End of civilian life

Today is the last day of civilian life.
From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to be a soldier.
It is interesting to see that I have been thinking of this day for years.
Since primary school, secondary school.
Counting down by years.
Then counting down by months.
And by days.
And then now by hours.
Reality really hit me hard.
I'm going to lose my freedom.
And I'm afraid I may lose some of my friends.
But well, they say true friendship lasts.
Let's see how this goes in two years.
Tomorrow I won't be sleeping at home anymore.
I'm going to spend 2 weeks sleeping on an unfamiliar bed with unfamiliar people.
Even typing this now makes me feel uneasy.
Because I can't really accept the fact that I'm really going to serve the nation TOMORROW.
I'm already botak now typing all these.
My bag is packed.
I'm just waiting for the time to tick now.
I really wonder what people I will see inside.
How fucked up life would be inside.
And whether what I perceived NS to be is true.
Oh well, gonna spend the last few hours with my family and friends :)
See you all readers in 2 weeks time!