Been icing my knee away everyday.
Hoping it recovers fast.
You know that lost of hope in climbing came back after watching the open finals, Gravical 2013 just today.
Like yes, I want to be in the spotlight.
It must feel scary to have everyone watching you climb.
But then again, that honour of climbing in front of the crowd will definitely repay the sweat and blood of training.
I really want my knee to be like a normal knee.
A knee that I can sit in, drop knee and heel hook with.
I just feel crippled y'know.
Like climbing hard is my passion yet I can't really climb HARD.
To be honest, it's really kind of sad to see how people overtake you both in physical wise, and mental wise.
Especially mental wise, I've lost that kind of thrust.
No boosting at all.
While other people can just be so mentally strong even though they may be physically weak.
And here I am complaining so much, and I can't do much about my performance.
Just hope miracle happens and my own "Physiotherapy" will work wonders on my atrocious knee.
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