WORK AGAIN

Was totally not looking forward to work today.
Like damn tired.
But in the end, see all the same faces.
See everyone with the sibei sian face, made me feel better.
LOL.
Yeah today was really damn boring.
Ivan not working with me anymore.
He exchanged role with Elwin, a new station member in Hougang 1.
So I'm currently working with him.
Hahaha. Before lunch break around 4+, all of us talking.
Then talk about dota and stuffs.
Then we say, TONIGHT PLAY LA.
Then sibei on, all give me their garena name, I just added them.
HAHAHA.
Yeah, then went to eat at Saizeriya with Teck Hwee and Elwin, then saw Kelvin, Kenneth and Nicholas slacking there.
WTF.
They slack before we break.
Then slack until our break time.
Then go smoke.
Sibei slack sia. Hahah.
Yeah then went back to work after eating, then blah blah, sibei tiring.
Ended work at 11.
Then cycled home.
Hahaha. 10-11 is the most lepak and shiok period. Only me and Elwin, at the tentage with the cashier auntie. Then talked to security auntie also.
Hahaha.
Talk talk talk then wah, 11pm already. bang gang! sibei shiok. Kkk dota.

Climbed with new shoes!

Went to climb today with new shoes.
SUPER PAIN.
And I didn't have enough sleep and nutrition.
And my fingers are dry from carrying Yeo's cartons.
EITHER ALL THESE REASONS, or I just suck.
Deal with it.
I'm gonna train for OBC.
Really hard.
PLEASE LEMME WIN SOMETHING BEFORE I GO NS.
:(
Anyway, very short and sweet summary of today.
Went to Onsight / Old airport road in Yong Sheng's mother's car.
Then went to eat dao huey first before going onsight.
Climbed with Joshua and then went to sleep and sleep.
Sibei lazy to climb.
And it sucks to see people so strong and that demotivates you to even train.
I don't know, it's just like you want to join in the fun but you can't.
That feeling is like ARGH, fuck.
I really hope one day I'll get back my power.
Yup after climbing, went old airport eat with Kay Gin, Kai and Yong Sheng.
Cabbed home with ys, Kay Gin and Kai Xuan.
Hahaha.
Yeah that's it, GOOD NIGHT.

So tiring

Today is damn tiring and slack at the same time.
The stocks came in today and I have to stack the freaking chrysanthemum tea.
Was really tired.
Like couldn't even lift two packs of chrys tea.
So shag.
On a side note, talk to Kenneth almost the whole day.
Ate lunch with him and his friend, Shi Jie who happens to see me before.
Punggol primary one.
Hhaha.
Same batch as me.
So cool.
Yup so after that got to know the taiwan beer lady also.
You know what, people in my school thinks all I do is study, like nerd.
Then people whom I worked with are all surprised that I don't smoke and that I study in a JC.
WTF.
Maybe it's the way I treat people.
Or maybe it's just I can speak good chinese but not good english.
That's why I stfu more in school and talk alot more at work.
MAYBE.
Cause the first day at work, Nicholas asked me whether I smoke.
Then I said no then he was like "YOU THIS KIND OF PERSON DONT SMOKE?"
Then yesterday also when I was downstairs taking a break.
Kelvin offered me a cigarette and I rejected.
I said I don't smoke?
Kelvin was like "你没有抽烟? 真的meh? 你不要骗leh?"
I was really quite surprised LOL.
Then Kenneth also first day at work, think I ORD already.
HAHAHA.
Yup that's about it.
TOMORROW OFF.
CLIMBING!!!!!!

