Parent's birthday

Celebrated my parent's birthday at some BBQ place near Newton Road.
Kinda quarreled with my father before that and I felt damn guilty.
Like I always use a irritated tone to talk to him and I'm always like damn frustrated when talking to him.
I want to apologise to him for always being like that.
It's not that I don't like him or anything.
I mean, who would not like their own father?
I always let my mouth talk first before my mind can process.
Then when my mind process, I was like shit, why did I say that.
And then he would start scolding me.
Then the mind over mouth think will start all over again.
I suck at controlling what I want to say sometimes.
Sigh.
Nevermind, I will change!