 2215.
Fucking sian.
I thought army would be easy for me.
Cause I think I'm physically quite fit.
But no, it's really very tiring.
Not physically but mentally.
You just get mind fuck every moment.
And there's just no rest.
Even when you're so tired, you have to push on.
The perseverance is what I'm lacking.
Gotta up my mentality.
If not I'm definitely going to suffer in the days to come.
For now, I'm going to spend my precious day.
Today and tomorrow afternoon.
AND BOOK IN.
GUARD DUTY REALLY FUCKING SIAN ZZZZZZ.
KK BYE.