SO TIRED

Working consecutively is quite tiring.
Thought I would have a break tomorrow but NO, I'm gonna work.
AND EARLIER.
Shag.
But still, working together with all the people is really quite fun.
Got kinda closer to Pokka guy, got to know his name hahaha.
And we went to eat lunch together.
Hahaha.
THE SAD THING ABOUT THIS JOB IS, you have to do your job, and if you do something wrong, you have to see black faces from seniors/ customers.
Like WTF, it's my third day at work, how the fuck I know.
And sometimes it's just the customer sibei LJ.
RIFE.
Just keep movin~

Woo

Quite enjoying my work.
Hahaha.
It's paid the least among all the drinks company but me and Ivan are having fun doing it!
Idk, it just feels quite homely.
Maybe because everyone is speaking chinese.
Hahaha.
How often do you speak Chinese with strangers?
This is the job I spoke chinese to almost everyone.
Hahaha.

First day at work (official)

IT WAS ACTUALLY NOT BAD.

Hahaha.

All those promoters, be it F&N, Coke, Tiger Beer are all around the same age as me.

All guys though.

Hahaha.

Then the coke one all very friendly and helpful.

Cause they're from XMS, my junior.

JERRY. Hahaha.

And another XMS guy called Nicholas but I thought he looked familiar.

He thinks I'm familiar too.

LOL.

Okay so that aside, it's actually quite easy job.

Just restock restock restock.

Take stock from above, take stock from below.

Stock stock stock.

Break time from 5.15 - 6

Went to eat at the italian restaurant

THE SAME ONE AS FARRER PARK.

NOW IT'S AT HOUGANG ONE.

HOLY FUCKING WOOOOO.

Yup so went back to work, talk to Nicholas and other promoters.

Got to know Kenneth, Qi Long and the Tiger Beer promoter which is same age as me.

Never ask name though.

Hahaha, all the guys at the tentage damn lepak.

But we know when to work when there are people.

Hahha, so went up to find Ivan and then stayed there until work end.

Really like nothing to do.

Just stand there and $$$$$$$$$$.

Hahahaha.

Okay I'm so hungry gonna go eat something!

NEW CLIMBING SHOES

Hi all just bought a new pair of climbing shoes.
Jet 7 , 5.10 shoes.
SUPER PAIN now.
Size 9, same as my rock pillars but..........
It's new and it hurts very very bad.
Hope it sets in soon.
Anyway, went to Zong Han's house yesterday night after climbing.
Wait, let's talk about climbing first.
I was there with Joshua from NJC.
Yeah so we doing routes together.
Then talk abit here and there.
Then Yong Sheng came.
Still trying out the same route.
Then blah blah John came.
Then went to climb at advanced wall.
My left flapper so pain lol.
And I'm climbing tomorrow.
:(
Gotta tape it up.
Oh and my new shoes gotta hurt bad tomorrow.
OH OH and my FLAPPER is healing really quickly.
Cause I'm using the "Climb on" intensive skin repair that Gravical gave.
It's really useful.
AHHHHHHHhh.
So tired.
Okay so after climbing, went to chomps to eat with John.
That's around 10+
We left the gym at around 9.30 together with Zi Yong from NJC.
Wah he very strong, looking forward to climb with him again.
Hahaha.
Yup so went chomps to eat with John, Nicai and their friend Jessica.
Ordered sambal sotong, sambal kang kong, sambal sting ray.
Results?
Lao sai.
Literally.
LOL.
So after eating at chomps, took 315 back to nex and then walked to ZH's house.
Damn long never see this bunch of people.
Hahaha.
Wei Sheng, Kelvin, Zhi Yang and of course Zong Han.
Yup so MAHJONG.
Won quite a bit.
Too bad no real money.
LOL.
If not I would have earned a lot.
So we decided it was too boring to mahjong the whole night, we decided to go LAN.
LOL.
My idea but didn't expect everyone to be so on.
So went OVERNIGHT LAN.
Okay not really overnight.
Walked to Kovan from Zh's house, around 10+ mins walk.
It was cooling and kinda dark.
And yup very quiet.
I don't know why I just like the streets at night.
We ate at Ponggol Nasi Lemak first then headed to Arena.
WOOOOOOO.
Dota 1.
Then we played some stupid custom games.
HERO SURVIVAL 9.3
LOL.
Sibei suck, waste time.
Yea so after lan, took bus back to Nex and ate Macs.
DAMN SHIOK TO SEE STUDENTS GOING TO SCHOOL WITH THE FUCKED UP FACE.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I'm out of that motherfucking period of life and it feels GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT.
Sorry I just had to swear, cause it's really FUCKING AWESOME.
Ohh yeah.
So after eating at macs, went Zh's house to SLEEP.
FOR 4 HOURS +?
Damn tired.
Then headed to meet John and Toots.
WENT TO GET MY NEW SHOES AT MAC PHERSON.
YAY.
Wooo oh and THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I borrowed a large sum of money from a friend.
$150 from Kelvin.
LOL.
Thanks.
Gotta pay you back when I get paid.
Thinking of pay, I'm starting work soon.
Hope it's fun.
:)
Yup so after buying my Jet 7, headed to John's house to eat lunch.
HE COOKED.
Finally.
Cook some simple sardine meal which tasted damn nice.
Hahaha.
Then headed to his room to watch CORE.
Some climbing video.
Really psyched to climb.
But everytime I feel psyched, my brain just have to "YOU CAN'T CLIMB NUTS, YOUR LEFT KNEE IS BUSTED, IT'S USELESS. YOU'RE USELESS."
Sigh.
Emo.
Okay bye.

