Climbed with new shoes!

Went to climb today with new shoes.
SUPER PAIN.
And I didn't have enough sleep and nutrition.
And my fingers are dry from carrying Yeo's cartons.
EITHER ALL THESE REASONS, or I just suck.
Deal with it.
I'm gonna train for OBC.
Really hard.
PLEASE LEMME WIN SOMETHING BEFORE I GO NS.
:(
Anyway, very short and sweet summary of today.
Went to Onsight / Old airport road in Yong Sheng's mother's car.
Then went to eat dao huey first before going onsight.
Climbed with Joshua and then went to sleep and sleep.
Sibei lazy to climb.
And it sucks to see people so strong and that demotivates you to even train.
I don't know, it's just like you want to join in the fun but you can't.
That feeling is like ARGH, fuck.
I really hope one day I'll get back my power.
Yup after climbing, went old airport eat with Kay Gin, Kai and Yong Sheng.
Cabbed home with ys, Kay Gin and Kai Xuan.
Hahaha.
Yeah that's it, GOOD NIGHT.