YOO

I just watched Anna Akana's video on youtube again.
I swear I find most of the things she say related to my life.
For example, in one of her songs.

Sometimes I just need to take a step back, get out of my head, and actually enjoy where I am right now, rather than hoping I'm somewhere else soon.

Sometimes in life you just hate what you are doing.
Why not make it enjoyable rather then complaining it.
It's like my JC life.
I really hated it in the first year.
(You can go read up my posts in 2011, some of them are kinda bad)
But you know, things just to get better in 2012.
Because I really view things from a new perspective.
Like suddenly, from that new perspective, everything just seems much better.
The dreaded JC life isn't that bad after all.
But please, don't be like me.
Don't force yourself to be in that "new perspective".
Like, the same thing not to force yourself to be happy, it ain't gonna work.
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
It's just so frustrating at times to keep changing your personality.
Like when you are with this bunch of people, change to type A, and when you are with another bunch of people, change to type B.
I'm definitely sure all of us are guilty of that.
It may sound bad that you are having split personalities.
But as long as you're being true to your heart, I find that it's alright to be different at times.
Maybe it's just my point of view.

ON A SIDE NOTE, fishing was really fun yesterday.
Hahaha.
Fish, bbq, eat.
Then got my hands so smelly and dirty from the Tamban's guts.
Hahahaha.
But it's really fun.
:)
Hope to fish again soon, but definitely not fish until there's like 60 tamban for dinner.
LOL.
Cause too much, too disgusting.