OMFG

Julie tan damn pretty.

HAHAHAHA.

Since last time "Xiang Ri Kui De Yue Ding".

Dang, I remember seeing her on the bus.

And I was like who's that girl so chio.

THEN WHEN SHE ALIGHTED THEN I REALISED IS JULIE.

Emo.

Nvm!

Watch HAO YUN DAO on channel 8.

Fuck

I was doing LCL strengthening exercies for half an hour.
Went to massage my LCL with soap in the bathroom for another 5 mins.
And when I walked out of the bathroom, I slipped and strained my LCL again.
Fuck this.

Blah

Holidays.
Can't get enough of it.
Very good life here.
Gonna work next friday.
Wooo.
That means money.
Today spent my whole day dotaing with cyue.
LOL damn no life.
But yeah it's fun.
And yeah CS too.
ISAAC SIOL.
That's the name of fizzy's band.
SIOL~
Okay forget that, I'm just damn tired.
I really know I should be doing more meaningful things.
:(
Should train harder for climbing.
I'm lacking behind!
Hahaha.
Alright shall go sleep.
Always sleep damn late.
Ciaoxzs

Climbing

All I need now is money for a good shoe.
And a better knee which I hope I would work on starting from today every night.
I need someone to nag me to strengthen my knee.
It sucks.
Too lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Bam.
Bye.

HELLO

Just came back from LAN.
Hahahaha.
Went to lan with Zong Han.
LOL so long never lan, totally forgot the joy of laning.
Damn fun.
Yup so anyway, before that, we went to Tangjong Pagar, together with Ivan.
Went there to have job training / briefing.
Lol.
Quite funny, the guy who presented.
Cause it's one uncle, then his english quite funny.
K can.
Then after that, yeah went to eat at Kovan's Punggol Nasi lemak and the lan at Arena.
Then came home.
Ahhhh want to faster work.
Owe a lot people money.
Don't like the feeling.
Owe a total of $48.
FUUUUUUU.
This is bad.
I think I only realised I owe alot after I note down everything.
LOL.
Normally always just forget.
Yup so that's about it for today.
Didn't blog yesterday cause went to work.
DAM TIRED.
Stupid stack stack stack.
Got one carton, sibei heavy.
12 1.5 l bottle.
That's 18 kg.
Not just lift one.
It's keep passing 18kg of weight from right to left, left to right, down then up, up then down.
Sibei tiring.
But that's only the early phase of the job.
Hahahaha.
Tiring but I guess it's gonna be okay.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

YOO

I just watched Anna Akana's video on youtube again.
I swear I find most of the things she say related to my life.
For example, in one of her songs.

Sometimes I just need to take a step back, get out of my head, and actually enjoy where I am right now, rather than hoping I'm somewhere else soon.

Sometimes in life you just hate what you are doing.
Why not make it enjoyable rather then complaining it.
It's like my JC life.
I really hated it in the first year.
(You can go read up my posts in 2011, some of them are kinda bad)
But you know, things just to get better in 2012.
Because I really view things from a new perspective.
Like suddenly, from that new perspective, everything just seems much better.
The dreaded JC life isn't that bad after all.
But please, don't be like me.
Don't force yourself to be in that "new perspective".
Like, the same thing not to force yourself to be happy, it ain't gonna work.
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
It's just so frustrating at times to keep changing your personality.
Like when you are with this bunch of people, change to type A, and when you are with another bunch of people, change to type B.
I'm definitely sure all of us are guilty of that.
It may sound bad that you are having split personalities.
But as long as you're being true to your heart, I find that it's alright to be different at times.
Maybe it's just my point of view.

ON A SIDE NOTE, fishing was really fun yesterday.
Hahaha.
Fish, bbq, eat.
Then got my hands so smelly and dirty from the Tamban's guts.
Hahahaha.
But it's really fun.
:)
Hope to fish again soon, but definitely not fish until there's like 60 tamban for dinner.
LOL.
Cause too much, too disgusting.

Made a friend in dota

Guess what, the place I least expect to learn things was actually from DOTA.
There's this guy that always play dota with us.
That time is just a public player playing with me and Chin Yue.
We call him slowbrain cause he take freaking long to find out which illusion is real (some dota thing)
So here and there, I'd ask him whether he want to play dota anot.
So we play together today and after our last round, he was like "anymore?"
Then I say I GOING CS.
And just out of the blue, he said today is my emoest night, talk leh.
I thought emo cause he keep feeding in dota or something.
In the end, he told me and Chin Yue about his life story.
Really tell sia.
He just told us everything about his job, about his father, about his friends, about his secondary school, about his wife and a lot of things.
Then it just makes me feel like not growing up.
He says 19 is the most shiok age.
I don't know how to describe my feelings right now.
It's just like, these problems are real.
The problems of growing up.
The problems of responsibilities when you grow up.
No responsibilities now, so I can't really understand how he feels.
But really, it's just so real listening to him talk about his life.
He don't even talk to his friends about his problems.
Cause his friends all damn fked up (that's what he said)
And that's how I kinda figured out his teenage life was damn screwed up.
And indeed, his friends kena hecked by people before.
Yup kinda messy life in the past.
And he's jobless now.
Playing dota everyday.
Lol.
Very free.
But he's a humorous and honest guy.
Hope the next time I talk to him will be good news.
What he become father or something.
HAHA damn drama.

ANNA AKANA

RWJ'S GIRLFRIEND.
Lol she's so cute.

Omg so hardcore

ICE ICE ICE

Been icing my knee away everyday.
Hoping it recovers fast.
You know that lost of hope in climbing came back after watching the open finals, Gravical 2013 just today.
Like yes, I want to be in the spotlight.
It must feel scary to have everyone watching you climb.
But then again, that honour of climbing in front of the crowd will definitely repay the sweat and blood of training.

I really want my knee to be like a normal knee.
A knee that I can sit in, drop knee and heel hook with.
I just feel crippled y'know.
Like climbing hard is my passion yet I can't really climb HARD.
To be honest, it's really kind of sad to see how people overtake you both in physical wise, and mental wise.
Especially mental wise, I've lost that kind of thrust.
No boosting at all.
While other people can just be so mentally strong even though they may be physically weak.
And here I am complaining so much, and I can't do much about my performance.
Just hope miracle happens and my own "Physiotherapy" will work wonders on my atrocious knee.

好辛苦

力不从心的感觉真的是很痛苦。

想做一件事，却怎么样都很难做得到。

想训练自己，左膝盖又不让。

想训练膝盖，却训练不好。

那我该怎么办?

第一次感觉到这么失败。

ATLAS

Hahaha really miss these people.
Okay idk some of them :D

So bad mood

Think everything's cause of my left knee.
It fucking hurts.
Irritating shit.
Cannot climb cannot do shit.
Stay at home whole day.
Then my temper have to blow up.
Then my mum have to add on to it.
"Climb always injure yourself, don't climb la"
And the cause of the initial injury ain't caused by fucking climbing.
Then she just want to proof herself right.
Wtf.
Damn sian.
Just feels like everything's against me today.
It's just one of those days...

Gravical 2013

It was so saddening that I almost cried.
Like very disappointed with myself.
From someone who flash 4 routes, almost inter-man.
Now can only do 2 routes.
So fking sad.
And my left knee hurts now.
Fucking burden dog knee.
Can't even jog now.
Getting worst.
Hate this man.
But on a side note, MJC Open House 2013 was quite fun.
Good to see all my Atlas juniors again.
I've no idea but seriously, I still feel attached to the school.
Or maybe just to the house.
But maybe not like matthew like that la, don't even know the batch of students still attached.
Hahaha.
Or MAYBE WILL.
I don't know.
But it's weird to feel this way.
I really though JC was just a come and go thing.
Didn't know it turned out to be like this.
Went to simpang to supper with Shu Rui, Darren Chia, Wei Lun, Chawit, Shaon, Tubby, Leon and Destin.
SO WEIRD MIX.
But yeah, on the way home, I was closing my eyes, falling asleep.
Then I thought of last year's cheerleading.
Omg, that was really the saddest night ever.
And when I thought about it, it kinda felt like yesterday.
And SOME THINGS just had to happen.
The guy behind me who had his ear piece on but the music was still audible, WAS LISTENING TO....
TURN UP THE MUSIC.
And I was like holy shit.
Making my thought turning into images.
Like I can imagine the baby powder bursting again from memories.
And that's sincerely what I missed about school.
I couldn't manage to write out how I felt properly on new years eve.
I always think better when I'm super tired.
LOL.
Okay that's about what I want to blog K CAN.

TAXI TAXI

Went to watch Taxi Taxi ! with Eugene and Michael.
Just came back hahaha.
Today was rather a nice cooling day.
Rain in the evening.
Hmmm.
Was at the bus stop waiting for bus and there were 4 primary school kids.
Around primary 3/4.
They were kinda noisy and they were mischievous.
Like you know there's this bus poster, it was a picture of SNSD the BABY G WATCH thingy.
Then they were like "THIS ONE THE BOOBS VERY BIG"
Then the guy go slap the poster.
LOL then they keep laughing laughing.
THEN IT REMINDED OF ME.
When I was in primary school.
I remembered I used to talk a lot.
Like I was the one with the better sense of humor back then.
THEN ONE DAY, I decided that not talking so much was the IN thing.
Like it's so cool.
So I always talk very little around my friends, THINKING I WAS COOL.
It caught on as a habit.
And yeah, I don't talk a lot with my friends now.
BUT I'm listening attentively at least.
Hahaha.
OKAY that's what I wanted to blog about only actually.
Hahaha.
Other than eating dinner with Eugene, Michael, AMOS and CLEMENT.
Hahaha.
Damn long never see amos and clement.
Last time go airport study together.
So long ago.
Thinking of A level, I'm still quite scared I screwed up badly, even though I may sound very confident about my As.
HAHAHA.
Okay CS.

It's all about you

It's all about you baby!
LOL I just watched the video Chin Yue shared on facebook.
And I'm like, next time my gf how.
Then me and chin yue were like AIYA fk this shit.
When it's time, a few minutes got idea already.
LOL.

Yeah anyway WENT PRAWNING yesterday with Leon and Wei Jie.
Hahaha it was seriously fun.
Like I caught 9 prawns.
IN 3 HOURS.
Okay I know I suck.
But still it was really exciting.
Hahahaha.
Especially when you see the bait go down.
That's the nice part.
Hhahaha.

ANYWAY I'm looking for job.
And this Marcus guy told me he will revert to me TML (which is today)
And yeah he didnt.
Damn sian.
I NEED MONEY.
Okay nevermind.
Shall just CS and DOTA.
OH I started dota 2.
Which means more no lifeness.
Sian.
That's why I'm blogging so little.
I suck.
NVM.

TODAY WAS A FINE DAY.
Went to train with John and Min Jian at Serangoon.
Did 100 pull ups.
Bear crawls, side crawls, planks, sprints.
Damn shag.
Too long never PT.
Tomorrow gonna swim.
GRAVICAL ON FRIDAY.
So exciting.
I just want nice shirt.
And a new profile picture HAHA.
Okay bye.

Wow

I'm really sorry guys for the lack of updates.
Been really into gaming.
Always sleep damn late and then forget to post.
Anyway went to SWIM today.
Hahah with John.
That cb reached at 2.05 when we supposed to meet at 1.30.
And I still reached early some more.
So after swimming then wanted to head to climb.
Then realised that I didn't bring my ROCK SHOES.
FOR THE FIRST TIME.
OMGGGGGG.
Then emo.
Like wanted go home at first.
Then in the end told John we go eat lunch first, see how later.
So went to eat at the 水饺面 that MJ intro-ed last time.
Not bad but abit spicy.
Hahaha.
So in the end decided to just go and climb / slack at the gym.
Yup so went there and saw quite a few people.
Got to know the tall guy which everyone says look like me.
Hahaha, okay la a bit look like.
Got to know Rizal also.
And the tattoo girl which I always saw at Climb Asia last time.
Hahaha didn't ask for her name though.
Yeah so after climbing, which was around 6.30, headed to Farrer Park.
Was told to reach there at 7.
Then in the end they say meet at Hougang Mall at 7.
And you know, Ivan cfm late one.
So I think they will be damn late.
So headed to CA to slack.
Hahaha went there and saw Stanley.
SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM.
Yeah then saw Charity also.
Stanley was struggling up this blue route.
STANLEY STRUGGLING.
Must be a super tough route.
And I asked Charity what's the grade.
She said she thinks it's 8a.
I was like OMG.
8a.
Hahaha so yeah received a call from fat and then headed to the italian restaurant to eat with him, Vincent, Chelsea and Joey.
Yeah fun joy laughter.
Talk cock.
And then WENT HOME.
THEN DOTA DOTA CS.
:)

Gravical!

HI GUYS.
I'm actually going to compete in Gravical 2013 afterall.
It's like I already given up training seriously and having fun in climbing for the past few months.
Then yesterday Justin Chan asked on facebook whether anyone want to take over him for his comp.
THEN I WAS LIKE OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I didn't wanted to go at first, cause I'll just be there shaming myself.
Then I think again, IT'S ALL FUN!
So my objective is going there to have fun and of course try my very best.
See where I stand after studying for that stupid A levels.
Hahahaha.
OMG SO EXCITING.
Finally got something to look forward to.
Yay.
Gravical, I'm coming!
7 more days!

Lol

Have been quite busy these few days.
Never BLOG.
But yeah I'm still alive.
After I go NS this blog confirm damn dead.
Hahaha.
YEAH so today went to XINMIN to climb with Yong Sheng.
LOL I can't climb consecutive days.
Finger's too pain and don't have the feel.
Xinmin still haven't changed much.
And it's cool to be there and see the teachers.
Then came home at around 7pm and had awesome abalone dinner.
WOOOO.
But I'm not full.
Yeah then after that dota with cyue until 1am.
Then cs until 3am.
I'm GETTING ADDICTED TO GAMING.
This is bad.
Need to work soon.
But damn lazy.
Blah